Force in Motion - By Akin

[Kyuss]

Congrats, sounds like a huge leap forward!

[Akin]

Thanks! It was indeed.

[Akin]

△ EoG 40s △
△ rest day △

Another dream realized before 2025 ends. There’s someone I deeply admire artistically (and yes, there’s a light attraction too). Getting closer to her was a real dream of mine. I used to think about how to do it, how to approach it — especially because she’s someone who takes time to open space.

Yesterday I went to watch one of her performances (we’ve been exchanging invitations to each other’s shows from time to time), and when the program ended, she invited me over to her place. We talked about very personal things for four hours or more. It was unreal — I wasn’t expecting it, and I certainly wasn’t planning it.

GLM has been placing me differently in relation to people. I’m happy to have seen this dream come true in such an unexpected way.

[Akin]

Putting that aside, I really hate EoG recon — seriously, it’s one of the worst ones for me. And there’s this feeling of not moving forward with any sub related to wealth.

[Akin]

△ GLM 30s △
△ rest day △

Powerful meditation today — a huge leap.

I swear I did a 30-second GLM loop on Friday, 12/12, and I was still feeling it until Saturday, 12/20.
30 seconds → 8 days of effects.

[anon15812918]

I definitely feel you on this one, I’m running a similar stack. Keep going though, as much as I hated it, EOG ST1 led to a lot of revelation and actually enabled me to start taking new action

(I ran it for 3 months, next cycle is a break)

[Akin]

Thanks for sharing — I relate to this a lot… I think this is my third cycle with it, but this time my conscious focus is much more active and directed toward these topics. And yeah, that’s exactly it — I’m just continuing based on discipline… let’s see how it goes.

[Akin]

△ rest day △

Some signs of abundance showing up:
– A friend meeting me and giving a Christmas gift.
– My father helping me with a bill.
– Lower gas prices.

[Akin]

My intuition is telling me to run WDB loops during the New Year celebrations. So I’m doing GLM washout. Let’s see what comes up

[Akin]

△ EoG 30s △

Yeah… I’m really feeling the foundation work I’ve been doing with EoG, and I can see that it truly needs to be done — there’s no way around it. I need to keep it in my stack for a while.

– Yesterday I received Christmas gifts I wasn’t expecting.
– And 100 in local currency from my father. I’m going to use it to buy WDB and give myself that gift, lol.

The way I see him and my family has been changing since GLM.
It’s wild! it’s been really good.

[Akin]

Next year, I’ll gravitate more around money subs until I establish where I want to be. EoG, RICH, RoW, RICH Trader, ASBR…

For grounding and foundation = GLM. It’s the top one for now. It’s what I’ll always return to when things get tight.

For fun, meeting the one, and feeling good in my own skin = WDB.

[Akin]

I’m really getting pre results on every title now.

On my first GLM loop, I spent two days beforehand thinking a lot about the men in my family — father, uncle, brother, etc. I even felt like watching movies they used to enjoy.

Now with WDB, I’m having something similar: I’m remembering past crushes that didn’t work out and observing a more needy way I used to interact. People are loving being around me and wanting to spend time talking.

[Akin]

About pre results…two hookups in one night

[Akin]

So, about GLM.

I completed 21 days, and I want to share a bit about my perceptions.

I don’t think the foundational process it can promote is complete by any means. In the near future, I definitely want to continue, but for now I also want to observe what settles in.

I felt it drastically changing my base of thinking, in a very structural way.

Through it, I started to look more closely at the dynamics of the game of life — whether I agree with them or not, they are part of the game. I began to notice the “hidden strategies” operating beneath the surface, and to think about how I can use this newly opened perception to make better choices.

Instead of judging, there is now a part of me that simply sees the dynamics — even the most grotesque ones — and thinks:

OK — this is part of the game.

That led me to new questions:
How do I want to position myself within this game?
How do I want to play it?
Why do I want to play it, and where do I want to go?

These are questions GLM opened up, and I don’t necessarily have the answers yet.

The only thing I know for sure is this:
I need to position myself and be someone of value in this game.

Not just to play by the rules, but to be able to change how the game is played from within — or at least to operate from a place of greater power inside it.

During this cycle, I watched many films about strategy, mafias, and strong characters who command everything through power. I also looked behind the scenes of artists I admire, and I can now see that it’s not just about ART — it’s about many other things.

And power is the main currency.

This realization is a bit distressing for me, but it is what it is.
Once you see it, you can’t unsee it.

