I have such a weird relationships with electronic music. Maybe this is what’s kicking up the recon. Or maybe it’s a combination of a bunch of stuff.
So I’ve tried and I’m continuing to try to find new artists music wise but I find it so damn difficult. I just hear a lot of tracks that are, I don’t even know how to put it into words. It’s like something is missing. Aesthetically it’s pleasing, but it seems like it lacks strong identity. When Tech House made a more modern appearance a few years ago and a few of my friends were trying to get me into it I just couldn’t vibe with it. It just felt like dance music made exclusively for partying. So it was just really vanilla or safe. I’ve even heard some modern techno that’s just so stripped of its rawness.
I guess what I’m trying to say is I see stuff that’s popular, I see how it generates them income, I see how plenty of other people like it. But it does nothing for me. I’m not a contrarian or anything, it just so happens very popular things have never appealed to me. But then I think to myself “if I’m not into this and I’m not taking influence from it, then how am I gonna do anything with my music? Who’s gonna really take interest in what I do?”
I’ve seen more examples of people jumping on trends, doing what’s popular, and reaping the rewards of it vs daring to be different, unique, or challenging what people expect.
But at the same time maybe I’m just full of shit and my music isn’t doing anything differently either. But it feels like sometimes watching everyone else slide into these circles or communities and it just works. Whereas for me I feel like I don’t fit in anywhere.