roflmao, this may be the most accurate description of how it feels sometimes. It’s literally how I feel right now, after running today’s loop.
I think one of the things taking me by surprise is how Dragon Reborn: Regeneration activates my own process of self-conviction, which can painful, but is leading to exponential leaps in results. When I was much younger, I could be a very cold, methodical, strategic individual with a hardened heart.
Now, I’m looking back at situations I forgot about with a new perspective, and I recognize how I contributed to those situations and I’m finding myself experiencing a bit of guilt – which Regeneration immediately helps me transform into self-forgiveness and wisdom. There’s a strong sense of “strength” coming from processing these experiences, almost as if I am truly “finding” myself and becoming rock solid in my core. This emerging feeling of “nothing will move me again, I move myself” is growing.
I do wonder how sustainable this feeling is, however. It is a remarkably beautiful experience, but as someone whose head is already in the clouds all the time, it may be a bit TOO contemplative for me to run for years.
For me, personally, I think rotating Regeneration out and running another stack, then bringing it back in may be the best way to go. What this allows me to do is run a stack for a cycle – like 2 months – let all the blockages come to surface, then use Regeneration to clear all that. Then, I’ll return back to the original stack with those issues cleared, allowing me to work with the script much easier.
