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Ive changed my mind I will definitely run lots in my next cycle
i will try new listening pattern like; one day listening 2 days rest. like:
1- Khan, Khan Black
2- rest
3- rest
4- Love Bomb, Legacy of the Spartan, (i will use 30s or 1minutes for this 2 cycle, maybe it can change but not more than 3 minutes)
5- rest
6- rest…
or maybe i can take extra rest day and make it listening days just 2 a week
like this
1- Khan, Khan Black
2- rest
3- rest
4- Love Bomb, Legacy of the Spartan
5- rest
6- rest
7- rest
i will try and see… in next cycle
Lol man I ran LotS today actually I shouldn’t have done this, beacuse before that I listened Khan and Khan Black then I bought and listened 20seconds befeore going to gym. I’m not regretting I really wonder changes, if I see significant changes maybe it can increase results of other subliminals that I’m running
I didn’t mention it but I’ve fallen back to pmo thing. I don’t want to talk about this much. I’m in some conflicts I should solve asap because it hinders my progression. need some plan, i noticed that in recent days what is most important about plan and motivation thing is believing that you can manifest What you want other way you can’t motivated to make it happened this plan, so it’s about your sense of power.
Last night in bed i was asking myself to how can my subconscious mind knows everything, how can it know every solution every fuckin solution. HOW?
it looks like mysterious, can anyone knows this question? Personally I don’t know if my subconscious mind knows everything because i haven’t experienced yet, but people and somebooks say so.
if it’s the case and it’s true that we are part of God or we are, i am God but i haven’t realized yet. Then it means that we are one and connected to each other.
like i said i don’t know if it’s the case but i’ll believe this blindly, that actually i know everything and every problem’s solution
I should upgrade my mind and get results from subliminal should integrate my self more easily smoothly quickly, i think prayers(aka sensations (i will write about this later) ) good for this, but for this i should quit porn asap and never go back to this, because it’s simply incongruent i can feel it.
it’s time to get serious academically i failed this year too. There is like 20 days for exam but i failed, this is the part I should focus. I have to find what is exact problem and why i failed. And this is not easy. Should make plan and execute it for glory.
i don’t want to live same things again but in different shape(way, context) i don’t like my this self, i don’t accept my this self, i can’t accept because i don’t see this person as a real Furkan, my real self, i get used to this losing state, i don’t know the other state i don’t remember.
i should really re-consider my goals about subliminals what do I want from that and shoul make a subliminal program plan for a year, I should think ever possible issues or just big ones
You can’t escape don’t fool yourself.
Man I’m out of home I have some things get done so I’m outside i see women and for me the way most of ones dressing is off sometiems too much and distracting but in this times this is so normal i see very rarely that i beautiful and she dresses modesty, for me this is more attractive. things like p*rn bad for men beacuse it causes neb to see woman ass sexual object but also at the same time woman objectify themselves and it’s disturbing and unattractive for me actually i don’t want a gf, partner like this. But I see in especially twitter when you say something like this or similar, people start to attack to you and i can’t make sense i feel myself as if I’m in matrix. And they use shame tactics, beacuse in twitter i don’t look this type of conservations for a long time and I’m foreign this when i see something like this I feel bad slightly.
When i look this or trying to understand this topic bacially women want to be seen and most of them either or consciously on unconsciously doing this as a way to get most male attention (or attention generally) and this makes it unattractive for me, and then they start to objectify themselves, most of time they we are not dressing for men but it’s half true.
i don’t want to a girl like this.
This is why hierarchy among the women is silly, because even if their opponents are women(secretly) it’s based on male attention. This could bd part of traumatized society. But again it’s all about me(mostly,lol), be detached from this and get what you want
I really like this post rock songs
Do not fall into the old mistakes, you can’t see but you deserve, you are making this more hard than how it is supposed to be
Lol man when i was teenager, i was thinking my destiny bound the them which i support(edit:not always I thought like that now i read again it looks like serious statement lol, i was just joking at that time), and this year it was like this too, i started with hope but ended with disappointment same goes for fenerbahec as well, but now presiden candidate(former club president for 20years) says that he negotiated with Jose Mourinho and when he selected he will bring Jose, but he said; “even if i can’t selected I’m wanting Jose to join fener and i told him” (also current president interested with Jose too)
Man it seem illogical lol i know but this year I mean next season could be successful for both fenerbahçe and for me. Actually i want to get detached from this club but i couldn’t make this even when i tried for several times, probably it’s coded in my mind more deeply than i thought
i trained good and if i keep doing like this I will see a good result i can see. i did first time bench press like 7-8 sets first ones was just bar no weights but i increased the weight more than i expected like zero to 20kg (without bar )(in total 10*2) but i hurt my lower back probably because of bench press.
And I have some issues with shoulder press machine ( incline one) i like machine but i might have change this to seated db. idk we will see but I hope my pain goes as soon as possible. i began this program at this week but gym duration near to 2 hours and it’s too much, i will count the time and adjust that
