∆ RICH + NW + Regen ∆
∆ rest day ∆
All I know is that I’m growing and becoming more aware, leaving behind many identity-level patterns that have been unconsciously pulling me away from who I truly want to be.
Sometimes it’s really tough. But the practice of observing it all from a place of neutrality has been helping me a lot.
∆ rest day ∆
I’ll keep running RICH and Regen until Monarch comes out. Regen is giving me that “less is more” vibe .
∆ RICH + Regen ∆
∆ rest day ∆
Last night, I sat down to meditate before bed and experienced something very profound—a deep release of emotions and memories while trusting in the Highest Good. It lasted for about two hours.
The energy was incredibly powerful, and I felt deeply grateful.
Today, I woke up feeling like a new person. Even an old injury that I’ve had for years is hurting less. I woke up feeling better than I have in days, with a deep sense that I truly deserve for things to be different.
∆ RICH + Regen ∆
∆ rest day ∆
Even in the middle of these healing processes, I’ve been much more productive lately. I’ve been organizing a lot of things related to my studies on two different fronts. Over the past couple of days, I’ve managed to balance a lot between work and my personal projects. Today was especially productive—I got through a lot of things I’d been putting off for over a month.
∆ Regen + PEACE ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I’m testing Peace: what I noticed in the first loop, there were moments when I accessed a more childlike state.
I also had a few experiences of unexpectedly magnetizing people.
But I already know that staying with Peace will involve working through a belief that says, “If I’m doing well, I’ll attract people who need to be taken care of.” It’s as if I don’t deserve to simply be well for my own sake.
On top of that, I found myself looking at some very deep aspects of myself—the “mask”—from a more detached perspective. I noticed things I had never been able to recognize as a mask because they had become so deeply rooted at the identity level. They didn’t feel like something I had created anymore; they simply felt like me—myself, part of who I am. Seeing them from that distance was quite revealing.
∆ RICH + PEACE ∆
∆ 2 rest days ∆
It’s been really fascinating to notice the kind of attraction Peace is bringing. The number of messages I’ve received from people saying they miss me, checking in to see how I’m doing, and inviting me to events, birthday parties, to meet with me has been on a whole different level. Interesting.
I’m really enjoying these first impressions and experiences with Peace. The only thing I’ve noticed is that my nervous system feels a bit more stimulated. For me, Regen seems to have a more calming effect, especially when it comes to falling asleep.
But I’ll keep going and see how it unfolds. I can’t wait for Monarch to be released so I can settle on my long-term stack.
How long are your peace loops? Im thinking of trying it myself to test zpu
I’m listening to 15-second loops. The best thing I’ve noticed about ZPU is that everything that comes up feels aligned with me. It’s like I know that what I’m manifesting and experiencing is coming from within me. I’m feeling very connected to my childhood dreams and that childlike state of being.
∆ RICH + PEACE ∆
I DID IT!!! Something had been bothering me for SO long on an emotional level, and the day before yesterday I FINALLY managed to make a really important emotional shift in my life. I can’t go into too much detail yet, but I’m really happy!
∆ rest day ∆
A day to take care of my body. I found a really great doctor who works with health issues and injuries from an emotional perspective. First appointment today. I’m happy to be taking this step and taking better care of myself.
∆ MONARCH 15s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
∆ MONARCH 30s + Regen 7s ∆
∆ 2 rest days ∆
I had some pretty intense recon because on the second day of Monarch I already increased my exposure to 30s and listened to it together with Regen.
It was full-on healing mode. A lot of confused emotions came up, and I just surrendered to it—to the healing processes that were unfolding and to what I realized I needed to let go of.
I’ll take it a little easier from now on. Haha.
I did this test with Regen to decide on the third title for my stack—to see whether Regen or Peace would be the better fit. I found that, between the two, Peace is the one that will bring me the most benefits at this point. So it will be my third option for the long-term stack.
Now my long-term stack is finally defined!
Priorities: Monarch and RICH.
Support title (occasionally): Peace.
And on we go!
I’m still figuring out what Monarch is going to bring into my life and everything it has to offer. I’m still in more of an observational mood, so I don’t have much to report yet. But some important healing has happened over the past few days, especially around the root causes of my injury and how they have impacted my development in something I deeply love: dance.
Did you post a video where he did a talk for $15,000?
Yes! It’s the same guy. Did you watch it?
No, but I want to. Do you know where the link is?
∆ Monarch ∆
∆ 2 rest days ∆
∆ Peace + RICH ∆
∆ 2 rest days ∆
I had a really severe lower back pain flare-up starting last Thursday. It was intense — I was bedridden for about two days. I had so many things going through my head, etc. I’ve been feeling unsupported by my father, like he doesn’t give a shit about it. It was bad, and I’m still recovering.
I’ve kept a lower profile and reduced my exposure a bit. Honestly, I don’t even know what to do or say about this situation with him or about my life in general. But I really felt like I can’t keep going like this. I need to let go of certain illusions, take care of myself, and move on with my life, because being around him only hurts me.
This transition in my life feels like it’s taking forever. Sometimes I feel like giving up.
The flare-up happened right after I had been to the doctor and was feeling really well. It was right after a significant energetic movement in relation to him.
Well… I’ve stopped trying to understand it. The most important thing is for me to recover, because I’m in a lot of pain.
∆ Monarch + Peace ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I find it funny that something in the Peace script makes people reach out to me A LOT. As soon as I went back to exposing myself to it, people started reaching out again to hang out and go out in the sun. At work, people have been popping up to talk to me. Messages from people I haven’t heard from in a while. Lol, I find it really curious.
∆ peace ∆
∆ rest day ∆
∆ peace + RICH ∆
∆ 2 rest days ∆
I’m still recovering.
I was able to slowly get back into my study routine this weekend, and I also managed to start doing some small dance movements again.
Yesterday, I was feeling really attractive. I had the chance to hang out with some friends from the music scene and a girl I’ve always found beautiful. We started talking, played little games like “who can go the longest without blinking,” and things like that. At some point, she actually realized I was flirting with her and reciprocated. Seed planted.
I just didn’t make a move because there were already other people showing interest in me, and the timing wasn’t quite right. Haha. But I was really happy to get that kind of response from her.
That’s it, peace makes me more attractive
∆ peace + RICH ∆
∆ 2 rest days ∆
Ohh guys…
This whole thing with my body has been such a huge life lesson. A turning point and a redirection of so many things…
I’m just… really wanting to unlock everything I haven’t experienced because I was always putting others first.
I’m like… fuck it. I just want to live my pleasure. I’m thinking about going all in on seduction.
Yessssss do it lol. I just picked up seductress again cuz I was feeling the same.
