I am still struggling with FOMO when doing washouts.
As soon as my rest day (every 2nd day) is over or as soon as I experience any first bloom effects from a title, I am excited and pushed to run another loop of the same title in order to “double down” on the bloom effects and get even more of them.
There is this underlying fear that if I don’t double down on the script and re-enforce it, that I might lose the achieved blooming effects.
I don’t know, maybe it is a self-sebatoge mechanism in order to push myself into recon and therefore actually “hide from the bloom”?
Kinda like “oh dear, if I get into the bloom effects all the time, then I must take more responsibility for my life”, combined with “oh dear, if I don’t double down the scripting with another loop, I might lose my positive experiences”… 
Anyone else experienced this and if yes, how do you deal with it?
Or what do you guys think?
And then there is also a third reason why I am afraid of washouts, which is that I have the feeling that the script is “being processed less” than as when right after listening to it. There are phases during washout periods when literally nothing is happening and my FOMO kicks in saying that “I am not making any progress and being a lazy bum”.
My longest washout has been for ca. 3 weeks and I basically forced myself to do it in order to get out of a longterm recon phase.
PS:
Maybe it would be a good idea to add scripting to all titles where one’s subconscious guides you to do the perfect amount of washout before running a new loop?