△ 2 rest days △
Deep recon with this first loop of WdB
△ WDB 15s △
△ rest day △
So, about that strong WdB recon — it lasted three days — a transition from a strong archetype (GLM) to an energy that invites authenticity.
It was a bit hard for me to deal with both at the same time. Confusing too.
But it was worth it.
Basically, on the first WdB loop, I accessed a lot of childhood and teenage experiences and sensations, realizing how much they shaped me. I noticed moments when I chose to “look for answers outside” instead of being myself.
During meditation, I became aware of moments when I gave up being myself because I thought I couldn’t, that I wasn’t enough, that it was wrong.
A lot of this is related to being someone who doesn’t fit into standard ideas of sexuality and gender norms.
Everything felt deeply connected to early life experiences — the kind that most strongly shape our sense of identity.
It was a really intense recon, in the sense of realizing that giving up on being myself didn’t affect only my relationships, but my entire expression in life. Seeing that so clearly was intense, you know?
Anyway, on the second loop, things softened a bit. I feel that building an identity of who I really want to be is going to be very important for me — especially not “forcing” my subconscious to follow something I think I am, but instead allowing myself to reach my own conclusions beyond the traumatic experiences that shaped me and are now being released.
Also, my intuition that I would meet someone at the New Year’s party was right.
I went to a party knowing no one at all, except for one friend. There, I met a girl.
She looked at me a lot, and I kept looking at her too — and that’s when I understood. I started some silly conversations, until she asked me:
“So, what are you waiting for to kiss me?”
Well. That was me — being myself, saying my nonsense, messing up the timing a bit, oversharing here and there. And I was really happy, because I knew it was my experience. No one was imposing anything.
I wasn’t performing or using any archetype just to get something — even though I was well prepared to handle it. Everything was coming from me.
And it worked. We kissed.
You know — starting 2026 right.
Let’s live — because life is good.
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△ WDB 20s △
△ rest day △
So, it hasn’t been a very easy process to attract through authenticity.
Especially because I’m going through a lot of strong emotional processes related to my identity.
I hope I can hold out long enough through the recon period until what the title proposes starts to feel natural.
The girl I met on New Year’s only wants to meet after the 18th because she’s traveling. But she did have other days available until the 8th to go out with me and chose not to, so I cooled off a bit.
So, it’s time to add RICH until RICH Trader comes out.
Edit: Actually, I’m going stick with EoG until the new updates.
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I didn’t mention this before, but I do a lot of ThetaHealing meditations and self-digging processes to help me work through some of the things that subliminals bring up.
△ WDB 20s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
The best thing about WdB is that it’s making me re-evaluate my sense of self-worth and how I see myself in relation to everything — all areas of life.
So it’s actually been a good motivator for finances as well > Small actions, big steps vibes. 
I’m still thinking about the best wealth-focused title to pair with it.
It would be amazing to have something something with Dream Boy vibes, focused on money and status — super easy, smooth and nice to handle. Also very focused on authenticity as a way to make money.
Hi there @SaintSovereign
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∆ rest day ∆
I’m really happy with how my openness toward people in general is changing drastically.
I feel like I have more friends, a stronger support network, and more openness for direct communication with people. It’s been really nice to experience this.
People I never expected are replying to me with voice messages, in a very authentic way. I’m expressing my feelings better, and everything feels much lighter.
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I’m finding this so funny and curious. I wasn’t expecting it, but all the girls I had some kind of connection with last year and didn’t work out — the deep, romantic, emotionally meaningful ones — now feel very comfortable in my presence and keep wanting me around.
Even if there isn’t a real romantic dynamic happening right now, they want to be close to me, know about my life, and — the best part — they don’t find it strange when I suddenly reconnect or get closer again.
I don’t know… I’ve reconnected with two people with whom I had unfinished stories, and I’m seeing the importance of these connections — even if nothing romantic actually needs to happen. I’m really seeing the value of bonds themselves.
With one of them, every now and then we share some more playful, romantic jokes. She enjoys the vibe, but we also respect each other’s limits and our history.
Overall, people just want to spend more time with me and genuinely enjoy my company. And that’s been really nice to experience — a different kind of power, and a different perception of affection and love.
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∆ EoG 20s | WDB 10s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
So… I’m still living through healing experiences with people from last year.
In the past few days, it happened with someone else — in a real, concrete, lived way.
I don’t know why my mind keeps bringing certain experiences back to the surface, literally putting me in situations where I interact with these people and get to draw my own conclusions. It’s like… no subliminal can change the fact that some connections are just not meant to happen .
