I had such a soul crushing recon after first loop, questioned meaninglessness of life, my own worthiness. Felt like it directly worked on learned helplessness aspects. But after some time I feel like I started forming some source of inner strength, but it’s still vague and in early stages
But I also was a dumb dumb, instead of planned 5s loop I got distracted and did 30s
I did a 30-second loop today, a quiet day, and I stayed more centered. Since I work in the financial market, I found myself more harmonious, let’s say with a “you are capable, you know, you always knew” feeling.
Sometimes we lack confidence or love, something or someone to show us that it’s possible and that they’re there for us through thick and thin.
This is affecting me deeply, and I’ll be doing this subreddit until the end of June.
PS: On my way home from work, I walked along the beach, saw some women, and the moments were nostalgic, their calm gazes made me feel safe.
Used this in the morning and in the evenung i took a walk and everything was so beautiful peaceful presenrt. I was in a state that I felt like was only possible to experience in heaven. It was unreal in the most real way possible.
@SaintSovereign I really hope you will do a deep relaxation subliminal audio soon. You have already all the techs for that. LBFH has always been my fav title.
that’s Dragon Reborn Regeneration
I ran a full loop about 24 hours ago. Then last night at around 3am, following my night-time communion with nature, a 1.30s microloop of HS.
First several hours were very subtle internal effects, kind of like an emotional or mental softening and adjustment of the attitude-of-the-body toward the outside.
Then after lunch, I began to experience a tiredness. As I wrote on the locked, I had been a bit running on fumes after a spiritual battle earlier in the week and a family crisis beginning mid-week, so my sleep schedule had been messed up. The sub seemed to have a very positive effect in forcing / convincing me to nap and restore my energy/nerves.
My one phone call for the day from a family member seemed like conversation and ideas flowed easier with less concern for presenting my spiritual/oddball side than I would ordinarily have with that person, and overall it there was a feeling/pattern of being able to positively reinforce the other person rather than remaining in stress.
Now, I was able to identify potential job roles to apply for in a tough market and save them for later application, and deal with several hours of reading a fairly dense spiritual text before first sleep cycle a little after midnight, waking after 2am for that walk and the HS run. This was positive to me that the aura wasn’t overwhelming my ability for complex/rational thought or getting what needs to be done done.
That HS microloop though… it seemed to hit harder after the LBFH loop earlier and for an hour or so afterwards I was hit with internal visions/subconscious wish-fulfillment imagery related to HS’s attraction component and it was like the HS microloop gave some measure of charge/vitality to the overall attitude. Then when I tried to send energy to a (very ill) individual my inner/subtle senses were able to feel a much stronger transmission, and the sense of being able to use love as the carrier frequency on which the energy moved.
Overall so far enough surprises as far as power and synergy with the other subs for me to say I’ll probably adjust the percentages in my stack to run more minutes of this one regularly.
Yeah that aura is insane lol I always got free stuff out of kindness on LB/LBFH but today was just a lot lol one co worker kept giving me slim jims and a homemade cookie lol and I easily got my way when I wanted to do an easier assignment at work, my supervisors just made it happen. Also I got 18 free farm eggs from a co worker today.
Had a lot of anger but it was controlled, I will say that is was more so processing past events and finally purging negativity from my body. Simultaneously I was so full of self love that I barely even noticed the attractive co workers at my job, especially since I dont fool around with co workers. Usually I hate to admit this but I kinda simp a bit lol but not today and especially since adding Stabilizer. Could be deadly with a romance title.
Gonna start drafting a concept custom for Regen, Summertime, and LBFH. Focused on self love, positivity, nervous system regulation, and emotional healing.
Nope, DR is healing title with some relaxation (spa). It could be something like Paragon relaxation
So while listening to this, I got the intuition to listen to an old love meditation I used to.
Never have lbfh hit this hard. To be honest, it did not hit much before.
In my life, I had always put work in a box: this is work, this is boring, even if the work is fun.
It was the same thing with pickup the moment it felt like I had to, I stopped enjoying approaching.
