Furkan's Journal

i dont want do anything

im saying to myslef keep your feet in the ground, be more realistic. what is one that realistic. everyone lives their reality beliefs. and for my reality life is not easy, life is not joyful and if there is a god out there i hate u m.fucker

i deserve this i deserve that, no you don’t, if you would have been, you would have had this things. i don’t care about that you are infinite being etc. Your life doesn’t say so.
i want that i want x, but life don’t give you what you’re not.

i ejaculated, bcs before that i felt so frustrated, I don’t feel bad or good, i wrote this because I will never write something like this here again, about masturbation or p.rn

Wow man, I read the DR: Red’s sales page, and I have to say it’s look fantastic, I didnt read gold one yet beacuse shortly afai it’s for after the Red. And Red contains all the things I wanted before bought khan.
When I was buying khan in my head there was something like this. I whis I could run this over khan. But no money lol, I don’t want to spend money on this now. But man, I haven’t read gold’s one copy but probably running this 2 subs will cover lots of area of life, like a end subs, complete subs for life. But there prices are around 260$. Idk but they looks cool

Before you buy both, I’d encourage you to have a think about it.

You may not need both.

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Lol im not going to buy both, I know I don’t need both (just red one) and I can’t even buy one of them like said I can’t afford now. Only one program is 130$.
But if I could, I would run the Red over khan

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But even if I have the money, would I buy it now? Yeah the Red one looks fantastic (didn’t read the golds copy) but I should spend my money carefully too. And I’m not gaining money too now.

Dr red looks to best sub for changing core beliefs, and it makes it so valuable

end of the cycle, washout-2, maybe i could extned to 7 days.

My stack will be same as before, but i will run khan st2 over st1(ran 3 cycles) and maybe ill run khan black st4 over st3(ran 1 cycle) and legacy of the spartan and love bomb will stay. from now on im not gonna run a stage for many cycles first iwill finish the stages 1 to 4 for one cycle, and then maybe repeat them.

today morning was different. like i was more detached from somethbing it made me little surprised. i dont know i dont care.

im thinking about DR:RED, is there a way to buy it. im not needing it now but it’d be good to have this in my arseanl, this sub looks like that is my favourite now. khan looks pale beside this

lol ive changed my mind im not gonna do washout now iwill run new limitless and see how i respond to it maybe in my next stack i could run this too. (5 subs :grimacing:,?)
lets go :slight_smile:

i was researching out of sudden that can what you it effect your smell? yes, obviously. i was thinking that too becuase im not using deodrant(probably only used it when i was 12-13) beacuse it seems to me not healty thing and i always thought it make your smell bad if you dont use it again. probably genetics, general hygiene, and food play roles in how to smell but what are them percentages?

I was very distracted today. Most of time went to the search for parfumes.

Idk why I did search but I’m probably buy a one I don’t know, it will be blind buy and since I can’t afford originals it will be clone, first I thought aventus or acqua di gio profumo but I read that they are common, I want a unique scent, saw sauvage elxiir idk. I’m now thinking buy initio oud for greatness or Layton. Also saw ysl- la nuit de l’homme but I read that it doesn’t last so long
So I’m undecided now. I will wait but also I’m little frustrated.

But in the first place do I really need them? I’m 21 to this time I haven’t thought about it