Michel here.
It’s been a long couple of months away from this forum for a variety of reasons:
• being in and out of a toxic relationship
• standing up to my work boss and being discarded in the process
• a house move
• extensively working on myself using other methods
• becoming a university tutor and earning substantial amounts of money
• clearing repeated ancestral trauma patterns
Believe it or not, it’s all been beneficial, even the bad stuff. It’s as if I asked for all of it to happen to me…
Right now I’m exhausted and wondering what to do with my life now, since the toxic relationship emptied me out so much. The main goal for me is not looking for another woman or being some “alpha” pretender, peacocking it for someone else to carry on the toxic patterns. I’d rather just carry in healing what needs to be healed and try to enjoy life. I’m at the stage where it feels like being divorced but with no marriage.
Enter Chosen and Chosen from Within
After a play of CFW I still feel exhausted and emptied out but with a little bit more hope in life. Things aren’t that bad really - they just feel bad in the moment.
Then Chosen plugs in the gaps then adds the positivity that I’m sorely missing.
I’m trying to find hope for the future and the Chosen duo is helping a lot. Not sure about the Chosen Nature title, but will have a look at it.