But working is an act of love, a gift of mine to share with the world. Same thing with approaching it’s an act of love. And charging for my work is also an act of receiving love.
I remember my mentor said the most toxic term ever that came into masculinity is that giving is masculine, receiving is feminine.
Well, why don’t you stop breathing if you are so freaking masculine? Oh no, you need air then you are receiving love from Mother Earth.
Ultimately, as humans, we both need to allow ourselves to receive and give love. Otherwise, we get drained.
This sub made me more excited for work than the productivity subs XD.
I remember when I lived with a nun, and we sent metta (loving kindness to the entire world), they had to add the world and myself, because everyone just skipped themselves.
May all beings, me included, be loved, safe, and cherished.
Curious what unfolds from this one.
Also if you want some extra power from music this song is wild for this.
Stackong with hero origins should be good right.
I’ll do just that in 5 hours from now, lol.
It will be amazing.
I love the new LBFH.
Also suits my forum nickname lol.
Imagine running LBFH with Chosen.
Goona loop it when I am ready for it.
Right now, my experimental stack is already too full.
Or with Summertime, together with Summertime this will turn me into a walking sun. Or into Payam Golshiri.
Letme know how t goes for you brother
Feeling this day after listening to a full loop. I decided to go outside in the sun and jump around and do some Qigong. Seems to be bringing up times where I wasn’t being very loving towards myself. This journey is definitely not linear.
Edit: went for a walk on the beach and by the lake and now I feel sadness moving through me again… embracing the feels 
Wednesday I had such a bad day, I woke up with a massive headache, nausea, shortness of breath and very dizzy. I ended up in the emergency room. After all the exams and medications I felt better and they didnt found anything wrong medically. I assume I had some sort of crisis. I still have some more exams to do next week just to be sure.
On thursday (yesterday) I woke up beaten down by the experience, super tired and just not good, I just wanted to stay the whole day in bed. I decided to start the cycle anyways and did 1 minute of LBH and 2 of Regeneration. After half an hour I was feeling superb, decided to get out of bed, take a shower and spent the rest of the day feeling almost ecstatic.
I didnt want to give all the credit to the subs since sometimes after feeling too bad its normal for me to feel really good, cause of the relief, but I was feeling too good, too soon, for subs not to be at least an important part of the equation. I thought, well if its the subs let me sleep on it and wait to see how do I feel tomorrow.
Today (friday) I woke up pretty relaxed and joyful… The same as yesterday but without the overdrive, more balanced and integrated. Honestly theres something that its just not there anymore, a weight, a shadow, something I cant put my finger on, but I could feel it before, not now.
I think its this:
The Floodgates are now open.
There was an invisible fight between the more logical/controlling aspects of my mind and the pure emotional aspects of my being. A fight for space, for the right to exist, that had me in constant tension.
@SaintSovereign Love you brother!
Thanks Man! Feeling so much better now.
First impressions 30 minutes after my first loop of LBFH (30 seconds.) I feel softer and more relaxed, my hands feel more moist, and I have noticed a very noticeable inner shift of good emotions in my upper torso region. It feels inner and looked onto from inside out, creating a layer around my heart which feels like a protective layer from ill intentions/misdirected intentions trying to enter…
So the relaxation is very deep right now as these are signs that I can trace back to my body expressing itself like this…
Maybe that’s the biggest perception I’ve noticed from LBFH, that ultimately love coming from within looking out is not attached and need anything for it to be like that. Instead of searching for what is the first law of life = love, it just naturally radiates out. Think of being inside a light bulb seeing the light go out, rather than standing outside trying to look into the bulb and wonder where the light originates from.
Also when it is emanating from the viewpoint of in to out like this, it also spreads and affects others more as it’s that conditioned or needy… I guess that’s why LBFH talks about having this spreading aura of love…
It been a while since a subliminal o has done so much inside so quickly for me, which is a testimony to the new technology. The biggest instant hit was the first version of ZP and Wanted, which sent me into something close to being high… this was back in 2021.
I wonder how would LBfH, Sanguine/Regeneration and GAHJ stack together. Would it be an overkill?