you know, the more I think about it, the more I feel like running something like Ascended Mogul alongside Genesis: The Art of Happiness & Joy would be a more optimum choice for your specific needs and situation.
And if you’re open to getting two name-embedded titles, then you could take both of these:
Genesis: The Art of Happiness and Joy with Virtua Matematica module (seems a strange combination, but I think it would have the effect of taking a subject you’ve struggled with in the past and making it something that you now find yourself starting to grasp better and better, AND taking great satisfaction, joy and self-esteem from that process)
Ascended Mogul with Essence: Unstoppable Execution (which comes from Emperor Executive core).
And then switching Genesis to Emperor Executive (name embedded or otherwise) after 3-6 months.
Or for a much cheaper and less limiting option, simply run Genesis: Art of Happiness alongside Ascended Mogul (or Ascended Mogul name embedded with Essence: Unstoppable Execution).
I suspect your issues with taking action may be stemming more from uncertainty and lack of direction than any internal ‘laziness’ or whatever; hence this suggestion.
Fix the sense of direction, purpose, happiness and wholeness, and Ascended Mogul should have more than enough action-taking scripting to get you making big changes (along with stuff for weight loss, career/business, and so on).