Forged By Fire, Entrepreneurial Awakening - (Dragon Reborn + Emperor + Rotating Third Subs) - Billions

Yes, I’m realizing now how much I wouldn’t ever have been able to achieve the level of success I wanted while being so limited in my thinking and so narrow in my goals.

Absolutely - never thought this would be so complete, but it is.

Stage 1

This is the riddle that made no sense before experienced DR, but now seems obvious.

Perhaps there’s no logical way to explain it, but experiencing it, it seems so natural, hence the impossibility to explain the experience apart from “total cleansing”

Oof… sounds scary. But I’m ready! I have a better sense of what to expect but I feel it’ll be more intense. Maybe the winter cabin retreat I’m going on is the perfect place to begin this journey.

One of the only useful full reports on DR ST2 that I’ve found so far. DR reports in general abound but stage 2/3 ones specifically aren’t so easy to find

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Thanks for digging that post up. I feel too relatable to his post even though I’m on stage 4. It was weird and surreal reading above. DR is just beyond words for me. He explained his state well, I struggle to give any concise details like that. Even on this washout my brain feels zapped.

Congrats on such clarity and progress man. Amazing.

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Listened to stage 2

For the full 15 minutes

like it was nothing

Made that program my bitch

Will stack it with GLM instead of emperor in honor of @Sub.Zero (I miss your original username but the transformations have all been epic)

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I’ve been listening to so many subs

and having a totally fine time.

I’m on vacation, essentially, and going through very little stress, and so I think that when I’m under little stress and have little responsibility, I can handle a pretty decent subliminal load without issue.

It’s just when I’m working 60 hour weeks that I have to be very careful to only listen to the tiniest amount of subs possible

Notes on sanguine

Also, good for procrastination anxiety? Cool

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I always want to play subliminals for other people when I’m around them.

Reading that sanguine is good for anxiety and procrastination and overall joy and quality of life

PLUS the fact that it doesn’t take a spot in my stack or increase my stack density (much)

AND the fact that I can listen to it on a rest day

Just makes me think this is the sub I should constantly play around people to help them with their long term goals

Plus if I pick one sub and run it consistently, it’ll have the best effect.

Many people I know suffer from anxiety

And the ones I know that don’t suffer from anxiety probably suffer from procrastination.

Or at least stress

So, sanguine more often - noted

Dragon Reborn Stage 2

Recon definitely hit hard last night.

I don’t remember specifics, but I remember a lot of doubts and stress while falling asleep.

Dreams were also intense and stressful.

When I woke up, I was much more sick, all of the healing I’d done over the past few days reversed and I’m back to square one… this is probably from sleeping in an extremely cold room, not DR2.

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St2 can be very unpredictable from what I remember. I went from smooth sailing one day to the weirdest and most bizarre dreams the next, which was then followed by insane moments of flow. Take it easy my friend on recon and adjust mindfully :muscle: :slightly_smiling_face:

How many cycles of st1 did you do @Billions ?

I ran it for 5 or 6 loops.

You can count every loop I did if you look back the past month or so.

I definitely think I’ll wait a few days before another round of ST2. I’m due for a washout as well, especially after giving myself overexposure for christmas (which was fun, no regrets, I can handle paragon well especially when im on vacay)

I am quite negative today, just a very low mood, but unfortunately that’s most likely due to being sick, which is most likely due to sleeping in a cold room, so I can’t say for sure what the effect of DR2 has been.

Planning for the possibility that DR is what’s messing me up, though, so I’m going slow

Some core wound thoughts are coming up.

But I’m just noticing them like a passive observer, not involved at all.

I had sex with my gf and she came in about 30 seconds, which caused me to come in 30 seconds, which is pretty much what she wanted - for us to do it at the same time.

So normally I would be fine with that because it’s literally what she wanted.

Plus I’m sick, so really who gives a flying F.

But this time I had a thought cross my mind after I came.

”wow it’s a good thing I’m with my girlfriend, I shouldn’t ever leave her, She’s the only woman I could ever satisfy while only lasting 30 seconds.”

I’ve definitely thought that for real before, that you can’t be loved or be in a relationship if you ever come quickly. But I really haven’t thought that in a long time.

I know there are still layers to be healed, but I’ve already healed almost a lot of that feeling of not being good enough if I bust quick.

(Which is what stopped me busting quick - once I realized I would be accepted even if I did bust quick, it stopped happening).

So I’m familiar with the pattern. This time, the thought didn’t seem like my own, it seemed very foreign, and it didn’t have any emotion attached to it at all.

Is DR2 bringing up wounded thoughts for me to observe more objectively?

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Sanguine 5 minutes

Paragon 5 minutes

Dec 26

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What does sanguine do for you? I know you don’t feel great, so no need to rush a reply. Just curious

Haven’t ran it before. Will let you know effects of sanguine. Ran a loop today.

But actually I did run a loop today and didn’t think anything of it….but you’re right, I was feeling awful earlier today!

But in the second half of the day (aka after listening to sanguine) I felt amazing.

I had a nap, bit of black tea, and listened to pAragon/sanguine and yes I do feel fantastic.

I literally forgot this morning even went badly.

So maybe that was sanguine. That’s a pretty dramatic shift in mood.

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I am 95% sure it was Sanguine. Sanguine works very well.

Honestly yeah I’m surprised at the powerful effect.

I didn’t think of it until journaling

Which is why journaling is so powerful :slight_smile:

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