For my situation (described above), yes. I overlooked DR:LD before as a sort of superficial limit crusher.
Then I could actually breathe in life without the big boot of authority wrapped around my neck.
Life got a whole lot clearer and gasp I could actually choose not to get dominated, even wield power myself!!¡!!
So, yes it is that good.
Do you feel on confidence you grew?
Not in the “I feel great” sense, more “no one’s trying to destroy me, so I can relax now”.
Got it, and this is a feeling that is directly linked to your background and what you (un)consciously trying to achieve. Nice.
Lol, yeah I agree - I mainly use the word for easy communication. If you’re a “beta male” and become an “alpha male”, it’s gives this false impression that you’ve somehow made it. “Oh, I’m the Alpha Male now”. The reality is that growth never stops for anyone. I don’t look at it as you becoming more Alpha or more fitting into a societally defined archetype - it’s as simple as you stepping into more aligned versions of Michel.
Well…
DRLD is giving me a brand new me.
Exit wounded little boy.
Enter unmoving, unapologetic, still, masculine me.
However the 40 year old supine boy just won’t die without a fight, so a few adjustments are needed alongside another cycle of DRLD. Job prospects, health and actually deserving self care are my priorities as well as dumping toxic people and situations.
I no longer think I’m insignificant, in fact the feedback is other men have stopped fucking with me (passive aggressive), deferring, even thinking that I’m in charge of part of the transport system here. Security at a place I work at have shit themselves trying to figure out who/what I am… Women? Well, just check the Khan Black sales page and you’ll get the idea…
DRLD is the grow up, little boy subliminal.
Btw DRLD can stand in for Dragon Reborn Complete as a mini version.
I’ve realised that I give off a vibe of
And for women
It is a far cry from verbal and racial abuse, “let’s be friends”, “you’re worthless” and “you’ll never make anything of your life” (actually said by my school teacher). A degree and a master’s later…
I like it when I see previously sensitive boys who got kicked around turn into people others can’t push around (unfortunately some become unbalanced “gangsters” and end up in trouble). Because that was me. It’s not about becoming “alpha”, it’s realising that you’re allowed to exist fully with no guilt/shame blocks installed by parents and society.
This guy gets it.
DRLD breaks you and burns you in order to create the pre-foundation needed to be a man with strong presence.
Something to look forward to. A clear progression from what DRLD is doing which is breaking down the structures that prevent masculine embodiment and rebuilding them from scratch. Containment, spine and sheer pressure. Something that says “don’t even try it with me, see what happens…”
Again an absolute steal of a subliminal product. £35 is too cheap for a whole life turnaround. The destruction of lifelong false beliefs for 40 years in one cycle.
Cleared a lot of self imposed shit, trained by others but maintained by me out of misguided loyalty to “superiors”.
Add to the above with abuse and trauma and you have a recipe for a disempowering boy trying to figure life out with his hands tied being his back.
Well, no more.
Cycle 2 is clearing even more crap to do with obeying faulty beliefs - now the ones targeted are in adult life.
Now it’s fuck off.
At laying down and taking it for so fucking long. With zero reply, a middle fingered, justified response to everyone that fucked me over and knew it.
To those who saw what I was and stayed clear, thinking “this guy’s weird/lonely”, thank you for dipping out on me. You selected yourselves out. At least you didn’t take the piss.
For those rare ones that not only stayed, but added to my life - the teachers and lecturers that saw my potential, friends who stayed, gave tough love and shared experiences - a big thank you. It took far too long for me to get right, but I have.
New GLM looks promising, I promise to develop myself to the point where no one fucks with me EVER AGAIN and if they do, the response will be very swift. But also enjoy life too, free of others’ limiting bullshit, because I deserve it.
The anger of a few days ago has turned into righteous fury and drive to better myself and never let myself get into such a low spot ever again. It’s not my fault but it is my responsibility to get out of the sunken place and start helping myself and others.
Closing the chapter on a lot of outside manifestations of the previous life as a boy - survival jobs at minimum wage, unfulfilling, abusive relationships, shrinking myself to fit a small box so others won’t complain. Aiming higher than one level above the floor and this time feeling deserving of it.
Much more confident in expression and presence - again no more shrinking to avoid triggering other people. Helps that the emerging masculine field gives off a strong “don’t fuck with me” vibe to stop anyone trying something.
When it comes to possible dating in the future, again, not settling for scraps, not going after women with lots of trauma, distant half-arsed women or dominant leading women (physically, sexually, mentally). Peace of mind and freedom take priority over any woman now.
