Stuck in it
So I’m still in some moderate reconciliation with both StarkQ and BLU as I’m low on motivation and drive. My sleep pattern is a little wonky with me waking up at 3am before sleeping again until 7am. Repeating BLU overnight may not have been advisable but it has brightened up my mood.
Spent several days doing nothing feeling like an absolute waste. However there is now a workspace set up in my room, as a placeholder just for writing on paper and laptop awaiting further action in the near future. It’s a commitment to the new me.
Reconciliation questions:
- Do I feel smarter? More sociable? Like a celebrity? Not sure just yet.
- Where will be work opportunities manifest from in the near future for someone with no experience (but drive) in an industry that is cutting left right and centre?
- What can I do now to shorten the destination between here and there?