High On My Own Supply

From the short amount of time running WDB
It’s working…
I think (not sure) Wanted PhShif was stronger but TBH I just ran New Wanted for longer…
You should be happy with it I guess

You need to eat well and workout too!
Even if it’s once a week lifting in the gym
And some running or walking twice a week
:slight_smile:

You’d be less stressed and so less critical

Never felt PS with Khan but you probably made it work! that’s great

Try wanted

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I didn’t have to do exercise for Ascension or Khan to trim belly fat. WDB seems like it would fit me more than the other Wanted titles.

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COOL!
I did minimal exercise and it worked

Yeah they all work use what you like they work well

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The DreamBoi lifestyle.

Where I’m working alone in an office I find a cluster of women who decide to sit near or facing me. When I’m travelling on the train, absolutely sure that no one will sit facing me, up pops one or two women. In the supermarket I’m certain there’ll be at least one woman who checks me out and decides to follow me.
This is now my reality, not hand waving it away for forum approval.

The challenge

To remain in the chooser seat. I know deep down that there’s a void to fill, that’s my desperate need for a relationship to manifest and I’m sure it has slowed down my results, even though attraction is still a given. I’m also reintroducing (microlooping) Genesis: Joy to get that foundation stable. So far it’s working a treat and the two titles synergise very well. Women pick up on desperation so to hold steady whilst vibing on authentic presence is the ticket.

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Have you tried LB long-term? I’ve ran it for 8 months in 2024 and started in early January again and it’s a wonderful experience.

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Honestly, I don’t have the patience.

Joy gives me an immediate self worth foundation which for me is the biggest reason running it. From what I remember running LB it felt a little airy fairy, I actually prefer the grounded skills based subs (GLM, WDB) plus on Joy I feel free to actually express myself without fear of rejection. Speaking out still remains an issue.

Plus so far Joy seems to gel well with DreamBoi seamlessly.

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:joy::joy::joy::joy:
At least you’re honest.
As my fiancee said today “the P in my name (@CurlyGirl ) stands for patience.”

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Yea, I love love. But being more of the shy, quiet type, I got a lot of flack from others for feeling good. Being self fulfilled kind of thing. Like how are you free of the masks, and inauthenticity, and able to feel good for no reason? Well, that’s how we’re supposed to be. And to get back to it wasn’t easy. I had to do the opposite of the rest of the world. So got outcast a bit.

You bring up a good point. I was going to switch over to LB. I got a job where I don’t deal with anyone at all. So I’m able to feel however I want without the unwanted attention stuff. But I think GLM and Primal also help with that. So I wasn’t able to get myself to switch off either title for LB. And they both have optimism, joy elements. I was just looking for a little hit of the self love.

I would love to see a module about love flooding oneself though. That would definitely work, without needing to go full LB.

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It’s not in the description, but Synergy: Venus Unveiled could do the job in my opinion.

through
Chosen of Venus you’ll develop an outward expression of love

But we know *As within, so without".

And the modules description goes more in depth

You will experience how it is to be filled with love and radiate it – yes, Chosen of
Venus contains aura manifestation as well. You can now truly become…
the Chosen of Venus.

With Depths of Love you’ll
create the inward expression of this phenomenon, where a greater inner
understanding will unfold within you. You’ll let go of traumas that stop
you from loving and make all the love you feel much more
transcendental and potent

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Ahh, I should have not opined. I previously got the same response when I made a similiar statement.

I did run Syngergy: Venus Unveiled modules seperately in the same custom. But perhaps you are correct. The synergy may do that, rather than running the individual modules all together.

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@Parsifal I couldn’t explain it without using the same words over again, so I used Chat.

Chat explains that Joy was suggested over LB because I understood very early on that:

  • Love = performance
  • Acceptance = soothing others emotions
  • Safety = being polite and agreeable
  • Worth = usefulness
  • Stability = not pissing off anyone

So the aim is to rebuild the nervous system so that not “being a good mature little boy” and fulfilling the above list didn’t threaten my existence so bad.

I don’t need to be warm
I don’t need to change how others see me
I don’t need to convince anyone how genuine I am
I don’t need to soften myself
I don’t need to push for romance for “validation”

I am valid even if there’s no one to save.

