For me, not habits but thoughts I thought I’d healed came up when I started regeneration
I’m guessing there are still bits left that still need to be taken care of
For me, not habits but thoughts I thought I’d healed came up when I started regeneration
I’m guessing there are still bits left that still need to be taken care of
Are you stacking regeneration with any subs
I’m curious to know how it would affect other subs in a stack. Like does it make a stack more efficient and with greater results
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I’m kind of curious because I know before, healing would take precedence in a stack and the rest would follow but with the new tech, I’m wondering how it would affect everything else.
It’s in a custom with love bomb
Yes it does hit harder for me. Not necessarily a good thing as I need to watch for recon more closely. Not something I have had to do for a while
If you find your sweet spot I don’t think the healing would take over the stack no
good combo, thats one I need to try one day but unfortunately my stack is maxed out atm.
interesting, I’ve yet to find a sweet spot, but will have to keep experimenting to see what works
How would regeneration heal a title like wanted, primal seduction and/or emperor
like if you struggle with certain aspects of either sub, like fat burning, socializing, approaching women, being productive, self worth, would Regeneration heal these aspects of the sub and to what extent
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I ask because sometimes I feel like I’m building a castle on sinking sand and until I heal these aspects, I can’t express the sub to its fullest. It’s almost like my brain is filtering out what it believes is possible through my current belief system.
I found this quote from an old PS thread. I know regeneration is way less recon than DR from back in the day.
Excited to see what happens when I finally clear out the clutter in the noggin and have the PS/Emperor and wanted stack express itself in the best way possible
Good sign so far. I relapsed to masturbating since starting regeneration with my stack, I thought I had finally overcome masturbating and porn but I guess I have more work to do subconsciously. I guess it was just hiding behind the noise and never really went away
My POV:
Everytime when you have to reconcile a complex concept (from any possible title), that reconciliation process often comes with having to face trauma and deep seated painful emotions, the Inner Spa scripting from Regeneration will kick in and help you to face those emotions in a safe manner and by this, help you to actually reconcile what needs to be reconciled.
Otherwise, without that Inner Spa scripting the reconciliation process may stop because your subconscious mind will deem it too painful to face those emotions in the first place.
Regeneration / Inner Spa scripting acts as a super powerful plateau breaker here.
Interesting, thanks. That gives me hope especially when this recon has been kicking my butt, not as bad as the other healing titles I’ve ran in the past.
Is it normal though, when addressing certain feelings like jealousy, neediness, abandonment issues, etc, for them to rear their ugly heads. For ex, like when I ran new wanted, which is suppose to remove neediness, I noticed I was getting verrryyyyyy needy and verrryyyyy jealous, but after washout it got better.
I have this guess based on experience.
I feel like Regen has the ability to make any title easier to handle because of the tools it has to deal with recon and the emotional layer of real trauma. That’s honestly something unusual and extremely powerful.
You know, for me EoG ST1 recon is awful, and after my first solo loop of Regen — feeling the effects of the inner spa — I could clearly sense that it would be much easier to digest EoG’s transformations now, you know?
My opinion is that Regen has the power to bring deeper results of any title more quickly if we allow the process.
But when it comes to running it alone, that’s still a mystery.
My guess is that it works through the most urgent layers first. Maybe it’s not something determined by your conscious mind, but if a highly positive and healing script comes into contact with you, it’s definitely going to stir the “mud” and bring to the surface what was buried down there, so that clean waters can finally run.
The secret is to not get too attached to whatever comes up and let the script do its work.
It’s that ‘wow, that hurt, but then it passed’ kind of thing, you know?
On my first loop I had a bizarre dream about my first ex — there was blood and some really weird stuff. I didn’t understand why, since we broke up like 10 years ago, today we’re totally fine, she’s married, our lives moved on and we run into each other in shared places and it’s always nice .
Everything was “solved” on surface, but Regen showed something deeper that needed to be processed.
I didn’t question it — I just let it surface, let the title do its magic, and that was it. If there’s still another layer, I know Regen will give me the conditions to handle it.
