You all will have a good laugh with this one. I’m actually going back into therapy. 
I’ve said it before, and even said it in my first post in this thread, therapy has its place. It has its own time. And both are applicable now.
This last year (my 1 year Anni will be Nov 21) I’ve been focusing on my foundation and have used grounding titles such as Dragon Reborn Regeneration, Godlike Masculinity, Summertime (name embedded with Mountain Breaker) [Mountain Breaker], and currently PEACE (name embedded with Synergy:Harmonic Conflux) [Synergy Harmonic Conflux].
The reason why I focused on my foundation so much is one, I knew I needed it and would be the best thing for my growth. And two, there was one particular post where @SaintSovereign reamed a former forum member who kept wanting more titles with “more profound results faster”.
Here is that post: Work On Your Foundation First
I’m adaptable. I’ll admit when I’m wrong. I’ll correct when I’m mis-quoted or misunderstood. I grow. And I become stronger. I also know that there isn’t any way to be perfect. I’m not after perfection. I’m after a healthier me. A happier me. One who doesn’t self-sabotage when life comes crashing down all at once.
l also research like crazy. Doesn’t matter if it’s management. Trading/investing. Self-help, etc. Want proof on here? Click on my name and look at my Read Time in the summary of my account. I’ve been on here less than a year. 
I still am no expert on these subliminals. But I’m not clueless either.
Why am I going back into therapy? First off, I’m continuing the subs. They work and work incredibly well if used correctly. I’ve also been incredibly consistent using them. Well, consistent, with all the updated listening recommendations. 
Seriously though, I’ve been incredibly consistent over this past year (almost 1 year). I’ve worked the subs I’ve used. And I will continue them.
But the subs have helped ground me to where things are now ready to be healed. But not just any “things”, but fully healing from the love of my life being instantly killed in a DUI accident and the fact that this has been strung into about the most core issue that needs healing, which is Abandonment. It wasn’t abandonment. I can intellectually reason that all day long.
But the subconscious is much more complicated than reason. The reasoning of my subconscious with “abandonment” is that of a 5 year old little boy who already experienced severe child abuse (more was to come), experience death of a very close loved one, moving to a completely different State by his family, losing his Father and then not seeing his Mother for nearly a year.
Abandonment is tied in with finances also. It’s all one big complicated bundle of highly charged emotional “stuff”. I’m smart. I have tons of life experience. But I also need guidance. These subs have helped me get to a point to where I’m ready again for some serious healing and growth. The subs will help with the healing also. I already can tell.
What prompted this? Some of it is PEACE, for sure. Some of it is because of the other subliminal work and titles from Subclub. I started to have specific dreams. Started to have certain things pop up. Memories. Feelings. Etc. Than I had a dream of my partner who passed away.
I woke up thinking my partner was next to me, and I rolled over to snuggle and gently kiss my partner and realized it was my pillow. I sobbed quite hard, but then had an overwhelming calmness. Acceptance. But a feeling was there and when I examined that feeling (a familiar, but older feeling) it was the whole abandonment thing.
A bunch of other stuff came up, all manageable by the way, but it was obvious to me, this was more than I can sift through on my own. So I contacted my previous therapist. I start again next Friday.