I had already seen it before — but now I’m seeing it on another layer.

Maybe I really do need this foundation in order to live my mission, which, in truth, is only just beginning.

That’s it.
It’s a raw, naked truth.
And yet, it doesn’t shake me deeply inside.

It feels more like:

OK.
This is how it is.
These are the rules.
Now, let’s learn how to play.

I see GLM as a silent master — someone who has been through many hard things and is no longer surprised by what can happen. But at the same time, it never leaves its foundation unprotected.

A raw process — for me.
And I believe it will remain so until this foundational work is truly complete.

For now, I’m going to observe what remains after this period of exposure.

I’m moving to WDB, because I felt a very strong intuition that I’m going to meet someone important through it — someone who will bring me what I need, not what I think I want. I don’t know if that makes sense.

During this GLM cycle, I also thought a lot about ASBR and what it can contribute to this journey as an ally. I believe that if I return to ASBR, it will be from a completely new place. And if needed, AoW will also be my ally.
For now, this is it. I leave these thoughts here.

“Once you see it, you can’t unsee it.”
That’s what GLM is about for me.

[Akin]

Closing GLM and EoG cycle.

[Akin]

△ WDB 20s △
△ rest day △

Definitely not an easy transition — especially since I didn’t do a washout for both titles, but I was aware and take full responsibility for it.

Anyway, WDB has been pushing me to wrap up unfinished things as the year comes to an end and to dedicate myself to what truly matters to me — like writing my annual Core Energetics coursework.

There have been many reflections around my relationship patterns, and especially around how I see myself: what I accept as love, what I came to believe I “need” to do in order to be loved and desired by someone. I’ve closely observing dynamics where I went too far after the other person, and where the exchange became unbalanced.

But I also had a really beautiful experience yesterday. A friend agreed to see me last minute because I needed to get out and get some air. He crossed the city to meet me, and we ended up having a really great night.
We found a kitten on the street, and he took it home to take care of it. Helping him with the kitten’s first care was a very loving experience for me — I can’t really explain it.

[Akin]

△ 2 rest days △

Deep recon with this first loop of WdB

[Akin]

△ WDB 15s △
△ rest day △

So, about that strong WdB recon — it lasted three days — a transition from a strong archetype (GLM) to an energy that invites authenticity.
It was a bit hard for me to deal with both at the same time. Confusing too.
But it was worth it.

Basically, on the first WdB loop, I accessed a lot of childhood and teenage experiences and sensations, realizing how much they shaped me. I noticed moments when I chose to “look for answers outside” instead of being myself.

During meditation, I became aware of moments when I gave up being myself because I thought I couldn’t, that I wasn’t enough, that it was wrong.
A lot of this is related to being someone who doesn’t fit into standard ideas of sexuality and gender norms.

Everything felt deeply connected to early life experiences — the kind that most strongly shape our sense of identity.
It was a really intense recon, in the sense of realizing that giving up on being myself didn’t affect only my relationships, but my entire expression in life. Seeing that so clearly was intense, you know?

Anyway, on the second loop, things softened a bit. I feel that building an identity of who I really want to be is going to be very important for me — especially not “forcing” my subconscious to follow something I think I am, but instead allowing myself to reach my own conclusions beyond the traumatic experiences that shaped me and are now being released.

Also, my intuition that I would meet someone at the New Year’s party was right.
I went to a party knowing no one at all, except for one friend. There, I met a girl.

She looked at me a lot, and I kept looking at her too — and that’s when I understood. I started some silly conversations, until she asked me:
“So, what are you waiting for to kiss me?”

Well. That was me — being myself, saying my nonsense, messing up the timing a bit, oversharing here and there. And I was really happy, because I knew it was my experience. No one was imposing anything.
I wasn’t performing or using any archetype just to get something — even though I was well prepared to handle it. Everything was coming from me.

And it worked. We kissed.

You know — starting 2026 right.

Let’s live — because life is good.

[Akin]

△ WDB 20s △
△ rest day △

So, it hasn’t been a very easy process to attract through authenticity.
Especially because I’m going through a lot of strong emotional processes related to my identity.

I hope I can hold out long enough through the recon period until what the title proposes starts to feel natural.

The girl I met on New Year’s only wants to meet after the 18th because she’s traveling. But she did have other days available until the 8th to go out with me and chose not to, so I cooled off a bit.

[Akin]

So, it’s time to add RICH until RICH Trader comes out.

Edit: Actually, I’m going stick with EoG until the new updates.