@ABC333 LB would have doubled down on the romance without securing the bag first. CFW and LBFH possibly might have flooded with self love. In my case internal safety was more important.

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Did you try running Divine Self-Image?
From the description, it feels like it might help with self-love?

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I think I might come from a similar direction. A few weeks ago I wrote in my journal that I feel like all Love is transactional (worth=usefulness)
Raised by a single mother that was close to dying between my 6-14 turned me into the classical softy that tried to never hurt anyone (stability= not hurting my mother so she wouldn’t die), always pleasing others, forgetting my needs over others.

And I feel like Love Bomb is working on that.
Putting my focus on me.
Putting me first.

But to each his own.
If you get what you need from WDB, great.

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You get it, I appreciate it.
And I have done the latter too. Such a waste but lessons learned.

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Genesis: Joy - it’s the sub I didn’t want, but it is the sub that I needed. If I could describe it in a sentence it’s

Standing on (internal) business

Meaning that my existence in this corporeal body is valid. Not trying to appeal to others, convince others of my worth, nor imagining a higher being judging me.

  • Why aren’t you pleased that I’m trying to help you???

  • Why do you think I’m worthless? Look at what I can do?

  • Why are you rejecting me? Can I change your mind?

Childhood shit.

In others words, other people (mother and father) held the key to my self worth. Or they did until Genesis: Joy. Now I can give myself my own joy and energy.

Results are that:

  • Men who are uncomfortable with my presence try to fight me in order to hand my energy to them (superior complexes) and getting nothing but Joy. One got up from near me because he couldn’t hook into me. Other times I’ll leave because my energy is precious to me.

  • I walk without scanning the area for disapproval.

  • I own my presence, I feel the worthy of my body and own it, not run away.

  • Teaching is freer, it students don’t want to follow along, I’m not pleading with them anymore, either they follow along or get left behind. Standing on business.

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This week’s Wanted DreamBoi report:

Amongst the numerous IOIs I get on a daily basis, one was particularly striking:

A redhead decked in hi-vis gear, boots and reading a fashion magazine…

An odd combination, but construction women are still girls, I suppose…

Anyway, she saw that another passenger wanted the seat, so she voluntarily stood, but she stood so damn close against me in the train, with her back to my front :smiling_imp: , whilst still reading her magazine. I thought that she wanted me to read along with her. No. That was very close contact, no personal space whatsoever. It took all my will to not grab her from behind and declare her mine.

Then when there was enough space for both of us to sit down she sat, I sat opposite and gave her a good look up and down. It couldn’t have been more obvious she wanted some of this.

This is why I say a critical mass of IOIs lead to approaches. It sounds woo woo but once I accept my new reality of attractive women appearing deep down, the universe sends me more and jacks up the intensity. Just you watch…

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Just caught up your journal, you’re doing well

Happy for you :partying_face:

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Foundation = better results

Since Genesis: Joy has built enough of a skill set to draw from within for self worth the Wanted DreamBoi results have changed. I know Saint keeps having users to build a foundation before tackling even the easy to run subs and he’s right. How can DreamBoi function at its top level without even the basics? But that’s what’s been happening now.

I think a lot of the men reading this who want a solid grasp on life and how good it can get can benefit from some simple self worth building. This is why red pill rage was allowed to fester online, just get a bunch of traumatised boys into the online rabbit hole and they’re lost forever - unless they pull back and focus on being calm, ok and fully embodied.

I am achieving levels of chill that seems impossible even a month ago when RSD’ing my face off over a non serious mistake (but enough to brand me a misogynist). Now I can redirect my interest elsewhere that I feel deserves it, not interesting it in people that never gave a shit in the first place. That’s true power.


DreamBoi deals less and less observed IOIs, but something else entirely. Everyday I get someone standing, sitting, floating, gathering within feet of me - for no other reason that I’m there. I’m the soft moonlight in their faces. Presumably I’m the Neptunian archetype they feel real comfortable resting in. This is next level female interest language

  • Rest > comfort > more feminine expression > bonding.

Personally, I’m not chasing anymore, I don’t need to now, DreamBoi is on sight. So the next level is just to be me, let the Joy become inner ecstasy and DreamBoi be the female dream catcher.

It feels good to be me.

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I copy you Michel. I start Genesis Joy tomorrow. With GLM and Paragon.

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What a great stack !!! :fire:

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