Grimm’s 90 day journey with ascended mogul and stark

Grimm1390 · July 17, 2020, 8:00pm

So why ascended mogul and why stark ?

let’s begin with AM. The reason I chose AM and will be the dominant subliminal of my stack is for a few reasons.

I chose AM because it has anti porn scripting. This will help me on my Nofap journey.
To help me find a job in the short term but also help me on the long run. Also help me find a job in my career/ purpose.
help me develop a better work ethic
develop my masculine qualities while also earning money
become More productive and kill procrastination
To help push me to take action in life

why stark?
It’s very interesting. I wasn’t planning to use stark. My goal was to use AM then in 90 days switch over to emperor.
My goal for emperor was to help push me to achieve my purpose/ life goals.
I was gonna use it for the manifesting technology to help challenge me to grow.
I was going to use it for the quantum limitless scripting in emperor.
A big insecurity of mine is being Incompetent. I struggle with receiving instructions at work and learning new task. I often need someone to repeat something a 2nd or 3rd time and sometimes depending on what the task is I need someone to perform a visual of what I need to do.
I’m a visual learner.
lastly I was going to use emperor because I wanted it to help me become independent while also Breaking away from my parents helicoptering and telling me what I can and can’t do.
About 2 weeks back I decided to go with emperor over AM. In only 1 loop I felt this intense drive to be productive and take ACTION now on my life goals.
There was just one tiny problem though, Do to COVID a lot of ways that I can get experience in my field the doors are closed. So I’m researching and seeing what I have to do and skills I need to have and I became very frustrated. I couldn’t stand the unbearable feeling of emperor to make my life goals happen now when I couldn’t because of life circumstances outside of my control. Now 2 weeks prior to that I had the same experience with khan st3 q.
So I ended up deciding to go with AM which I been running alone for 7 days. Prior I was running primal along with it.
Now finally why I decided to To stack stark with AM.
part 1

Grimm1390 · July 17, 2020, 8:21pm

I’ve mentioned on here a few times how I’m a security guard. I don’t hate it. But I don’t love it. I’m 29 years old and have not lived up to my potential. In high school all I cared about was girls. While everyone was focusing on career etc I just wanted to live life and have fun and have girls. I grew up with strict parents. I wasn’t allowed to have friends or hang out until 17 or 18 ? I also grew up where love and sexuality wasn’t discussed and felt shame about it. So when I was 17 or 18 and I finally had freedom and I could hang out I could care less about finding a job, going to college, becoming a adult. I just wanted to have FUN.
Now I went to college and got a BA in psychology. but throughout my 20s I drifted. I had massive onetis for a girl back in 2013. It didn’t work out And I tried to kill myself multiple times by jumping In a river drunk. I can’t swim btw. I couldn’t do it because I couldn’t put my family through that trouble and ruin their lives. So I instead went to the bottle and had a alcohol addiction and spent MASSIVE money daily. Throw in a porn addiction and that’s my 20s. I got my alcohol issues under control in 2017 or 2018 end of the year. Porn addiction I’m still working on it.

I wasted my 20s I own it. When other people were busting there ass I was a lazy addicted man child mess.
So that leads me to the present day. I do security for a living. I’m insecure about it. I dread the question “ so what do you do ?”
I feel it’s a low status job. a insecurity of mine is I feel women won’t want to be or stay with me because I’m low status and a security guard “
That’s that.
Part 2

Grimm1390 · July 17, 2020, 8:41pm

I feel my life purpose is to help people, animals etc I was put on here to be a healer. That’s why I got a BA in psychology. The problem is I don’t have experience or actual skills to boost my resume to find a job where I can be of service. I don’t plan on going for my masters. Reading the description of stark it sounds like it fits my life goals and purpose.
It sounds like it can help my career/ purpose take off.
I don’t care about getting fame from stark I just want it to help me find a job where I I feel fulfilled and not embarrassed about. I want to be proud of what I do for work and not dread the question every time I meet someone “ so what do you do”
COVID has really closed a lot of doors for me in my field. I was planning on doing volunteer work to get experience and get some skills but lots of places are not looking for new volunteers or are just shut down until further notice.
saint also told me ascended mogul and stark work nicely together.
So I was sold.

Now back to AM.
I’ve been running it alone for 7 days some stackers here and there and what I’ve experienced in these 7 days, even longer than that I was on primal and AM, prior but here is what I’ve noticed.
I felt the same stuff I felt when I ran AM 2 months ago.

