If we got results instantly.
If we always got what we wanted instantly.
In my childhood, I remember when the concept of heaven and hell was introduced to us.
We were told, heaven has unending happiness, and you get whatever you want in unlimited quantities.
Now let’s think about that for a sec. Does that sound like heaven or something else… perhaps hell?
Just entertain the fantasy of having wishes fulfilled instantly.
Billion dollars… check
Hot babe… check
1000 hot babes… check
fastest car… check
biggest house… check
social status… check
power… check
The list goes on coz we’re greedy, insatiable bastards… right?
You’ll get tired and bored even in your fantasy of you continue your demands.
So maybe you never really wanted these things… social media and society just tricked your 10000000-year-old brains who were evolved in material scarcity that having these things is the real shit.
So you don’t want all the bling, so what do you want?
You want struggle and hardships that you can conquer honestly.
Many of us may be dealt a tough hand by life, so we think, damm, I want this and that and why the fuck would I want any more struggle than I already have. I’ve suffered enough; give me the babe and the millions.
Life would be awesome if I had [insert fantasy]
I started this while reading something @fire has written to someone else.
Even if subclub had promised instantaneous results… trust me, you wouldn’t want that shit.
That would be hell. We, mortals, are not capable of handling such power without destroying ourselves and those around us.
I don’t think anyone has lusted more after results than me due to my insecurities.
Honestly, I forgot the purpose of this post. It’s 5 am now. I couldn’t sleep.
Thankfully this isn’t one of those rants that I’ll try to delete later.
Results take time. That’s not necessarily a bad thing.
Fast results are not necessarily a good thing.
You gotta move yo ass to let your mind know you’re really serious about this shit you’re listening to.
By using subs and reprogramming your mind, you’re LITERALLY deliberately changing the universe. Like LITERALLY events are set into motion so that your subcon gets what it’s programmed to get.
Detachment is key man. Even the magick people have said this.
You cannot do a ritual and get obsessed with getting the results.
Maybe the purpose of the post was to tell myself to chill and that I’ll do good at my job even tho I’ve tons to learn and all.
The AM, ExeU, BLU don’t seem to be doing anything for me maybe. And I just needed someone to tell me to have patience and just continue learning stuff daily.
Who better to do that than myself.