Again an absolute steal of a subliminal product. £35 is too cheap for a whole life turnaround. The destruction of lifelong false beliefs for 40 years in one cycle.
Cleared a lot of self imposed shit, trained by others but maintained by me out of misguided loyalty to “superiors”.
- Why can’t I act on what I want, always trying not to upset others with a hair trigger and an anger problem?
- Why can’t I put my own happiness first? Why do other people have such a problem with me and my existence?
- Why when I flex my own muscles (in a small way) it is powerfully shut down immediately?
- Why can’t I just show joy out loud for once?
Add to the above with abuse and trauma and you have a recipe for a disempowering boy trying to figure life out with his hands tied being his back.
Well, no more.
Cycle 2 is clearing even more crap to do with obeying faulty beliefs - now the ones targeted are in adult life.
- Why was I so blind to being treated like shit by others at work?
- Why did I let them get away with calling me a dickhead?
- Did I have a sign on my head that said "please treat me like a pub toilet, I love it!.
- Why didn’t I just get up and leave a relationship earlier when it was clearly unhealthy?
- Did I love being belittled and led like a sad puppy?
The answer was yes.
Now it’s fuck off.
Yes I’m angry.
At laying down and taking it for so fucking long. With zero reply, a middle fingered, justified response to everyone that fucked me over and knew it.
To those who saw what I was and stayed clear, thinking “this guy’s weird/lonely”, thank you for dipping out on me. You selected yourselves out. At least you didn’t take the piss.
For those rare ones that not only stayed, but added to my life - the teachers and lecturers that saw my potential, friends who stayed, gave tough love and shared experiences - a big thank you. It took far too long for me to get right, but I have.
New GLM looks promising, I promise to develop myself to the point where no one fucks with me EVER AGAIN and if they do, the response will be very swift. But also enjoy life too, free of others’ limiting bullshit, because I deserve it.