I had thought of quitting too, when everyone started hating on me! But like saint sovereign said " running away defeats the purpose of the subs we are using"… On other news, I have cut down on obsessing over opening new threads!
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@Michel I read your whole journal and still reading every new entry. It was and is very very helpful for me to follow your progress. It helps me to sort and compare my expierences.
I dropped KHAN. I dropped Alchemist and now iam running Empv4&QL. I also didnt found the right sub for me but we all reaped benefits from the subs we used. Keep on! No need to feel embarrassed.
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@FireDragon thank you for that, it’s reassuring to know you’re reading this journal and is helping you in some way. Finding the right sub is crucial, going for the “Hollywood” subs without a decent foundation is asking for trouble.
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Reconciliation is hitting again, so it’s time to reflect on the subs aims and to get a refresher on my goals.
Ascension will help me:
- develop genuine deep self confidence
- becoming self reliant emotionally
- become charismatic
- be respected and admired for who I am
- increase romantic attraction
- exude strength, confident and self-respect.
- discover your personal mission in life
For the first time on Subliminal Club, I can confidently say yes to all of these goals.
Becoming self reliant:
OH BOY! That’s the biggest challenge and the most profound change so far on Ascension. Not looking to “mother” or “family” or society or ANYONE for permission to do anything. It’s like opening the doors to prison.
Standing up for myself finally:
One of those try-hard teen boys started coughing loudly upon immediate sight of me (meaning “I don’t like the look of you”). But instead of verbally asserting my right to exist, I simply and calmly walked past him, whilst invading his space, to show him I will not be intimidated and shamed out of existence. I deserve to exist.
Increase romantic attraction:
I find the attraction from women confusing and honestly a little irritating. Whilst on Khan, it felt like I was chasing shadows - the more I looked for female attention, the more I lost focus from my own self. Now that I’m actively NOT looking, THERE THEY ARE - and it’s not by mistake.
Rediscover my personal mission in life:
Painting is back! I couldn’t stay away, but the constant disappointments were gut wrenchingly bad. Now I’m slowly picking up the brushes again and enjoying myself.
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Maybe someone can chime in: I’m not certain how to balance the status of Khan with my old dating techniques.
Now that the dynamic has changed I need a new way of interacting
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I have no idea. Maybe try online dating?
Try this thread Online, Text & Social Media Game Tactics
and Everything Alpha thread 💪 for books on dating.
@Michel brother can u please detail your reason for changing to asc? Doesn’t khan cover all of it and more?
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Simply that Ascension fits my needs much better. It develops confidence and status rapidly with much of Khan’s aims included.
With Regeneration clearing the past successfully, I then needed to feel confident at a deep basic level. Ascension does this quickly.
Ascension is what I need right now, along with PCC I’ll be protecting my self-esteem with my life.
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It’s interesting that you dropped khan as I did so myself along with all sub club subliminals. This is mainly why I’m not on here anymore. As a person with tremendous anxiety as well as social anxiety khan and all the other subliminals that I bought did not help me with my anxiety issues. They have helped me with drive and ambition and manifesting money but anxiety is still is a huge issue. Anxiety has held me back my entire life and though I’ve seen progress from using sub club, until I handle and figure out my anxiety nothing will truly change for me. on st3 as the days passed It became a constant welcoming feeling to make things happen and manifest my destiny, the problem was my anxiety held me back from taking legit action. So the longer I didn’t take action but felt the constant urge to i started to become depressed and frustrated on how I’m 29 and anxiety still has me by the balls. So I made the decision though difficult because I spent a lot of money in buying sub club subliminals but I made the decision that it’s not best for me to use these sublimals for now. I need to focus on my anxiety and handle it so I’ve had to look elsewhere.
Hopefully with ascension You get the results and success that you want with it !
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Grimm, have you looked into QL to handle the anxiety? Anxiety is not a major issue for me, but reading about a calm, almost carefree mentality using a sub did grab my attention.
I read Avengers68’s QL journal, and saw this happening.
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I can really relate to people who suffer from anxiety. Only if you did yourself you know what a torture it is.
Your decision is wise and since I dealt with the same problem I’d be glad to help you out.
