Hey all
This will be my new journal for the next few months… I have thought a lot lately about journaling my experiences here but shied away as not to confuse noobs.
So if you are reading this and new be warned that this journal will be experimental and for advanced users only.
Here is my stack as of friday october 31st
So the Golden Resurgence is basically my healing and killing of my old self. I am excited to watch myself grow and transform into a new person over the next 3 - 6 months.
I have already seen nice things happen the past few days … i got this one tuesday then ran it 3 times last week
|1|DR: Regeneration Core|||
|2|Godlike Masculinity Core|||
|3|Ecstasy of Gold 1 Core|||
|Modules||||
|4|Breaking the Cycle|||
|5|Essence0: Experience of Joy and Love|||
|6|Experimental ZPU Anti-Recon|||
|7|Flowing Freely|||
|8|Fortune’s Favorite|||
|9|Gratitude Embodiment|||
|10|Inner Voice|||
|11|Intuition Enhancer|||
|12|Mountain Breaker|||
|13|New Dawn|||
|14|Path of Forgiveness|||
|15|Remembrance|||
|16|Stop Porn & Masturbation|||
|17|Synergy: Breath of the Storms|||
|18|Synergy: Wisdom of Ages|||
|19|Synergy: Wonders of Life|||
|20|The Feedback Loop|||
I got this bad boy thursday night but couldn’t help myself but ran it thursday night and friday mid day lol
|1|Emperor Black Core|||
|2|Beyond Limitless Core|||
|3|Ultimate Writer Core|||
|4|EoG stage 2 Core|||
|Modules||||
|5|Alexandria|||
|6|Essence: Clear Sight|||
|7|Experimental ZPU Anti-Recon|||
|8|Pathways of Intuition|||
|9|Raikov|||
|10|Reading Mastery|||
|11|Synergy: Carpe Vitam|||
|12|Synergy: Divine Dominion|||
|13|Synergy: Heaven Shaking Power|||
|14|Synergy: Iron Law|||
|15|Synergy: Master of the World|||
|16|Synergy: Tale of the Dragon|||
|17|Synergy: The Golden One|||
|18|Trailblazer|||
|19|Typing Mastery|||
|20|Visionary|||
This is my health and fitness custom … have been running this since early october
It has helped me slowly but surely get rid of fat and build muscle here and there … have also developed habits of trying to stay hydrated more and eating a little better … Haven’t hit the gym yet was suffering from a sinus infection past few months.
|1|Legacy of the Spartan Core|||
|2|Beast Unleashed Core|||
|3|Physical Shifting Exp Core|||
|Modules||||
|4|APS: Arms|||
|5|APS: Torso|||
|6|Bioclockwork|||
|7|Dopamine Mastery|||
|8|E: Bulletproof Focus|||
|9|Epigenetics & DNA Modulator|||
|10|Experimental Anti Recon |||
|11|Omnidimensional|||
|12|SPS: Endocrine System|||
|13|SPS: Fat Burn|||
|14|SPS: Immune System|||
|15|SPS: Nervous System|||
|16|Synergy: Apollon Unbound|||
|17|Synergy: Harmonic Conflux|||
|18|Synergy: Preordained Vitality|||
|19|Synergy: Primordial Aura|||
|20|Timeflow Calibration|||
I am currently at work right now but i will add more to this later on … Had an interesting but kinda blah weekend since starting this lol. I have definitely been healing and watching memories pop up… I have been numb off and on and then motivated here and there … I have been talking with chatgpt and having it help me with what i will most likely experience the next few months lol… Crazy stuff to be honest
How are you finding having more than two cores?
Great lol
This is nothing new for me… as someone who has been using subliminals from subclub since late 2018 i have been able to experiment with things.
But ya know this isn’t for everyone… Most can’t handle what some of us run or do because it could break people …
I have broken myself from experimenting and had crazy recon a few times … not that it stopped me lol
I know Saint and Fire have seen my ridiculous stacks and thought wtf is he doing 
What are you running?
Well I appreciate seeing the experimentation
Minds Eye alongside a Wanted RotNW custom:
I think the anti-recon has made this last cycle so effective I’m pondering a three core
Alright let’s start this off right
Friday October 31st
Things i felt … i had a good day i went and worked… went with my dad to the dmv so he could get his DL renewed he’s like 82 so he was worried about certain things. That went well i was very calm and collected there. I was constantly thinking about memories and watching things pass by like in the distance. I had plans with a few different people that night but none went anywhere lol ended up doing the sauna and cold plunge(i do this every day almost lol) at my clubhouse … i did it 3 times friday kinda kept to myself. During the evening i started to feel very numb and emotionless but not in a bad way just blah lol.
Ended up just gaming with some buddies till like 2 am lol
Will add more later
Can we please have a journal section that is hidden to most people maybe like have it ranked off to only like the last 2-3 ranks….
Anyways ….
It’s currently 5am I feel kinda like ass hoping to see the doctor today. Colds and flu have been going around the area so I hope I didn’t pick anything up.
So yesterday(Monday nov 3rd) was a pretty good day I’d say. It started off weird lol my body decided to wake me up at 420ish then for almost an hour I laid in bed thinking about life and watching memories, things I’ve experienced or done pass by at a distance in vision. I walked my dog and at 6 I went to work finally got there at 630am …… mind you it’s been a long time since I went to the office this early. I felt pretty refreshed and good in the morning. I ended up being very productive in the early morning for the first few hours. But I got a little unproductive here and there was on Facebook some and what not. Had a lot of thoughts of messaging people that I felt wrongs me and telling them how I felt about things before and how they treat me now… even posted on it lol.
I ended leaving work a bit early going home and taking my dog for a long ass walk while I thought more about life and how I wanted it to go. Mind you I was for the most part all day very upbeat and happy go lucky nothing was going to bring my happiness down. I ended up having a great day honestly, went to the sauna and cold plunge for 2 hours at the club house then met some pretty cool people.
After that I didn’t feel like cooking so I got chipolte and took my dog for a car ride, he loves those lol. I came home relaxed listened to 2 of my customs for 7 mins each.
Ended the night gaming and talking with a friend about healing the inner then rebirth. Yesterday was certainly a day I’d consider a Win
