Yeah… some reflections about yesterday’s and today’s lessons:
“How can I love someone romantically if I’m judging them?”
and
“How am I going to be happy in love if I’m not allowing the other person to love me?”
So… I was having really good vibes with her when I was only on WDB.
I feel like C&C shifted things — not just with her, but in the environment in general. Even a cat that usually loves me seemed afraid of me yesterday.
Well… let’s see how it goes. I don’t wanna lose people around me because i’m becoming too brutal.
WDB is my archetype. The only thing missing there is the money part.
∆ 2 rest days ∆
So I’m slowing down my exposure to WDB because I realized it’s not my main priority right now. I want to have more energy to process C&C and eventually RICH, without keeping my focus too divided or ambivalent.
I’m thinking of using specific WDB loops when there’s an event, party, or something like that. But for now, I’m going to stay off it for a few days and see how C&C’s romance scripting responds on its own.
I’ve realized that to get real results with subs, I need to preserve my energy and how I function. Processing titles takes a lot of mental energy and from time to time I need more focused attention.
"Fewer titles, less stimulation, more focused direction."
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Just a heads up: C&C’s romance scripting is lighter compared to the other Emperor titles. We focused more on the wealth scripting. All the scripting is also aimed at producing the “Crown and Capital” effect as well, so these relationships could be a bit more serious as business will most certainly be involved.
WDB’s scripting is much easier to process than other romance titles – it shouldn’t harm C&C results. In fact, I think C&C + WDB is a fantastic combo. Brings some of the edge off C&C, allows you to have more fun.
As always, I’m only commenting from what I can see from the outside, so trust your instincts on how to proceed.
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Yeah, that makes a lot of sense, Saint. I do feel like it can soften the hardness a bit. My challenge is balancing the two. It’s mostly because I have an energy that naturally tends to prioritize relationships above everything else, and that can easily become my main focus even while running C&C, lol.
But I’m still going to test things out. The authenticity that WDB opens up is really beautiful and amazing.
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∆ C&C 22s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I’m noticing an increased ease in just getting things done — even small tasks. I can feel my mind starting to operate differently when it comes to what I need to do, and also in acting according to the boundaries that are important to me in all situations.
I’m paying attention to what happens when I don’t follow an intuition or a clear signal from my body.
I’m still observing how to deal with the authority aspects, because people seem to feel my presence as soon as I enter a place. Some act weird, like they don’t know how to handle the energy I’m vibrating, while others just show respect and that’s it.
I also seem less interested in more trivial things or being in situations that don’t really match the vibration I’m in right now.
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I was so pissed the bot didn’t open a trade today, so I took one manually and 10 seconds later I had already hit my profit goal.
So I discovered that this day, at the end of the day, I was more profitable than my bot. $44 more.
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∆ C&C 22s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I’m going through some pretty intense experiences right now.
And I’m realizing — more than ever — the importance of this more “closed,” firm, direct side of Emperor. It has its value, its place, its importance.
After self-observing the growth experiences that WDB brought me, and realizing that I’ve interacted romantically with six different people during this period on an ongoing basis, I decided to hold off for a bit.
Some experiences were good, others were very challenging, mainly because they pushed me into a lot of personal growth. I had to define boundaries and deal with many different types of people and expectations.
I’ll return to higher exposure in around two weeks, because a very festive period is about to begin here in my country — Carnival — and that’s when it really gets a chance to shine. There’s a lot more collective openness for romantic and sexual connections, and I believe it’ll also be a good time to better process everything that happened this month .
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∆ third day of rest ∆
The weekend was more intense — I drank, went out, did more than I should have. So I’ve been taking a bit of a break from stimulation.
Still, it was a productive afternoon. I managed to focus on building my new artistic portfolio, and I’m really liking how it’s coming along.
∆ C&C 30s ∆
I was reading the reply Azriel got from support about the differences between EoG ST1 and C&C. It was really helpful to understand the distinctions, but based on this explanation and guidance, I’d probably have to go with EoG ST1 instead of C&C .
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I have to admit I’ve been kind of missing EoG ST1 — that feeling that “everything is going to be okay.”
I’ve been thinking about adding it to alternate with C&C. But I also need something more fast-acting and that’s more RICH’s territory.
They are some options until RICH Trader comes out.
I’m also really curious about Paragon. I’ve had an injury for about two years that’s been changing, sometimes it feels like it’s getting worse. I’m curious to see its effects.
I am impatiently waiting for RICH Trader aswell.
Saint said Without Guarantee that he is aiming for before end of month.
If you plan on only running two subs I would wait wont be enough time to do a proper run of whatever you want to play.
Also gives you more time to create a proper base with C&C solo so the focus can go from Crown to Capital once you add RICH Trader.
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Sorry I thought I was in my journal it was an accident.
Shared a 2 hour long video diving deep into self love
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∆ rest day ∆
I finished rebuilding my entire artistic portfolio from scratch — I’d been procrastinating on that since August last year. Three days of total focus, and I did it.
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∆ C&C 1’ ∆
I’m more committed to following the new guidelines, and also to pushing myself out of the microloop comfort zone to increase exposure time and engage more with the concepts in the script. I think the adaptive scripting is helping — it’s the first time I’ve reached the 1-minute mark this quickly.
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Someone shared this video here. I saved it to watch later, and it’s really good — lots of insights. I’ll definitely be watching it more than once. Wealth codes.
∆ rest day ∆
I felt a bit frustrated this week because I didn’t follow my first intuition of the day about which strategy to use, and I ended up leaving money on the table on two days this week.
But overall, I’m really happy I increased the exposure and started noticing new layers of the script. This sub is a beast — I want to keep going. I also want to feel it with Paragon.