im messy now sorry
What did you listen to last week?
Khan, Khan Black, Limitless, Love Bomb, Legacy of the Spartan, Ascension Chamber(probably)
I said it was messy because somedays I listened at the rest days too
Actually the schedule that I thought was like this:
(I started at the 26th of June)
1.day
Love Bomb, Limitless
3.day
Khan, Khan black
6.day
Legacy of the Spartan
And repeat this
But didn’t happen like this
im running 5 subs now with ascension chamber its 6.
i was thinking this, should i decrease to the 3(3+1).
Khan, Khan Black, Love Bomb would be three ones.
I noticed it when I read the book I’m currently reading, I tried to read fast I didn’t dive deep and it slowed me. Fast wasn’t fast, too much wasn’t good.
I should go slow, it was fear of missing out, I thought if I couldn’t finish asap Im not gonna understan whole part. but it was mistake.
Probably same thing goes as well as for the subs, too much isn’t good probably. I add LotS for good physic, but maybe it worsened the situation and it slowed maybe. And same thing for limitless too. When I first ran them I feel something like placebo, I thought I will have jacked, ripped body my mind capacity will skyrocket, but that’s it. Nothin more. With 5 subs, I feel myself like I’m in void, I feel empty. Because there’s too much things. I did journalling yesterday wrote something and also wrote something about subs and what I want from them. And I noticed that 5 subs are little too much. I wrote general things, not too much specifics I couldn’t do it also.
I want healthy body, strong body and mind. But probably I will do it without subs. Could it slow the results also, focussing and consciously directing yourself, some manifestation things for this areas
could slow the results? Different aim from the subs?
Because you use your sub mind for manifestation and subliminals processing @AnswerGroup
I read the name embedded update now, this update could be some problem for me. I will be honest, I used subclub coupon for all the purchases I have had. It means I used different emails to purchase. I’m sorry, but I don’t have that much money, I don’t have job. I had job last summer mostly my money came from it and I bought different subs. It seems that with this update I can only use one subliminal I have(limitless executive)(and probably I won’t be able to receive updates anymore bcs it will be name embedded), because I can’t use my name for the other accounts. But also I can’t re-buy all of them, I don’t have money for this I can’t re buy khan, khan black etc.
But i noticed that my post number reached the certain number, I wrote for this to support, to learn ranking level(high,arch alchemist etc), so this can give me right to use discount. from now on I’m not gonna create any account to use coupon for the new users.
Sorry for this, if I had money I wouldn’t do this.
i read some support articles,
Your subconscious mind may ignore the script if you don’t create the pathways for it. So help yourself and as it seems it heavily related to self love etc.
Remove the blockages.
Be aware of the triggers
Also i was thinking masculinity today i wrote something to my offline journal. I’m not gonna transfer alt the things here. But what i wrote first was that being the man heavily related to having sense of power, knowing your power. So it requires some intelligence. But society told us to opposite the about masculinity, they show the as if they’re stupid. or people think masculine men are macho, cave men like.
i think one of the most important thing about masculinity is knowing your power. real power. Otherwise you will fear.
Dreams, some past memories, felt me bad.
Some unresolved things, i don’t want to think them, they decrease my vibration, dark things.
i couldnt contorl my sexual energy
my current stack is:
Khan ST2
Khan Black ST4
Love Bomb
AC
im sticking to the recommendations, one day listening one day rest, as long as i dont get great results etc im not gonna do experimations about subs schedule, amount of subs numbers etc.
and if i have to be honest i couldnt solve my p.rn issue yet.
there are somthngs that i couldnt understand fully, im not doing plans im not setting dates for it. i should do them. i dont know
one of the reasons im doing pmo because i started go gym lately because of something, i should change this
my mood is changing quickly, before a few minutes i was feeling bad, im not good though but not too much bad also. some things make feel bad but also because lack of nutrition for today. my parents are not home so i should arrange this. i cant sleep fully, my sleep interrupts for a few days.
how can i change my life. i want to live i dont have life, i dont have somebody to talk.
i want freedom, i want to break free from chains, mental chains.
its you, you will change and then world will change. you dont attract what you want you attrac what you are, you get who are you not the wanted thing always
Yes naturally i wanna achive something in my life, but if i look to this, i don’t have love or anything towards to life, i don’t like the life. This could be problem
i saw some of my friends from highschool, i dont know while they are living their life while at least they behave like people as their own age, im sitting at house i havent even gone to the university yet.
i havent solved my p.rn issue yet, fuck it. i cant evaluate myself like this.
Came back from gym, it happens all the time before gym there were something in my mind, that i want to write but after work out session and shower, like they disappear, they don’t disappear actually but im not willing to write it than before