ST3 had no negative feelings at all.
With ST4, I get some of the stuff I felt on ST2, but it’s about 25% of how bad it was on ST2.
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Sorry, I meant ST2 in the previous post. this is good to know! I already considered staying with ST3 and not moving on. 
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Why not move on?
because from what I’ve read in your journal, ST3 is all I’m looking for a sub can offer so I thought maybe not to move on if ST4 isn’t as good long term. but who really knows yet since we have no long term experience of ST4 yet.
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We call it reconciliation because our scripts have nothing to “resist.” We aren’t using traditional affirmations — our scripts “question” rather than instruct. Thus, your mind is trying to reconcile your old beliefs against what you’re being asked to do. To alleviate reconciliation, you must work with the script rather than against it. For example, if you’re running a money manifestation subliminal, and you’re not taking enough action, you’ll experience reconciliation. And you can’t lie to yourself either — if you claim you’re taking action and deep down, you know you could be doing more, you’ll experience reconciliation.
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This is not exactly true 
I just got the message that I passed and did get into my university!!! Seems like the test was harder than in the last years. I don’t know what to say… I am just so greatful for everything. Thank you @SaintSovereign @Fire your products truely change lifes. This is beyond having more dates, woman, and sex. This is shaping my future in such a positive extent that I can’t even grasp it right now. Thank you! And to all the others here on the forum. Keep going, keep hustling
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Congratulations, doc!
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Thats amazing. Congratulations
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Congratulations!
And yes, @Fire is a true genius! I am truly impressed with what he creates, and it works!
I am, like you, grateful to @SaintSovereign and @Fire
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Congratulations!
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I also don’t feel “different,” I am not “Not Me”.
But the whole world responds to me differently, so I believe more and more than I become better. The world is giving be positive reinforcement.
I also don’t feel too attached, concerned, bothered, or needing for things. I feel whole and complete on my own.
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Congratulations friday
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My feeling was that the real me was being revealed. All the old emotions and behaviors felt like a weird patchwork costume that I was discarding.
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Just found this journal and will surely keep reading, truly amazing experiences you had so far.
It is also funny how our experiences differ in some way or the other.
For example, inside I start to feel more different than I was before, why I dont get that much attention from my outer world (yet). It needs time, I know, but it is just interesting how… dynamic this process is.
And congrats, friday!
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There is a method to your madness, my friend 
This is a very interesting perspective @DarkPhilosopher. It really is. That from all possible interpretations, you chose that positive and healing one.
If I may wonder something, and if you’d allow it: What is “therapeutic” to you? How does someone being “therapeutic” behave, what do they do, what do they avoid doing and not do?
It will be cool to understand your thinking and you sharing your infinite wisdom
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Please, enough questions for today, I’m so close to jumping out of the window on the ground floor!
If I can find them all, I’ll see if I can answer them on my own journal thread to the best of my ability. But after what we did at Joa’s and Astronaut’s journals I need a break.
Now go and add some music to your post, it’s called the Music Thread after all.
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Wow, this is so similar to your recent dream. About tall buildings, fear of falling down, etc. It’s interesting, really.
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I give up! You win, Dr. AMASH. I have no more willpower left to put up resistance.
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That’s a beautiful place to be, my friend. A place where old thoughts can relax, and new thoughts have a place to be considered.
Maybe that’s a mini-experience of enlightenment. I don’t know. We have to ask our resident Buddha to enlighten us further cc @throwthekitchensink
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I believe @DarkPhilosopher was joking, but on the off chance he isn’t: Probably not an enlightenment experience.
The closest thing I’d say to an enlightenment experience is having your mind switch off (the conscious thoughts and the background chatter), and just feeling calm and light and open. That’s not quite the same thing, but it’s as close as you’ll get without actually becoming enlightened. Being in a really good flow state (especially from pickup) is also pretty good. The difference between being awakened is honestly quite subtle, but also profound and obvious at the same time. It’s a difference of perspective more than anything.
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