So – the scripting doesn’t dictate what comes up for healing. Its goal is to help you create the circumstances for emotionally safe and stable healing and self-exploration. We do this to ensure that we honor the nervous system of the individual, allowing them to proceed with depth only when ready. And that’s based upon the constitution of the individual – their own habits, preferences, even how they choose to heal. With many people, you will indeed see exactly what you described – urgent layers first, progressively digging deeper over time. With others, they’ll go straight for the deep strata, those hidden negative beliefs that the conscious mind isn’t even able to perceive.
Those are obviously harder to clear, especially if you’re going straight for them, but when they do, you have a “house of cards” effect that occurs in reference to negative beliefs. If that one is dissolved, all others linked to it will begin to dissolve as well. I am of course, simplifying what we’ve observed, but that is the basic concept.
The easiest way to see this in motion is to take action while using DR: Regeneration. Luckily, given the nature of the title, this is relatively easy (at least in describing it). Try to utilize the inner spa – in how you define that, whether that’s imagining a literal spa like environment, or really surrendering to the peaceful and calm sensations that can arise – to enter a state of self-observation, contemplation and containment.
Simply put: watch your emotions with a level of detachment. Don’t act them out. Simply observe without judgment. This brings the processing of the mind into conscious awareness, and by refusing to act upon them without observation first actually breaks the pattern, allowing you to create a new one that’s more authentic to what you need now.
Explains why this title hit me hard
This explains a lot, i’ve been labelling most of my emotions lately
A lot of old habits that I thought I overcame long ago, came back. But i know its just a deep cleaning session going on
I resonated with this 100 percent. I went a month with little to no urges to masturbate, let alone watch porn. Then ran regeneration and the wall where my old habits were hiding, came crashing down. Now I feel like I have to deal with this old habit head on for good. No more ignoring it, hoping it goes away
This is how it feels like for me sometimes as well
It is like “Why is this thing still bothering me, I thought I’d healed it.”
But on reflection it is more I have ignored it more in my mind than completely got rid of it
Just so I can help you overcome it with your permission, may I ask, at what point did you realise that watching porn was harmful and so you must stop?
Tbh, for a long time. I think most people know that porn is bad and bad for you. It’s the feeling you feel afterwards, almost like chasing a high. But when that feeling fades, you feel like crap and want to feel it again. I read the studies and did the research but even with all that, there was that voice in the back of everyones head that convinces you that looking at it one more time won’t hurt and that it will be the last very time.
If I’m being honest, I think it more the feeling of masturbating then the porn itself. Watching porn by itself actually doesn’t arouse me unless I masturbate and masturbating alone doesn’t arouse me unless I have a strong image in my mind or watching something. If I was really good at visualizing vivid images in my mind, I probably wouldn’t ever watch porn, there would be no point. Reading erotic books gets me more aroused then watching porn tbh, but its the reading part that can be very boring at times.
I’m convinced, if I physically couldn’t masturbate due to some condition then I would have lost interest in porn long time ago.
Sorry for the long message, just had to get my thoughts out.
@themadsexyscientist It’s okay man! Get your thoughts out. Your willingness to write about this issue shows that you are intuitively and absolutely becoming free of it because you’re consciously aware of it. Now just suppose you can overcome it, what’s stopping you?
Tbh thats something that I don’t know yet. I thought it was had overcome it the last run and I had gone a month without thinking about it…then everything came crashing down…
Maybe I’ve been using porn as a coping tool because I went back to it during regeneration run, which I know regeneration brings up a lot of things to clear them up… thats my guess
regeneration brought up some things that were in my subconscious hiding, that haven’t come to conscious awareness yet and the first inclination is to masturbate as a self soothing tool
I’ll also note, to back this claim, when I was young up to a couple of years ago, I used to have bad dreams(not necessarily nightmares) where I would be in high pressure situations where if I didn’t perform, I would be utterly embarrassed in front of everyone. I would get nervous in the dream and end up releasing in real life (having wet dreams). It was kind of my Brain’s way of dealing with tremendous stress, it might have to do with my nervous system I believe, always being in a fight or flight state…but who knows.
@themadsexyscientist seems like you’re beginning to understand the root of it more. Sooner or later you’ll figure it out. Now all the best 
You running Dragon Reborn: Regeneration? If so, this is definitely a big result.