Force in Motion: Conquest Unleashed - By Akin

Journals - Major Programs
#1

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The last journal was about embodying a powerful spiritual force, and many titles contributed to that. Now, the process is about moving through life carrying my power and strength, accomplishing, conquering, and paying the price to pursue what I want for myself. I open this new journal with that intention — with the intention of conquest and of paths truly opening and being walked, not just imagined.

It is during the cycles of this journal that I will share experiences of financial and professional breakthroughs that are finally going to happen for me.

Current focus:

  • Godlike Masculinity
  • DR: Regeneration
  • Wealth-related titles
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Journal: SFI – by Akin
#2

△ GLM 30s △
△ rest day △

  • I went into deeply existential matters.
  • Strong recon for 2 days.
  • Processing deep unconscious things about my relationship with my family and myself.
  • Making connections with past experiences that show my strength and my worth. Two people sent me photos and videos of myself from many years ago, and I couldn’t even recognize myself. Through one, I saw how much better I am now and how much more aware of myself. Through the other, I realized the good things I was capable of doing in the past.

It feels like GLM is looking at me and saying:
How long are you going to ruin your life just to be seen as the ‘good kid’?

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#3

Something like this…

GLM

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#4

△ Regen 30s △
△ rest day △

The first loop of GLM moved some very deep things. I can’t even explain it. At times I felt like crying out of nowhere, but the feeling would pass quickly if I allowed it to move. Even though it was very emotional, Regen created a healthy container. I slept a lot. Ate a lot. Felt really hungry with this first loop. It took me 4 days to truly process it.

#5

△ GLM 15s △
△ rest day △

Reducing the exposure brought me a completely different experience. It was way smoother.
My perception of my father is changing a lot — in a good way. Also the perception of myself.
I had a very enriching therapy session that brought me deeply into the present moment of my life. I had some really valuable insights about myself and about adulthood.

#6

So, I made this list of things I did during my last Genesis loops. I thought it was cool to see it laid out like this, so I’m going to leave it here. Genesis is still one of the subs I like the most in terms of actions and practical results. I’m thinking of keeping it, but it’s not set in stone. I’ll adjust the subs according to my needs. EoG ST1 is also important right now.

  • Buying the white Rainha shoes I had wanted for months.
  • Passing the new 50K Apex account.
  • Applying to several job openings.
  • Removing old items from my room.
  • Taking a leader’s posture while watching Lara’s open rehearsal, knowing I gave constructive feedback that was taken into account as someone who speaks from a place of authority.
  • Kissing Gogoia (I took the initiative) and it was good.
  • Being a kind of leader in a group of 9 musicians together.
  • Being the leader of my singing trio in a workshop I attended.
  • Studying the Core Energetics materials and PW lectures more consistently.
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#7

△ GLM 15s + EoG 10s △
△ rest day △

GLM is cutting through a lot of illusions.
Even my personal meditation practices feel stronger, and so do my self-reprogramming sessions.

I’m really enjoying it — I feel like it’s something to keep long-term, and that it’s going to help me a lot.
I’m feeling more pleasure in life too, especially today.

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#8

△ GLM 20s + Regen 10s △
△ rest day △

Sunday I had a really good performance with my friends and my dance group. I saw people I care about, we received recognition, and best of all, we created a really good collective vibe on stage and for the audience.

Today I’m feeling a bit emotional and irritated. Had dreams about my last ex and my first ex.
I’m also thinking about how to set up the titles in the best way.

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#9

I’ll follow the guidelines. It will be:
△ GLM △
△ EoG + Regen △

#10

△ EoG 20s + Regen 15s △

I can’t fully explain it, but this loop confirmed my intuition that EoG ST1 + Regeneration is going to be good for me. I can’t really describe the internal processes, but the feeling is very good.

It actually makes me want to be more consistent with EoG. Before this, I was always looking for reasons or other subs to replace it, lol.

And what I noticed from GLM: my body feels and look really strong, even after completing 3 weeks without going to the gym.

I’m also getting less pulled into my friends’ emotional dramas when they tell me things. I’m feeling a bit less needy for other people’s attention.

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#11

△ rest day △

I’ve never felt EoG this strongly before. Now I really get what this title is — and I’m definitely keeping it in my stack until I’m making around 10k/mo.
I feel genuinely relieved and happy that I found this combination with Regen. It just clicks in a way nothing else did.

As for actions, I’m starting to watch trading and investment content again — spark is coming back.

And absolutely wild dreams last night. My guess: Regen. I can feel it working on very deep layers, ones I can’t even name yet.

The question that came up during this loop was:
Have you actually changed, or did you just readapt your defenses?

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#12

Can’t wait to Ecstasy of Gold: RICH and RICH:Trader

#13

That hits hard. Super relatable.

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#14

△ GLM 30s △

So… I realized I hadn’t fully processed the previous loop yet, and then the GLM loop came in feeling a bit strange — kind of rough, almost raw. I’ve been talking to myself, reminding myself that the subs are here to serve my life and my growth, not the other way around.

I can feel Regen working in a very subtle and deep place. I’m going to observe whether I really want to go through all three subs together right now, especially considering the kind of inner spaces that both GLM and Regen tend to activate.

I’ll admit the WDB release definitely caught my attention. I have a strong feeling — like high intuition — that I’d meet someone really interesting if I listened to it. But for now, I’m just observing.

Either way, I’ll give it some time and see if this is just recon.

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