Microloops?
Just received and played my $99 name embedded custom!
Chosen + Chiron
Both modules are for my teaching job and any benefits outside the work place (alpha, leadership, romance etc)
Very early signs but the name embed is processing very well, little harsh recon and my levels of independent self reliant confidence is immediate (I’m looking less and less towards others for self worth - a life long chronic issue)
Watch this space.
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Chosen name embed
I know something has altered in my outlook on life on the new Chosen name embed because I can look back at the past few years, dealing with moving cities, moving back, family, life, relationships, workplace bullying - with a sense of optimism.
I accepted those situations because of my low self worth, others saw that and took advantage (you don’t like me but you want to keep me around for your own benefit? 
)
It sucked back then to get sidetracked by not-so-positive people and not following my own path but that’s done with now.
New situations, new areas, same old me. But this time, better. This time thinking about Chosen from Within name embed.
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Early manifestation of NE Chosen/Chiron:
On one of my tutoring shifts with my regular cohorts, I felt so much more calm and relaxed when leading the group. Before using the name embed I tried to impress my students by appearing more informed and talking more than them. This had the effect of them just switching off and consulting their phones. However now I let them talk and organise (within reason) and they get more out of the sessions.
At the end of the session one student thanked me for being an awesome teacher.
EGO!!!1!!1!1!1!not allowed-delete-remark
Unexpectedly I also lent a hand to a student who sat alone and cried in front of reception and directed her to a room to talk. It seemed weird that no-one rushed to help her, so I tried my best to console her, even directing a colleague to help her get her things for her to return home.
It shone a light in where my real purpose is, as opposed to being around low vibe individuals making an already super rich company richer.
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Chosen from Within…
If tutoring was a stressful, nervy filled endeavour before, CFW made the custom Chosen/Chiron sub smoother that a ice rink.
Now imagine a Name Embedded CFW plus Emperor’s Voice or Divine Self Image…
I’ve also decided to apply to be a Mental Health First Aider, as an extension of Chosen. I feel it’s my duty to convert my hard fought bitter experience of my own and guide the younger ones with empathy and care. Going all in on being an adviser and feeling happy to do it.
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How much do you think you’ve grown over the previous 3 months?
@RVconsultant oh boy…
The biggest I would say, growth change from January is the relaxation, calm and positivity from actually leaving several bad situations (that I now see is not on my path) and pursuing more of myself in career and life. It was upsetting to leave three years and several people behind, however the call was strong.
It was really three years of healing, leading up to January - processing family betrayal, work betrayal, self betrayal - and then feeling I’ve betrayed others by leaving. Through emotional healing I learned to lean into my own power and not be afraid of following my path, even if others disagree. Going all in on teaching as my path still feels bloody terrifying but the sub custom (Chosen/Chiron) is developing skills that make leading others so easy and rewarding
Sometimes you have to lose yourself before you find yourself again.
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When reading your posts over the years, I wondered if you were feeling angry at the world, or alienated from the world. What are your thoughts on that?
@RVconsultant I think that’s a fair assessment. Life hadn’t got in the direction I wanted and was angry at a lot of people who I blamed - family, friends, strangers…
To be fair, life happened to me that was outside of my control and a lot of it was unjustified too (and still is - unfair and unequal treatment for example) but am starting to extract the goodness the lessons have taught me and to refine the only person I can control - myself. If I can’t stop the treatment from outside, then it means that there’s something within I can control and change. There only ourselves at the end of the day.
The best thing about teaching is I have a certain level of power over my students but it’s never a lopsided, abusive one (again, unfair treatment in the past). I make it a mutual connection, they speak more than I do and I can lend my emotional support because I went through unjustified treatment and transform it into guidance and wisdom.
It’s a hard road, but one where I can make a major impact.
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Ordered Chosen from Within plus Divine Self Image name embedded.