And yesterday, I became very certain of that while reliving an experience with one of the people who affected me the most last year. I don’t even want to go too deep into it. I just took it as a learning experience. And, being completely honest, I’m tired of this lesson with this person.
It’s been 21 days since my last GLM loop, and my body still feels strong, even without gym. My torso and shoulders are wider.
∆ EoG 1min ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I did something I hadn’t by intuition to help me decide which wealth title to use, and I had an interesting experience.
Basically, I read the copy and goals for EoG and Revelation of Wealth, paying close attention to how I felt and wrote it down.
This is what came up:
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EoG Stage 1:
A sense of disconnection while reading the copy and goals.
It felt “too good to be true,” almost fairy-tale-like.
My reaction was: “This isn’t for me right now.”
All the goals about passion, love, abundance, and happiness are so distant from my reality. -
Revelation of Wealth:
I felt emotional while reading it — at one point, I felt like crying.
I remember thinking, “I’m kind of shocked this even exists.”
And then: “Okay… that’s what I need.”
So I’m considering making room for RoW while the new updates drop.
∆ RoW 15s | WDB 15s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
So, I’ve been a bit reckless with the guidelines around managing sub switches — but that’s because I’ve reached a point where I genuinely feel I’m handling things better, especially when working with microloops.
I’m going to start RoW exposure and see how I feel, and whether I’m actually able to produce and translate it into real action. I’ve reached a point where this has truly become my biggest indicator of whether a sub is aligned with me or not: effortless action.
So I also feel that CC could be interesting for my current phase. We’ll see. Either way, I want to let RoW unfold and see where it leads.
RoW leaves me feeling more centered and responsible for doing what actually needs to be done. Yesterday, I gave a real push to my Core Energetics essay, and I’m moving forward with it.
WDB brought people from my past back into my life, and I feel I’m going through a major learning process around alignment — weighing what relationships actually bring into my life. At the same time, I’m noticing the kind of posture these connections ask of me.
I don’t know — I had an intense weekend that, at another time, would’ve made me step away from the sub for a while to process everything without stimulation. But I’m also training myself not to pull back from the sub just because of what surfaces, and to keep moving forward.
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∆ washout ∆
Yeah… RoW is no joke.
I realized I need to listen to it on a solo day.
I’m washing out.
WDB is almost indecent.
∆ washout ∆
You know… this sub is perfect — anytime, anywhere. I can get what I want (almost everything).
I’m a bit shocked, though, by the things that are being revealed about me.
I also hope I can remain wise, so I don’t create unnecessary or difficult situations.
Overall, I’m really enjoying it.
Being liked is really something special. I get messages every day from people who want to talk to me, who remember me, who want my presence. And wherever I go, there are always two or more people wanting my attention and wanting my sexual energy to be directed toward them.
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I’m torn between:
C&C + WDB + RoW (occasionally) → long term
and
EoG + RoW + WDB → short term, to build a base
C&C! C&C! I think you’ll love it.
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You know, I have a feeling you’re right 
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∆ washout ∆
Deep down, I’ve already chosen. Even before I was consciously aware that I had.
I’m expecting some kind of recon during the pre-results phase. I’ve been experiencing that — along with a different kind of headache — ever since I read the copy. I’m weird like that.
In a way, I’m grieving certain parts of myself that I know will need to die for C&C to really act and for me to become that person.
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∆ New cycle! ∆
∆ C&C 21s ∆
New cycle!
The money cycle has begun, and with C&C I’m setting the tone for what this year is going to be.
First impressions: I really like it. It’s exactly what I need to get unstuck and start building my empire — the empire I’m going to raise, that only I know where it’s heading, and that only I know what I’ll do next with the power I’m going to have.
But ok, today I’m really pissed off with my own limitations, and with the way I placed myself in relationships — and how people ended up seeing me because of that.
I guess this is part of the initial contact, right? That’s what it feels like. Today I’m dealing with a lot of aggression, but I’m also aware that these are initial impacts, so it’s probably not a good idea to be too abrupt or cut people out of my life all at once.
That said, I did three important things today — and I finally completed one thing I had been procrastinating on for about three months.
I genuinely feel like a tiger.
That’s my power animal.
On this first loop, I felt a bit of that sensation — an insatiable hunger. A hunger to go after what I want and strike.
(I keep imagining a tiger hunting relentlessly, taking down its prey to feed.)
Anyway, I hope I can translate this into good things in my life.
I’m going to keep WdB because I know I’ll have more than enough energy for money and for pleasure — and also so I don’t become too closed off within myself.
But everything in this beginning will be a experiment.
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