∆ ASBR 40s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I’m feeling the deep place that ASBR brings — a space of reflection while still moving through a wild flow of life.
I had an experience with someone from my past, and it brought healing, along with the chance to look at parts of myself and old versions of me I had forgotten. I’m still processing it all.
∆ 2nd rest day ∆
I’m thinking about making The Stabilizer my new priority. There are a lot of really good features in it.
∆ ASBR 30s + ST 15s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
For some reason, I’ve been attracting experiences with old partners since starting ASBR.
Through these experiences, I’ve been allowing myself to look at myself in new ways, letting go of certainties I used to have about who I was. I’m also noticing what was good in those people and allowing myself to be seen differently by them as well.
It’s been interesting. I don’t know where this will lead or if anyone from my past will actually return to stay, but I’m flowing with it.
∆ 2nd rest day ∆
Today was my first day at a job I manifested during my RICH exposure (I got it through synchronicities and my support network).
I feel relieved because now I won’t have that constant tension of “at any moment, I might have to sell my car.”
But it’s a job with the minimum pay ceiling here. The good side is that I have some schedule flexibility, so I can keep up with the artistic groups I was already committed to. And the people are very cool.
I’m happy, but also a little irritated. My mind knows I deserve more. That’s all I keep thinking: okay, now I want MORE.
∆ 3rd rest day ∆
For some reason, my father gave me money out of nowhere. He had said he would do that some time ago, but I wasn’t counting on it. The amount is equivalent to three months’ salary from the job I’m starting .
My guess is that it’s a combination of the RICH blooming phase and ASBR.
I’ll rethink my current stack because Stabilizer will now be a priority.
∆ Stabilizer 20s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I’m heading into my second week at work. It’s been good, but there’s a lot to handle because there were many overdue tasks from the previous person. I was feeling a bit insecure about whether they liked me, but one of my bosses seems excited about me—he even called me a “machine.” At the same time, I’m a bit frustrated with the salary and the Monday-to-Saturday schedule.
Overall, I’ve been feeling kind of “meh” about being in this phase of doing a lot of adult responsibilities. I’m getting things done, but without much spark. I’ve also been having a bit of trouble finding enjoyment, even with some Summertime microloops in between.
Anyway, I guess this is more of a vent.
Following your journal and your progress 
∆ ASBR 40s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I felt a huge difference using ASBR together with Stabilizer. I felt more power, and the power felt more grounded in my body, without leaking out so much. A lot of energy. I felt electric. I used it to work, do my own things, go out, and allow myself to meet people. I’m really happy with Stabilizer — I feel more centered in myself than I have in a long time.
Thank you! I’m so happy. I truly felt that some very important internal shifts happened. I’m not exactly sure at what point it happened, but I’m happy because I know it’s the result of persistence and of seeing the long term unfold and work over time. 
∆ Stabilizer 20s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
The title of thse days : “Getting Things in Order”.
I’m also considering testing Ascension while Ascension for Women doesn’t come out. My motivation: my intuition. I’m in a very pivotal moment, and I want to feel whether it’s more aligned with what I need right now instead of ASBR. I’ll run some tests to decide.
∆ The Ascension 16s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
So, I listened to it over the weekend. I still don’t really know what to say yet, but I listened to it right before a party, and people were treating me with a lot of respect. People who had only seen me once in their lives came to greet me and seemed really happy to see me.
Besides that, during this time, a friend offered me a freelance gig outside of work for tomorrow. Extra money.
∆ STB 20s + WdB 20s ∆
∆ rest day
So… I’m thinking about keeping Stabilizer and Ascension for now, and adding others according to my needs.
I’ve been experimenting with a few titles in a very intuitive way lately, just testing what feels aligned at the moment. Let me see if I can balance things better this time with WdB. If it starts pulling too much of my focus and energy, I’ll cut it off.
Anyway, today I already noticed a difference. Two girls at work were kind of “playing” with me… and… some text responses too.
∆ The Ascension 16s + WDB 10s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
RECONNN
Feeling like shit today in a lot of different ways. Also tired from the last few days without a real break for myself, my own things, and what I actually want.
My guess is that both titles are showing me things I want for myself and ways I need to be that are still very far from my current reality. So the recon is hitting hard because I’m still far from the life I truly want.
Anyway… I’m considering listening to Heart Song. I really want to meet my next partner soon. I want to go straight to what I truly need, because I know Dream Boy can attract all kinds of people, and what I genuinely want is to meet my soulmate and feel the relief of that connection.
∆ rest day ∆
I’m still testing some subs haha. I’m going to test another one in place of WdB.
∆ The Ascension 30s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I experienced a shift around my sexuality — a point of torsion in the quantum field, in the subject that reflects everything I interact with.
∆ STB 20s + The Ascension 20s ∆
∆ rest day ∆
I had a really nice moment with someone from a place I usually go to. I had always noticed her openness toward me, but this time she said, “Hey, how are you? Wow, you look different. You’re glowing. Are you doing better?”
For some reason, she and two other people thought I had the glow of someone who got laid during the week, or the night before lol. That wasn’t the case. But it was the Ascension glow.
I had a really good vibe with her. We talked, she looked deep into my eyes, and it felt like she was seeing my soul. A gorgeous woman. It was a very meaningful interaction.