No desire to pursue women.
Focused on being productive
Lost interest in playing games
Low interest in fapping.
Focus on finding a job
Focused on learning

Now when I say lost interest in women don’t get me wrong if I saw a women pass me in yoga pants with nice legs and thighs or a women passed me with low cut shorts where the lower part of her ass was showing, my primal brain would go all cartoon eyes Like this Just With the tong out .
it’s just my focus isn’t on women. It’s on life goals. It doesn’t feel as unbearable as emperor that you have to take action and make things happen NOW.
Part 3

Grimm1390 · July 17, 2020, 8:52pm

Stark fits my life goals and passion of being of service.
AM will help me find a job whether it’s security, I don’t mind doing it temporarily cause I need another job. But with stark and AM my long term goals are to build a career and make something out of my psychology degree. Short term is to find another job even if it’s security just to make some money.

what action have I been taking ?

to get experience I became a crisis text counselor volunteer
Trying to find Find a suicide hotline where I can volunteer over the phone to get More experience.
All these things will help me so I can list them on a resume.
I’m also learning about what other paths I can take to get experience and learn some skills.
Unfortunately I can’t volunteer and get hands on experience like at boys and girls club, big brothers, animal shelter etc
But this is why I’m trying to get some at home volunteer experience. It’s better than nothing.
right now I’m looking into crisis work, psychotherapy, and mental health services.
In about 2 weeks time I will go to get basic life training to bolster my skills as well as resume.
Lastly I’m looking into getting my substitute teacher license. It’s a little tricky because it’s a long process and lots of hoops to jump through but it’s something I’m going to pursue soon.
I turn 30 in December. No more wasting my potential it’s time I live up to it and live my purpose And stop feeling like a loser

Edit. Just found a opening for a suicide hotline volunteer position that is phone and not a text.
Will sign up for it and see what I have to do to qualify.
I haven’t started stark or got stark yet. Will do so and start stark next week maybe Monday. Not sure how I will go about stacking AM and stark yet

mecharc · July 17, 2020, 10:16pm

oooo!! hi grim!! Long time! how have ya been

Grimm1390 · July 17, 2020, 10:25pm

Ready to have some life success man I wanna finish off the 2nd half of the year strong

mecharc · July 17, 2020, 10:26pm

I wish you all the best!!

no plans for a custom?

Grimm1390 · July 17, 2020, 10:31pm

To be honest I spent SO much money on sub club subs. There’s some subs I got like for instance Eog that I barely ran. It’s just sitting in my phone. Between main subs, stacks, super chargers etc I spent a lot of money to much money. Some subs I have no idea when I will ever use them. I’m even hesitant to get stark but it fits my career goals to much to pass it up.
I didn’t want to get a custom because I had so many sub club subs I felt I needed to make use of. Maybe down the road I’ll get a custom but for now I’ll make use of what I have

Elme · July 19, 2020, 8:30am

Its good to see people running AM, i have been using it more less for 2 months… and i can say i already built a 5k a month business from scratch and escalating. Ill be following your journey and help you along. What i found most interesting with these journeys is that if someone is going trough the same experiences somehow the shity days are more bearable. Fell free to pin me up on thread since i get alerts by email.

Lets Rock

mecharc · July 19, 2020, 8:33am

Elme… did you know you are considered a Legendary Sub User according to me?

Elme · July 19, 2020, 8:44am

Thank you for your kind and inspiring words. Hope we could all meet in a future subclub annual meeting .

I guess i want people to succeed really bad in life, got hit hard by life many times, transmuted all that into action.

Feel free to pin me up aswell, is only when we talk to other humans that we truely learn.

Blessings

Hermit · July 19, 2020, 10:01am

Thank you for sharing this @Elme, when I was running Ascended Mogul I build a marketing agency which made 7k profit on my best month, also from scratch.

By the way I could of easily made 6-figures that year. Ascended Mogul is insanely powerful at what it does and personally I wouldn’t even look at Ecstasy of Gold, Emperor, Khan or Stark before building a firm foundation with Ascended Mogul, it’s literally the best foundational subliminal for money, status and power on Subliminal Club.

Really enjoy your journals as I can see how much growth it is bringing you, besides there’s really no need to get on the major programs before you’ve build a strong, firm foundation and like I said there’s no better program then Ascension or Ascended Mogul depending on your goals.

Grimm1390 · July 19, 2020, 5:27pm

This is what I found from using AM. My focus and drive is on building my status and building a career and making something of myself. If only sub club existed when I came out of highschool in 2009. lol

@Elme when ever I think of you I think of sex mastery because your results were beyond amazing man. As for AM congrats on building your business from scratch and having success. I’m guessing AM pushed you to create this business ?
that’s why I like AM. It pushes you to achieve success in money, status, and power like hermit said but it doesn’t do so in a ego type of way. AM pushes you to have success with money, power, status because it makes you want to be the best version of yourself.
The drive that I feel on AM is nice. It’s not to pushy or unbearable as khan st3 or emperor. Those subs have a time and place to be used but for my personal goals and life goals those subs are not the best for me now.
I’m guessing here but I have a feeling that the anti porn scripting in AM helps transmute your sexual energy to achieve money, status and power. Or maybe AM as a whole transmutes all of your sexual energy to obtain these things/ subliminal goals because I don’t care about women or fapping.
ON AM I don’t care about women. The sales page it says, AM will help you attract better romantic partners if that’s what you desire. From reading that line I take it as AM will help you find women and attract better prospects but it’s not a main goal of the subliminal.

