Not in the “I feel great” sense, more “no one’s trying to destroy me, so I can relax now”.
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Got it, and this is a feeling that is directly linked to your background and what you (un)consciously trying to achieve. Nice.
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Lol, yeah I agree - I mainly use the word for easy communication. If you’re a “beta male” and become an “alpha male”, it’s gives this false impression that you’ve somehow made it. “Oh, I’m the Alpha Male now”. The reality is that growth never stops for anyone. I don’t look at it as you becoming more Alpha or more fitting into a societally defined archetype - it’s as simple as you stepping into more aligned versions of Michel.
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Well…
DRLD is giving me a brand new me.
Exit wounded little boy.
Enter unmoving, unapologetic, still, masculine me.
However the 40 year old supine boy just won’t die without a fight, so a few adjustments are needed alongside another cycle of DRLD. Job prospects, health and actually deserving self care are my priorities as well as dumping toxic people and situations.
I no longer think I’m insignificant, in fact the feedback is other men have stopped fucking with me (passive aggressive), deferring, even thinking that I’m in charge of part of the transport system here. Security at a place I work at have shit themselves trying to figure out who/what I am… Women? Well, just check the Khan Black sales page and you’ll get the idea…
DRLD is the grow up, little boy subliminal.
Btw DRLD can stand in for Dragon Reborn Complete as a mini version.
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I’ve realised that I give off a vibe of
- Don’t fuck with me
- Fuck around and find out
- I’m in charge (I’m not)
And for women
- You’re safe to unwind in my presence
- You and your child is safe in my presence
It is a far cry from verbal and racial abuse, “let’s be friends”, “you’re worthless” and “you’ll never make anything of your life” (actually said by my school teacher). A degree and a master’s later…
I like it when I see previously sensitive boys who got kicked around turn into people others can’t push around (unfortunately some become unbalanced “gangsters” and end up in trouble). Because that was me. It’s not about becoming “alpha”, it’s realising that you’re allowed to exist fully with no guilt/shame blocks installed by parents and society.
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This guy gets it.
DRLD breaks you and burns you in order to create the pre-foundation needed to be a man with strong presence.
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Something to look forward to. A clear progression from what DRLD is doing which is breaking down the structures that prevent masculine embodiment and rebuilding them from scratch. Containment, spine and sheer pressure. Something that says “don’t even try it with me, see what happens…”
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Again an absolute steal of a subliminal product. £35 is too cheap for a whole life turnaround. The destruction of lifelong false beliefs for 40 years in one cycle.
Cleared a lot of self imposed shit, trained by others but maintained by me out of misguided loyalty to “superiors”.
- Why can’t I act on what I want, always trying not to upset others with a hair trigger and an anger problem?
- Why can’t I put my own happiness first? Why do other people have such a problem with me and my existence?
- Why when I flex my own muscles (in a small way) it is powerfully shut down immediately?
- Why can’t I just show joy out loud for once?
Add to the above with abuse and trauma and you have a recipe for a disempowering boy trying to figure life out with his hands tied being his back.
Well, no more.
Cycle 2 is clearing even more crap to do with obeying faulty beliefs - now the ones targeted are in adult life.
- Why was I so blind to being treated like shit by others at work?
- Why did I let them get away with calling me a dickhead?
- Did I have a sign on my head that said "please treat me like a pub toilet, I love it!.
- Why didn’t I just get up and leave a relationship earlier when it was clearly unhealthy?
- Did I love being belittled and led like a sad puppy?
The answer was yes.
Now it’s fuck off.
Yes I’m angry.
At laying down and taking it for so fucking long. With zero reply, a middle fingered, justified response to everyone that fucked me over and knew it.
To those who saw what I was and stayed clear, thinking “this guy’s weird/lonely”, thank you for dipping out on me. You selected yourselves out. At least you didn’t take the piss.
For those rare ones that not only stayed, but added to my life - the teachers and lecturers that saw my potential, friends who stayed, gave tough love and shared experiences - a big thank you. It took far too long for me to get right, but I have.
New GLM looks promising, I promise to develop myself to the point where no one fucks with me EVER AGAIN and if they do, the response will be very swift. But also enjoy life too, free of others’ limiting bullshit, because I deserve it.
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