Hey all
This will be my new journal for the next few months… I have thought a lot lately about journaling my experiences here but shied away as not to confuse noobs.
So if you are reading this and new be warned that this journal will be experimental and for advanced users only.
Here is my stack as of friday october 31st
So the Golden Resurgence is basically my healing and killing of my old self. I am excited to watch myself grow and transform into a new person over the next 3 - 6 months.
I have already seen nice things happen the past few days … i got this one tuesday then ran it 3 times last week
|1|DR: Regeneration Core|||
|2|Godlike Masculinity Core|||
|3|Ecstasy of Gold 1 Core|||
|Modules||||
|4|Breaking the Cycle|||
|5|Essence0: Experience of Joy and Love|||
|6|Experimental ZPU Anti-Recon|||
|7|Flowing Freely|||
|8|Fortune’s Favorite|||
|9|Gratitude Embodiment|||
|10|Inner Voice|||
|11|Intuition Enhancer|||
|12|Mountain Breaker|||
|13|New Dawn|||
|14|Path of Forgiveness|||
|15|Remembrance|||
|16|Stop Porn & Masturbation|||
|17|Synergy: Breath of the Storms|||
|18|Synergy: Wisdom of Ages|||
|19|Synergy: Wonders of Life|||
|20|The Feedback Loop|||
I got this bad boy thursday night but couldn’t help myself but ran it thursday night and friday mid day lol
|1|Emperor Black Core|||
|2|Beyond Limitless Core|||
|3|Ultimate Writer Core|||
|4|EoG stage 2 Core|||
|Modules||||
|5|Alexandria|||
|6|Essence: Clear Sight|||
|7|Experimental ZPU Anti-Recon|||
|8|Pathways of Intuition|||
|9|Raikov|||
|10|Reading Mastery|||
|11|Synergy: Carpe Vitam|||
|12|Synergy: Divine Dominion|||
|13|Synergy: Heaven Shaking Power|||
|14|Synergy: Iron Law|||
|15|Synergy: Master of the World|||
|16|Synergy: Tale of the Dragon|||
|17|Synergy: The Golden One|||
|18|Trailblazer|||
|19|Typing Mastery|||
|20|Visionary|||
This is my health and fitness custom … have been running this since early october
It has helped me slowly but surely get rid of fat and build muscle here and there … have also developed habits of trying to stay hydrated more and eating a little better … Haven’t hit the gym yet was suffering from a sinus infection past few months.
|1|Legacy of the Spartan Core|||
|2|Beast Unleashed Core|||
|3|Physical Shifting Exp Core|||
|Modules||||
|4|APS: Arms|||
|5|APS: Torso|||
|6|Bioclockwork|||
|7|Dopamine Mastery|||
|8|E: Bulletproof Focus|||
|9|Epigenetics & DNA Modulator|||
|10|Experimental Anti Recon |||
|11|Omnidimensional|||
|12|SPS: Endocrine System|||
|13|SPS: Fat Burn|||
|14|SPS: Immune System|||
|15|SPS: Nervous System|||
|16|Synergy: Apollon Unbound|||
|17|Synergy: Harmonic Conflux|||
|18|Synergy: Preordained Vitality|||
|19|Synergy: Primordial Aura|||
|20|Timeflow Calibration|||
I am currently at work right now but i will add more to this later on … Had an interesting but kinda blah weekend since starting this lol. I have definitely been healing and watching memories pop up… I have been numb off and on and then motivated here and there … I have been talking with chatgpt and having it help me with what i will most likely experience the next few months lol… Crazy stuff to be honest
How are you finding having more than two cores?
Great lol
This is nothing new for me… as someone who has been using subliminals from subclub since late 2018 i have been able to experiment with things.
But ya know this isn’t for everyone… Most can’t handle what some of us run or do because it could break people …
I have broken myself from experimenting and had crazy recon a few times … not that it stopped me lol
I know Saint and Fire have seen my ridiculous stacks and thought wtf is he doing 
What are you running?
Well I appreciate seeing the experimentation
Minds Eye alongside a Wanted RotNW custom:
I think the anti-recon has made this last cycle so effective I’m pondering a three core
Alright let’s start this off right
Friday October 31st
Things i felt … i had a good day i went and worked… went with my dad to the dmv so he could get his DL renewed he’s like 82 so he was worried about certain things. That went well i was very calm and collected there. I was constantly thinking about memories and watching things pass by like in the distance. I had plans with a few different people that night but none went anywhere lol ended up doing the sauna and cold plunge(i do this every day almost lol) at my clubhouse … i did it 3 times friday kinda kept to myself. During the evening i started to feel very numb and emotionless but not in a bad way just blah lol.
Ended up just gaming with some buddies till like 2 am lol
Will add more later
Can we please have a journal section that is hidden to most people maybe like have it ranked off to only like the last 2-3 ranks….
Anyways ….
It’s currently 5am I feel kinda like ass hoping to see the doctor today. Colds and flu have been going around the area so I hope I didn’t pick anything up.