Floridianninja · July 19, 2020, 6:02pm

Grimm we have plenty of time to get things right lol. I graduated from School in 08 and have done a whole lot of nothing with my life. I mean i have made some nice money but nothing to like blab about. I also personally have pissed away just about dollar I have made from when i was 18, my parents never taught me the importance of saving or the stock market or anything honestly but that is my fault. And i also personally have never seemed to stick with anything especially subs ill listen to them off and on since 2018 but never let them actually make a huge change in my life.
But one things subs have managed to do the last few years is help me see the error of my ways and that i really need to focus on changing my life, also have made me 10x more open minded then ever before.

Grimm1390 · July 31, 2020, 5:04pm

Quick update on july 20th I added stark q. I listen to it along with ascended mogul. I listen to 1 loop of each a day. Sometimes I don’t listen to stark q if I don’t have the time during the day to.
What I’ve noticed in the pass 11 days or so is my productivity, drive and focus has dropped a lot. On AM I was focused on advancing my career, and personal goals and and learning things. I didn’t care about playing games, or watching tv. I was very focused. With stark I’m doing things where I need to do to advance but it’s kinda like a hassle. With AM I would willingly do it because I wanted to. Since adding stark I rather watch baseball, play games and just lounge around. Will update back when anything significant happens in regards to career or personal goals. Just wanted my give my thoughts on what I’ve noticed about stark so far

Rhinesuchus · July 31, 2020, 5:59pm

interesting, I kind of noticed the same comparing stark with when I ran AM. Do you notice any differences with sleep quality after adding stark?

Grimm1390 · July 31, 2020, 6:44pm

I haven’t really noticed anything when it comes to sleep quality. Over here on the east coast we had a heat wave for most of July and I found myself getting up really early. This happens often for me in the summer time, I’m ready to jump out of the bed vs winter. I haven’t noticed anything though, since adding stark about my sleep quality if it’s gotten worse or better, I think it’s the same

Grimm1390 · August 3, 2020, 4:54pm

I think I’m starting to feel some of the effects of the iron throne that’s in stark. Today while waiting for the bus a women passed by and was waiting for the bus as well. She had a mask on but I could tell she was attractive. As soon as she stopped walking and was not to far from me, I felt this nagging urge or itch that I needed to go say something to her. The nagging urge or itch was a feeling in my body to go, go, go and say something, it made me slightly uncomfortable because I wasn’t thinking about talking to women or hitting on them this early in the day. I ended up saying something just to not feel any regret for not at least saying something to her, so I made a comment and she just smiled and said “ yeah I know “ and that was that.
Now on the bus another women comes and sits next to me but looks much more attractive then the other girl. Again that nagging feeling that I needed to say something to her came back. I ended up not doing so because my kryptonite when it comes to approaches is tons of people around watching me or worse on a bus or train just watching me and listening to me approach.
The nagging feeling to talk to girls as they were near me wasn’t as bad as the nagging feeling to take action and make things happen like khan st3 or emperor. Those were unbearable.
I’m also running AM. On AM only it was all about career and goals. I didn’t care to approach women even if a attractive one was near me.
Getting girls is not my focus right now though I wouldn’t mind having a girl or 2 in my life at the moment though. That’s something I would never complain about

Grimm1390 · August 3, 2020, 5:31pm

When it comes to career and personal goals AM had made me very focused on raising my status and making more money. Before I added stark I found my path and figured out what I would like to do. I always felt I was a healer, my soul came to this earth to help those in need. So since starting AM I started volunteering for Crisis Text chat line. I’m getting my substitute teacher license to bolster my resume and get to have some experience working with kids. So I have two sources where I can boost my resume with fingers crossed soon to be substitute teacher license. I’m also looking for another security job so I can make money for the short term.
With my BA in psychology I’m just trying to get as much experience and learn as much as I can now. Something I didn’t do when in college.
I would like to volunteer at a suicide hotline or crisis hotline and Ulimately work for one but due to corona virus, volunteer opportunities are closed for the most part accept for one open door.
This Thursday I have a zoom interview for a suicide hotline volunteer position. I’m not sure if I want the volunteer position because The hours are not flexible as I would like plus it’s a one year commitment but I’m going to do that zoom interview and see how it goes.
I’m thinking or running stark an hour before the zoom interview or maybe beyond limitless Ultima haven’t decided yet.
when it comes to career I have been very focused on learning about crisis intervention and how to strengthen my people skills for example listening skills, empathy etc
I was focused on AM but stark seems to have me obsessed with learning about psychology and the different branches of it. I’m kind of like a mad man trying to consume all the information of different things at once.
Will update back on Thursday about that suicide hotline zoom interview

Grimm1390 · August 5, 2020, 2:51am

I was gonna up the loops for AM to get my laser like focus back but I decided to stack godlike masculinity Q With my stack of stark and AM. I will run 1 loop of GM and rotate it, one day after stark one day after AM But mostly after stark.
I decided to throw in GM In there because it creates this nagging feeling in me that I should be doing something productive. So it should help with stark where my focus hasn’t been laser like when running AM alone. Plus I have no issue with sharpening my masculine edge.
But maybe if you have GM you can throw in GM after running stark so it can help your mind focus more and be more productive ?