What I’d do is focus on my inner well-being and put myself in a scenario in the future, where the anxiety is no longer existent. Bring yourself back to this moment in the future and make it, feel it now.
Also, there are some very good frequencies on youtube which help alot with anxiety and depression. I am probably not allowed to share any names here, but if you want, I can pm you.
Most stuff on youtube is garbage but there are some real gems out there.
Oh, and what Id recommend aswell is St John’s wort. It works miracles.
Hope this helps.
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As for ql I really don’t want to buy another sub club subliminal for now since I’ve bought so many of them Since September I feel I need to take a break from buying others. I’ve looked into YouTube stuff such as frequencies and binaurals but I won’t go into specifics. I may down the road take it back to the beginning and run ascension and primal. When I first came here those were the 2 sublimals that interested me the most and the 1st two I started with. I may run those only and for a long time and see where it takes me since ascension is quick results and primal appears to help with anxiety idk. But for now I’m looking into YouTube stuff and Kratom and phenibut. I own Phenibut and some Kratom but realize these can’t be used everyday. Im looking into what other stuff I can use and how I can use Kratom everyday without building tolerance. I recently bought dr choice magnesium chelate a few days ago but haven’t noticed anything yet
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Haha I also used Kratom back then.
It is true, you cant use it every day and I think you actually shouldnt.
When I used Kratom it was to remind me of the light at the end of the tunnel. It gave me comfort because for a short period of time it reminded me what joyful, relaxed person I can be, with no sorrows or anxiety.
I highly recommend you meditate when using Kratom and use it to manifest your future self.
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@Grimm1390, I do a lot of magnesium, mostly since the stuff I use for bone health saps magnesium. I read a magnesium article last weekend, and considered sending it to my daughter, who does struggle heavily with anxiety. I actually began taking D3 about 3 months back to test its effectiveness on my own anxiety and moods (no longstanding issues, so I’ve thought), but after stopping D3 after 2 weeks, I did find myself a little unusually hyper. Taking it does affect me.
Here’s the magnesium link: https://jefftbowles.com/why-80-of-us-are-deficient-in-magnesium/
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I’ll pm both of u over the next few days to a week to discus what has helped you and for some of those YouTube recommendations because I don’t want to hijack Michel‘s journal any more then I already have.I’ll just say that with reading that list it seems I have a lot of those symptoms especially the eye twitch which is super annoying especially when out in public lol I take nature made d3 but not sure if i feel a difference when on it. and for the Kratom dear lord I took some greens this past Monday and all the anxiety that’s stored in my body literally went away. I felt 0 tension and felt 0 anxiety. I actually felt like talking to people. I always have this fight or flight feeling in my body and to not feel it brought tears to my eyes. To feel normal felt amazing I felt I could do so much since I wasn’t scared of anything. All that tense energy in my chest and heart and throat was gone. It was a beautiful feeling it really was.
Magnesium from doing my hw it seems that you have to choose the right brand to see results the jury is still out on the brand I bought though
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@mecharc, Ascension expresses as a friendly person, while Khan does as a dominant one.
@Michel has started on a new job. Ascension / Ascended Mogul will give him a better chance to be more productive, and make new friends, than Khan would. It’s a good decision for the immediate future.
After 6-12 weeks, he can switch back to Khan, and leverage the Power of his new Inner Circle. 
Embarrassed of what? Your thread isn’t called “Michel’s Khan Journal”.
Keep going North. Whether you need a car or boat, depends on the situation. 
Also, its normal to feel anxiety in a new environment / workplace. Its ok for the energy in your updates to have shifted so much.
If you got it all so easily, it wouldn’t be much of a story now, would it?
Don’t worry, we’re still following you. Earnestly. 
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@simon the ironic thing is once you don’t care about all of those things, they show up! It’s like a weird joke. Cheers for the support.
@hermit Regeneration is wonderful, it really should be everyone’s first subliminal. It feels like legal heroin. Seriously.
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Does it make you feel like you are in a warm, cozy blanket?
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I realized that from reading your journal but why exactly? What exactly does regeneration give you in terms of thinking patterns, actions and feelings, emotions?
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