@ronin I do life coaching and mentoring amongst other things, so it’s why my first response tends to be to ask questions rather than simply ‘saying what I know’ and offering prescriptive advice.
That’s not judging anyone for offering prescriptive advice, just to be clear lol, it’s more about explaining the reasons behind my questions.
With that in mind, I think the suggestion by @Viktor was excellent and is unlikely to have any negative impacts.
The thing that comes into my mind when I read what you’re saying concerns trajectory.
It sounds like you’ve got a pretty killer combination of feeling lost and unsure about your future, and also what must be the pretty huge event of losing your dad in the fairly recent past.
I agree with Viktor that taking action is likely to help you feel better and more positive.
Sometimes when we feel lost, simply taking action and consistently moving forwards one day at a time can be enough, because it’s often when we move forward, grow ourselves and face/overcome challenges that we start to get more clarity about who we are and what kind of path would be right for us.
I mentioned trajectory though because if you consider the trajectory of a rocket or airplane, if its trajectory is off by even a fraction of a degree, that can end up making it very very off-target as the journey proceeds. With this in mind, and given your feelings of confusion and the bereavement, it seems like running Genesis: The Art of Happiness and Joy alongside Limitless Executive or Emperor Executive might be helpful.
The idea is to bring about not just productivity, but a growing understanding of the WHY; understanding better who you are and what you want, and what life/career path might really match that, as well as infusing a sense of joy and purpose into all that action-taking.
I can say for sure that taking action, when it’s matched with a powerful sense and understanding of one’s purpose in doing so, is likely to produce results that are both optimal, and optimal specifically for who you are.