I think the things you have listed above, DR will help with.
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QL ST4 - Day 17
Dragon Reborn ST3 - Day 12
Primal Seduction - Day 8
For a few days I have had a thought, a phrase that continues to echo in my head. It says:
“The world and everything in it belongs to you, everything is yours and if you don’t have it in your hands now, it’s because you haven’t found a way to reach it yet.”
I think this is a fascinating thing that happens to me. Initially I decided to ignore the thought and not write it in the journal but it kept beating inside my head and so now I wanted to discuss it.
I wonder if this thought is an indirect consequence of the subs or is it part of the script that my conscious mind has managed to catch from the subconscious one.
I’m also experimenting again with higher volume levels to see what effects it can offer. First thing I noticed is a bit of melancholy and emptiness inside me as if my heart had been broken, another thing I noticed is that while listening my breaths are sometimes labored.
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I think DR can put me on an emotional roller coast. It’s not always pleasant, but the blooms are obvious and worth it.
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Absolutely. I started too see things differently and change from the beginning of this journal, and DR have done a lot of work.
QL ST4 - Day 19
Dragon Reborn ST3 - Day 14
Primal Seduction - Day 10
I have had outbursts of anger and frustration thinking about the people who have not treated me well and who do not treat me well and the same for the girls who have ignored me in the past and for those who now see me as an invisible man (ironically they not see me). Over time, anger turned to sadness throughout the day and I felt needy and fragile. I have stayed that way until now that I am writing.
I started training from 2 days. And I’m also studying for future exams.
Sometimes I find myself thinking about myself and having so many doubts about myself: I think I’m not going well so I have to change that I have to be more man, more alpha. In fact, I started reading a good book on how to achieve this goal.
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No please don’t read books! You are better off self enquiring and taking time with yourself under PS coaching. Dont forget that PS is Primal and Sex & Seduction. So S&S will coach you every time you put yourself out there. Outer game, escalations and stuff is really something that happen when you are in the flow, confident.
Anyway that’s my opinion, but everyone has his own path so If you meant that you want to read some outer game to get more confidence on what you do, then check David Tian Invincible.
But if you want to read to understand everything about alpha, women and stuff, in all cases read the Book of Pook.
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If I sound like an audio loop mate… How about 4 or 5 days off?
I know you are making progress. Give yourself credit for it.
As for reading, I have my own ideas but I think reading about game and stuff, that’s maybe 10% IMO. The subconscious is 90%. You’re doing 90% of the work. If you want to do another 10%, sure… and… Congratulations mate!
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QL ST4 -Rest day 1 (done 19 days)
Dragon Reborn ST3 - Rest Day 1 (done 14 days)
Primal Seduction - Rest Day 1 (done 10 days)
After yesterday’s outburst and disappointment I had with myself I promised myself that I would not allow anyone again to disrespect me and that I would behave like a real man. So I did.
Inside I felt fearless and maintained my position and dominance within the group. A guy who usually comes by to stay with us and teases the others seemed a little intimidated by me and complimented me.
There is a girl I like instead that is with us who doesn’t matter what I do but she seems indifferent to my presence.
I’ve seen beautiful girls walking the streets today and I find myself feeling uncomfortable looking them in the eye. I want to improve this thing, look into her eyes, feel that tension when they look at you, enjoy it and seduce her with my eyes. I don’t want to leave anything to chance.
Known even if my inner strength is strengthening, I still have a lot to learn about the application part with women, I don’t say that I’m necessarily afraid but I don’t know what steps to take in order to seduce a woman. My curiosity about these “steps” is strong.
This is great and PS I think can help. DR will clear out the garbage that’s in the way.
Sometimes that is far more effect than confronting someone who is disrespectful. Right on!
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PS I did a copy-paste of this to read it from time to time. Wisdom!
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QL ST4 - Rest day 2 (done 19 days)
Dragon Reborn ST3 - Rest Day 2 (done 14 days)
Primal Seduction - Rest Day 2 (done 10 days)
Today was a special day. I feel the concept of dominance and respect from others expanding and becoming more and more a part of my life. I feel like my heart is turning into a lion’s heart.
A drunk guy started picking a fight with me. I tried to ignore him several times but he was insistent. From there a verbal fight started because it kept bothering me. Normally I would have tried to get down, submit, but I didn’t. That guy pissed me off and we started arguing heatedly. I would have preferred to avoid this but I knew that if I submitted to him in the future he would remember me as a weak man and this would not be the last time he would tease me. My lion heart was telling me to act. That no one can subdue me. That I’m strong.
At the end of the discussion we separated and luckily we didn’t use our hands. I never tried to seek physical contact first because I knew it wasn’t going to lead to anything good, but I was ready for anything.
I am happy that in the end no one was hurt, and I am happy that despite the tense situation I managed to maintain my position.
Lately a desire for masculinity, strength (mental and physical), dominance and assertiveness is growing more and more in me. The concept of “real man” is making its way more and more in my life and hence the concept of “respect”. These are all concepts that I previously knew but did not give weight to and sometimes I left people the opportunity to put their feet on my head.
A model that I have recently started to respect a lot, which fully embodies all the concepts I have described so far, is that of Arnold Schwarzenegger. He is the concept of alpha male and masculinity himself and I believe he is a dominant role model for anyone who wants to be real men.
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This feels like timely advice to me right now.
I’m not against books. (And I don’t think @Psiklou is either.)
But right now I’m feeling like there are some other parts of me, not touched by books, that need some work. I’ll still be reading a lot of books anyway. There’s just a bunch of stuff that needs to get read for various reasons. But there’s also a lot of high-quality reflection and processing that needs to happen in other ways too.
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QL ST4 - Day 20
Dragon Reborn ST3 - Day 15
Primal Seduction - Day 11
Some things noticed today:
- I feel my self-esteem has grown and is growing
- The conviction that I can do and have everything I want is making its way inside me
- motivation for studying is high. Performance during the study also improved.
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QL ST4 - Day 21
Dragon Reborn ST3 - Day 16
Primal Seduction - Day 12
The day started well. I was energized and motivated. I studied in the morning and then in the afternoon and I also trained.
At the end of the evening I began to feel a deep sadness, an emptiness accompanied by a feeling of loneliness, all completely in random way.
I feel awful now.
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I think you are running 2 programs that might be a bit difficult. DR and PS. Welcome to the club mate. Sexual subliminals can be difficult for men to run, and I don’t think we know why. Then DR is just plain difficult for about half the people running it.
How about a rest day?
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yeah I am already rest when I feel overwhelmed
If this is true then am in for a ride
I’m not sure what you mean. Are you resting and feel overwhelmed?
Sometimes it’s happen but small things, nothing serious it pass
Have you ever read “Select Women Wisely” by David Shade?