You’ve all said that CFW was a really tough title to run and I haven’t found that just yet, but my own worst fears have been surfacing whilst on CFW, that of face to face racism, personal attacks, feeling insignificant and inadequate. As well as unrequited love, a deep need to turn a woman into my mother and a comfort zone that denies my own light and creativity.
I should also stop drop and roll regarding the relationships I’m still carrying on despite them being unhealthy and controlling but can’t because It’s bad to reject others, even though they’ve rejected you first. Definitely a Bad Ender.
The fact I can even articulate the above is a result, these things are buried so deep that it’s hard to sort the errand beliefs out, but Chosen NE is doing a good job of building resilience, pride and "self reliance" (@Simon). The need for a better stronger self image and boundaries is important and is developing.
Another racist incident. This time, it was at the same workplace I’m trying to get out of, still got a long notice period. But instead of letting it scar my soul deep down, I vented by screaming out loud in the empty shop, then decided to reinforce loops of Chosen NE.
More energy healing revealed the root of this incident as a collection of past life trapped emotions. Once I removed them, I felt so much better and getting knocked out from so much positivity from Chosen, I can at least forget that incident and enjoy the sunshine.
They say that we are what we attract™ I never want to ever be in such a vile situation ever again and the removal of such preconception trapped emotions that I believe has made my physical life so unnecessarily difficult should make me happier in the long run (I hope)…
Chosen + CFW
Intense positivity.
Can you handle it?
This is still the store bought CFW which managed to dig up deep uncomfortable childhood beliefs and replaced it with boundless positivity. It’s so intense I’m having trouble sleeping. But it’s a feeling of being a stoic, calm and present beacon of light. I seem to be the oasis at work for my upset, bored and miserable colleagues. Am I even getting the royal treatment?
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Just received the name embedded CFW with Divine Self Image and played a 1-minute shot. 1 minute is all I can take at the moment (it’s intense and the rewiring of my brain is happening on real-time).
My self image is in the toilet, but everything else (happiness, career, money) is improving in tandem with Chosen. My self image is the one that is so stubborn to change and am hoping something shifts.
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Received the CFW + Divine Self Image name embedded custom
I fought long and hard about trying to “get” self esteem and to respect myself. Now I have it with Chosen from Within + Divine Self Image, what happens now? Tha is to this underrated custom, it’s just second nature to automatically think of myself very well, as a divine human being, without such a huge struggle. No more trying to climb out of a well and being addicted to the struggle.
But now I’ve achieved a positive self esteem, what is the meaning of my life? What do I do now?
What do I do with myself? All of the people I’ve leaned on to get myself out of the well and now it looks like I’m finally out.
What happens now?
Do I pursue writing? I seem to be good at it with a flow of ideas that seem to run off the paper. Painting again? Sounds appealing.
The answer is most likely that I would probably remake myself into the person I was supposed to be, before solving this Rubik’s cube of the past - stop being “shy” and getting good at expressing myself out loud, socialising and being a positive “leader”. I hope Chosen is doing that.
So I’ll need to learn some public speaking and influencing skills (Dragons tongue etc), Chosen + speech modules, writing, artistic skill, maybe a small amount of fame?
How are you, man?
Feeling fine although the healing is leaving me a little exposed, the inner landmarks I relied on when having low self esteem is gone and now I feel a little invisible. Used to solicit approval from outside but now having to learn how to strongly approve of myself.
It’s a little unexpected but maybe an alpha custom is in order?
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What alpha programs have you run in the past?
Mostly Ascension. I’m not really a fan of being an alpha asshat like before, but that just might be the assertiveness avoidance speaking. I’d rather be a positive influence rather than shoulder barging my way through life. Chosen might just be all that’s needed, however the foundation still needs to be built.
Chosen + Hegemon, full loop 15 minutes
Too early to say so far, but the change in my self expression is fast. I would just keep to myself, not saying anything out loud for fear of being seen, but if a nice tune comes on, or something I’m listening to is funny, I’ll express some volume.
I’m learning. 
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