Washout should fare better this time round because the trauma is overwritten, the people pleasing behaviours are almost gone and there’s no need to chase women’s approval (not with RoNW as an aura booster). But mostly I’m testing how my new masculine presence holds up without the subliminal training wheels. The answer will be - excellently
A great deal has been destroyed in this cycle, however there is still a remnant of dominant female fawning behaviour and a little deferring to stronger male behaviour (maybe 10%).
Will find out how washout deals with the above, whether I still need the training wheels of the sub or I can stand up on my own two feet. For the most part, I can, when I step out of base survival and into more wholesome environments where structure compliments my masculine containment.
Cycle 3 is the time that the boy finally dies for good, with the man Reborn in his place.
Encouraging words @Michel. Truly.
I’m on my last day of washout, and since I’m finding old memories popping up today, I’m gonna wait to start cycle 2. I was gonna run DRLD tonight, but damn, the rest days (and washout) are when subs activate the most. This is happening for me.
It stirs memories of running DR, when I’d be thinking of old family memories–things I rarely think about But mostly what I’m remembering are times when I loved myself by listening to what really gave me peace. So it’s LB continuing to activate. Memories of loving myself.
“I grew up in an authoritarian and abusive environment where my masculinity was suppressed from childhood. Violent discipline, emotional domination, and female-led control forced me into submission and approval-seeking behavior just to stay safe. For years, this wiring shaped my relationships, career, and self-worth, keeping me trapped in survival mode instead of living as a sovereign man.”
“Through burning away the survival scripts of my authoritarian and abusive upbringing, I’ve reclaimed my masculine core. The boy who submitted for safety is gone — my nervous system now holds silent, unshakable authority, free from approval-seeking and fear of domination. I lead myself and my life with sovereignty and power, and nothing can return me to the cage.”
Congratulations Brother 
Started washout a day earlier it seems… That’s fine by me, I can judge the impact of DRLD, which is life changing - rebirth by fire.
I quit my second job, the survival one which stressed me the fuck out. This time round, the coworkers were genuinely sad to see me go. I liked them very much, it’s the utter degenerate customers that roll in and speak to me like shit and I have to swallow it without question.
With the job gone that’s two of the biggest cortisol stressors to my body eliminated - the ex relationship went earlier in the year.
I feel like collapsing into a heap on the floor broken, beaten and battered spiritually for no other reason than soul evolution. I had to heal, the only way it would stick this time round was to voluntarily enter the spiritual oven and bake to death.
Nobody can put me in that situation ever again because there’s no need to replicate my childhood of origin outside the house. DRLD has burned almost all of it off.
No more adrenal spikes of expecting violence, abuse, shouting, dominant people getting in my face, females giving me a dominant, disapproval look. Just utterly calm and unmoved. In fact I got in a customer’s face when he got a little too mouthy for my liking. Could I have done that 2 months ago? Maybe with a lot of nervousness.
Continuing with washout for a week, then seeing what else needs to be nuked off before starting cycle 3 (DRLD + GLM module) to seal off the boy and become the man.
I genuinely think it isn’t just DRLD that is being activated here - my past Ascension runs back in the past year seem to be finally coming out, because I’ve thought about dressing better, fixing up, buying a bag that isn’t a rucksack (which can look boyish) and relaxing into my new masculine presence.
Testing my masculine container by volunteering to go to a place where riots have been taking place, so I’m a little on guard for any male wanting to intimidate me because of who I am. But the result being I see the looks of micro-aggression but not one male wanted to cross the line into verbal and physical violence. I also jointly intervened in a fight in the underground, again a silly thing to do when people are carrying weapons, but the fight immediately stopped with both men involved no longer escalating.
These are all brave/stupid things to do just to reassure myself but I wanted to make sure DRLD did its job.
Women still show attraction, some getting quite close and in almost every instance she enters a state where she relaxes, closes her eyes and feels… something so euphoric that they almost bow their heads in gratitude. Does anybody know what that is?
Coming up, Cycle 3: DRLD with GLM, unfortunately New GLM got released days after, but never mind…
It is really interesting and I wonder if subliminal results can remain dormant until you are ready to work with it.
Because when I do long long washouts I can feel somewhere deep down in my subconscious (beyond active processing) that subliminal programs are present and reconciling on a very deep level and not sure what that is.
Looking forward to seeing your progress on the New GLM. Your journals are always an interesting read for me as you are open and authentic.
This is a known phenomenon.
I experienced it with Love Bomb.
Suddenly scripting from Emperor kicked in that lay dormant for half a year.
Saint himself noticed similar effects from LB.
I’ve ran Khan for 6 months this year. I didn’t notice to much, but something changed underneath. My LB+ASC Custom, which I was able to run in full loops last year, triggered severe recon after running it for 30 seconds.
So, I guess, deep down major shifts happened, waiting to be released at a point.
But enough of derailing this journal.
Great to read about your successes @Michel