daydreams are poison,drug, coping mechanism, normally I would use it at this situation to feel good
What I’m dreaming is a good beautiful woman(high quality). But I don’t want to dream anymore
With this stack I can’t see as if I’m in darkness, I was thinking to add love bomb as a 4th but like I said I can’t see.
Back from the gym, trained good, feel tired.
I’m okay with my progress so far. I did first time seated military press at Smith machine, I will progress more, but fitness is not my primary goal, I just go for 3xtimes a week.
Man after doing farmer’s walk I feel so light lol
Prayer is more than meditation. In meditation, the source of strength is one’s self. When one prays, he goes to a source of strength greater than his own.
Madame de Stael
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
Frank Herbert
Powerful
Have you considered doing a wash out?
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I 
ted this cycle 3 days ago if I considered a wash out now it means that I’m ending this cycle I don’t think giving washout not I wanna finish this cycle and I just wonder why you asking me to taking washouts
Maybe in the summer I can 2-3 weeks washout but not now
I’ve felt bad today, there’s lots things in my mind, lots of conversation in my head. After shower I’m better but still not good, it was my training day after doing some moves I left the gym. There are things I want to write, but I’m little sleepy, and I’m dealing them I wanna use here as a outlet.
In your own words:
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I don’t know
I have get things to done
Yesterday I listened Khan and Khan black
I will take more rest days, there are lots things in my mind to organize. Lots of things. I woke up like dead-inside today. I sat at my desk and tried to write, there were 3 notebooks in front of me, because I can’t write everything to every journal, but I wrote little. I couldn’t write, the key may be consistency.
And I was thinking about my gym routine, maybe I should change it too, but probably beacuse of recon I was questioning lots of things. About my gym about other things. Maybe ill write later with more details
Need a therapist
Before going bed(last night), I did some sort of praying, I was doing it because it feels good, I get sensations from it, and I was thinking it impacts my sub mind, but yesterday I was like, okay,what the !ck will do this, (but I did prayer, this morning too)
Something like 1-2 weeks ago seemed to logical but now it seems little foreign to me
Dude looks like on fire
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