Hahaha, oh G, Summertime and WDB have their own value, but I really miss the Dream Boi energy sometimes. I saw some reports of WDB and it made me miss the exposure even more hahaha.
∆ ASBR 35s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
ASBR is feeling so different right now. I guess it’s because I’ve changed a lot since last year, building my grounding through therapy and other subs. I’m really enjoying it.
I’ve been able to focus on myself in a way I haven’t in a long time.
Also, I’m really enjoying this social “fame” effect. Over the past few days, I’ve experienced a very interesting and spontaneous social flow.
∆ ASBR 40s + ST 15s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I’ve been in a pretty strong social flow since Friday — really interesting experiences.
Now I’m in a more reflective, introspective mode, processing a few things .
∆ RICH 30s + ST 15s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
The dominance in ASBR is on another level. A part of me feels like I can do anything.
Anyway, I’ve been attracting some really interesting women with it.
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∆ ASBR 40s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I’m feeling the deep place that ASBR brings — a space of reflection while still moving through a wild flow of life.
I had an experience with someone from my past, and it brought healing, along with the chance to look at parts of myself and old versions of me I had forgotten. I’m still processing it all.
∆ 2nd rest day ∆
I’m thinking about making The Stabilizer my new priority. There are a lot of really good features in it.
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∆ ASBR 30s + ST 15s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
For some reason, I’ve been attracting experiences with old partners since starting ASBR.
Through these experiences, I’ve been allowing myself to look at myself in new ways, letting go of certainties I used to have about who I was. I’m also noticing what was good in those people and allowing myself to be seen differently by them as well.
It’s been interesting. I don’t know where this will lead or if anyone from my past will actually return to stay, but I’m flowing with it.
∆ 2nd rest day ∆
Today was my first day at a job I manifested during my RICH exposure (I got it through synchronicities and my support network).
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I feel relieved because now I won’t have that constant tension of “at any moment, I might have to sell my car.”
But it’s a job with the minimum pay ceiling here. The good side is that I have some schedule flexibility, so I can keep up with the artistic groups I was already committed to. And the people are very cool.
I’m happy, but also a little irritated. My mind knows I deserve more. That’s all I keep thinking: okay, now I want MORE.
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∆ 3rd rest day ∆
For some reason, my father gave me money out of nowhere. He had said he would do that some time ago, but I wasn’t counting on it. The amount is equivalent to three months’ salary from the job I’m starting .
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My guess is that it’s a combination of the RICH blooming phase and ASBR.
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I’ll rethink my current stack because Stabilizer will now be a priority.
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∆ Stabilizer 20s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I’m heading into my second week at work. It’s been good, but there’s a lot to handle because there were many overdue tasks from the previous person. I was feeling a bit insecure about whether they liked me, but one of my bosses seems excited about me—he even called me a “machine.” At the same time, I’m a bit frustrated with the salary and the Monday-to-Saturday schedule.
Overall, I’ve been feeling kind of “meh” about being in this phase of doing a lot of adult responsibilities. I’m getting things done, but without much spark. I’ve also been having a bit of trouble finding enjoyment, even with some Summertime microloops in between.
Anyway, I guess this is more of a vent.
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Following your journal and your progress 
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∆ ASBR 40s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I felt a huge difference using ASBR together with Stabilizer. I felt more power, and the power felt more grounded in my body, without leaking out so much. A lot of energy. I felt electric. I used it to work, do my own things, go out, and allow myself to meet people. I’m really happy with Stabilizer — I feel more centered in myself than I have in a long time.
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Thank you! I’m so happy. I truly felt that some very important internal shifts happened. I’m not exactly sure at what point it happened, but I’m happy because I know it’s the result of persistence and of seeing the long term unfold and work over time. 
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∆ Stabilizer 20s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
The title of thse days : “Getting Things in Order”.
I’m also considering testing Ascension while Ascension for Women doesn’t come out. My motivation: my intuition. I’m in a very pivotal moment, and I want to feel whether it’s more aligned with what I need right now instead of ASBR. I’ll run some tests to decide.
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∆ The Ascension 16s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
So, I listened to it over the weekend. I still don’t really know what to say yet, but I listened to it right before a party, and people were treating me with a lot of respect. People who had only seen me once in their lives came to greet me and seemed really happy to see me.
Besides that, during this time, a friend offered me a freelance gig outside of work for tomorrow. Extra money.
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∆ STB 20s + WdB 20s ∆
∆ rest day
So… I’m thinking about keeping Stabilizer and Ascension for now, and adding others according to my needs.
I’ve been experimenting with a few titles in a very intuitive way lately, just testing what feels aligned at the moment. Let me see if I can balance things better this time with WdB. If it starts pulling too much of my focus and energy, I’ll cut it off.
Anyway, today I already noticed a difference. Two girls at work were kind of “playing” with me… and… some text responses too.
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∆ The Ascension 16s + WDB 10s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
RECONNN
Feeling like shit today in a lot of different ways. Also tired from the last few days without a real break for myself, my own things, and what I actually want.
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