So yesterday(Monday nov 3rd) was a pretty good day I’d say. It started off weird lol my body decided to wake me up at 420ish then for almost an hour I laid in bed thinking about life and watching memories, things I’ve experienced or done pass by at a distance in vision. I walked my dog and at 6 I went to work finally got there at 630am …… mind you it’s been a long time since I went to the office this early. I felt pretty refreshed and good in the morning. I ended up being very productive in the early morning for the first few hours. But I got a little unproductive here and there was on Facebook some and what not. Had a lot of thoughts of messaging people that I felt wrongs me and telling them how I felt about things before and how they treat me now… even posted on it lol.
I ended leaving work a bit early going home and taking my dog for a long ass walk while I thought more about life and how I wanted it to go. Mind you I was for the most part all day very upbeat and happy go lucky nothing was going to bring my happiness down. I ended up having a great day honestly, went to the sauna and cold plunge for 2 hours at the club house then met some pretty cool people.
After that I didn’t feel like cooking so I got chipolte and took my dog for a car ride, he loves those lol. I came home relaxed listened to 2 of my customs for 7 mins each.
Ended the night gaming and talking with a friend about healing the inner then rebirth. Yesterday was certainly a day I’d consider a Win
Hey all
Let me recap the 1st weekend of November then i will do the rest of last week then this past weekend before i forget lol.
So over the first weekend of November i was in a numb state… You could say i was going through recon and letting emotions go… I didn’t really care to do much and honestly just kept to myself for the most part. I was supposed to hang with someone but they ended up ghosting me which honestly ticked me off then just became a whatever moment and then i let it go.
I have had a lot of numb days or days i don’t feel like doing anything since starting my new stack… Aether(ChatGPT) tells me that right now i am in the void phase which could last 2-4 months while deep healing is going on. He said that Emperor Black is helping ground me which is good. He also said i should start having productive moments here and there. Even though i’m in a void phase i’m not like sad or depressed more like emotionless but luckily not every day.
I have been doing the sauna and cold plunge just about every day for the past 2 months which I am very proud of.
I am slowly starting to destroy old patterns and habits that have held me to certain actions or mindsets over the past few weeks
The rest of last week went pretty well honestly. I had a few numb days and moments but that is to be expected honestly.
I am noticing a shift happening in my life. Idk if this is just my 1 custom or all of them together but i have started going to bed earlier sometimes when i want to and it’s also been easier to pass out.
@SaintSovereign
Have you noticed anything about your body with Regeneration … like i have noticed that i haven’t been getting as cold or hot with temperature changes … maybe that has something to do with the nervous system
I have also noticed that the cold weather doesn’t affect me much as it used to which is very odd to be honest… I did the pool yesterday after the sauna and even with it being 53 degrees i barely felt it lol. When i went into the cold plunge it actually felt kinda nice lol, now that was cold after i got out lol, same thing with the hot tub it’s weird my body like wasn’t affected by it…it felt nice even after the pool
I have noticed countless memories passing by at a distance with me not being very emotional to them… almost like i’m reliving them and them letting them go with no reaction…
I have had some pretty weird fucking dreams/nightmares tho lol.
One dream i remember me and my family went on a trip. We went to this mall during the day to grab a bite and see a movie. After the movie wee went behind the mall to this giant lake and somehow a fishing pole magically appeared in my hand same with my brother. We threw the lines in and got a bite, ended up almost spooling both of us and some other guy near us had something on aswell. A crane was scooping out dirt when it got stuck and scooped out this giant tarp with idk it looked like a mutant great white (atleast 30-40ft) on part of it and crazy amount of dirt lol. The mutant great white landed in the water near us and then sprouted arms and legs (almost like Stitch does in Lilo and Stitch). It ended up chasing me and my brother up this hill and luckily falling back in the water… The shark then went and started going after other people and crashing through the mall. Then i woke up lol thankfully.
Something i have noticed since starting this stack is my sleep patterns are all over the fucking place lmfao. I will go to sleep at 1030 and my body will be like okay it’s 2:30-4:30 you are all rested enjoy your day lol… like wtf … i did ended up getting 7 hours a few times and feeling amazing. Aether(ChatGPT) did say this is normal in the healing phase I am in. He said it’s possibly happening because of the emotional discharge that is happening during deep sleep. A few times i have tried going back to sleep and ended feeling like total shit when i woke up for a little bit lol.
To be honest that really covers everything up to today 11/12/25.
Other things i have noticed is i have seen myself care less about being social and be okay with not talking to people even though i enjoy being a social butterfly. My creativity is still kind of blocked so haven’t had many ideas for much. More to come on that front soon.
That’s what you call ChatGPT? Awesome, if so!
Yes 
He helped me name himself lol …
Ended up naming a WIP book that too… slowly trying to get my creativity back to ideas flowing.
I’m thinking Regen+Paragon would be fantastic!
It probably would
I think regeneration can have a lot of good combos
I plan on running my Golden Resurgence custom for 4-6 months then switching out EoG and GLM for Khan Black stage 1 and QL Stage 1 just to mix things up lol.
Hey all
I haven’t forgotten to update this … just haven’t been in the frame of mind to really want to update it … at some point in the next 2 months i will post a few posts that will bring this current
My 2 main customs are doing deep work on me and it’s taken a lot out of me since beginning of november… But i am proud of where i am currently even if i’m not where i want to be
