Finding My Original Face

[Tobyone]

From the book Core Light Healing by Barabara Ann Brennan

I invite you to take this journey with me.
It will be your journey.
Each individual’s journey is unique
as well as personal.

Let yourself be who you are.
Who you are is divine.
Let this essence of self that is light
shine throughout your body, your field,
your four dimensions, and your life.

Let it shine into the universe; it is infinite.
It will carry you to and through your life
beyond your most wonderful longing.

It will carry you into your life,
the one that you have dreamed of
as long as you can remember!
Come with me into the most brilliant,
honorable you!

The you that you have not yet dreamed possible!
It is the one you have longed for all your life!

[Tobyone]

Belinda Carlisle - Heaven Is a Place on Earth (HQ)

[Tobyone]

Irene Cara - Flashdance What A Feeling (Official Music Video)

[Tobyone]

A Place In The Sun

[Skadoosh]

Probably subs like Genesis, RM, etc.

Genesis helps you discover your purpose and RM for self-expression.

You don’t really need a subliminal, just go out in nature and spend some time alone.

[Tobyone]

Luther's SPARTAN ZP Journal

Aight, I couldn’t sleep anyways… there’s a mosquito in my room going bzzzztttt all the time in my ear… I’m at war now

Just letting you know that I lost the battle… but not the war

Ok let’s not talk about me losing to a bug that’s 22.5 times smaller than me… I did my best…

[Tobyone]

- You can’t make people exist in the way that you want them to exist.

I find it very interesting when Saint mentioned the free will will script in the subliminals, and frankly I don’t understand why one would ever want to force someone in the first place…? The world is populated enough for you to find the people that you wibe with anyways.

[Detective_L]

@Tobyone

losing to a bug that’s 22.5 times smaller than me… I did my best…

Nothing to be embarassed about most people would loose to the said bug.

[Yazooneh]

you’re right! you’re very wise i remember your khan stage 1 journal when you went out to live in the wild and get to the bottom of your soul, you’re as real an alpha as they come

[IRON]

@Tobyone

From the book Courage by Osho

The original face simply means that you are not being dominated by any kind of morality, religion, society, parents, teachers, priests, not being dominated by anyone. Just living your life according to your own inner sense - you have a sensibility - and you will have the original face.

wow I love this.

[Tobyone]

@Yazooneh

you’re right! you’re very wise i remember your khan stage 1 journal when you went out to live in the wild and get to the bottom of your soul, you’re as real an alpha as they come

Haha thanks man It was a wild ride for sure. I believe we’re all Alpha’s when we pursue something with our pure heart intentions, and then we break through the barriers and grow from it. All the trash we clean and filter through our being then becomes wisdom, and that’s when we truly can be an inspiration for others

Also, it’s so simple in a way. If you feel lost or feel stuck, just reconnect with mother nature. It’s the ultimate balancer of our energies.

[Tobyone]

I’m coming to the end of a pretty chill cycle with mostly Genesis ZP. I’m planning the next cycle to most likely consist of EoG St1, Genesis ZP, and my Khan/Chosen custom Essence of Man.

I feel more than ready now to really whip the Llama’s ass This year I have gotten my fitness back to a healthy level after neglecting it a bit during my big woo woo period last couple of years. I have always been doing a lot of sports, so I was never worried.

Winamp. It Really Whips the Llama's Ass

Genesis ZP has a strange way of working I have noticed also. It’s very under the radar kind of thingy… It is like it goes under the hood for a while and then it pops up as an equation in your conscious mind. What I mean by that is that I can easily reason away old habits and patterns that did not serve me, but for some reason has been part of my life as a unconscious habit.

[Tobyone]

DIspassion is an interesting word in the English vocabulary. To the structure of the mind that I would like to call “self” it is frightening and means something akin to death. Also in my mediation I am using that exact thing to move past mental phenomena arising, like in the moment I feel a pull, a craving, and then I have to remind myself not to get entangled, to just brush it aside and keep going deeper.

It is just like it is the key to actually enjoying life in a way, but even that is passion, so in a way it’s kind of the key past a lot of the illusions… but nothing really is an illusion, and at the same time everything is kind of like an illusion, and ultimately the mind tries to trick you to choose between them…

So dispassion is a great teacher, a tool to use, but not actually something to get stuck on… but that’s part of the journey of discovery… and in the end… it all seem to be just that… a great journey… a sand castle built just as the tide is rising… will it stand… probably not… but the effort is still… just like a wave of mental energy being asserted into nothing… that is ultimately all but at the same nothing… ok so we’re back at square one… cool

[Detective_L]

@Tobyone

dispassion

The way you talk about Dispassion. I was wondering is it similar to stoicism?

[Tobyone]

@Detective_L

The way you talk about Dispassion. I was wondering is it similar to stoicism?

Not quite… stoicism to me is more like control over your own mind in a way of achieving mastery and flourishing in life, the life I see with my senses. Dispassion the way I rambled was more meant as a way of abandoning all reasoning and movements of mind until it becomes more and more still.

[Detective_L]

@Tobyone

more meant as a way of abandoning all reasoning and movements of mind until it becomes more and more still.

So, it is mindfulness then?

[Tobyone]

@Detective_L

So, it is mindfulness then?

Yeah in a way I guess. First part of mindfulness is just remembering to be aware … and the second part is doing whatever you were supposed to be mindful of in the first place

So be mindful of the cravings of mind and mental objects. Dispassion is just the acceptance of the impermanence of all mental phenomena That to me means less suffering and less taking life so seriously all the time

[Tobyone]

One thing that is mind boggling to me, is that the so called leaders and other high ranking people of society that most people sign up to and vote for… do they look happy … like even the slightest? Do they look like they are having fun and celebrating life, or do they look 20 years older than they actually are, and are they behaving like 12-year old kids that were denied Saturday sweets by their parents…

Not that I care that much anymore as I mostly only follow myself nowadays, but it would be nice to have actual leaders More LBfH to the people

[RVconsultant]

@Tobyone

do they look 20 years older than they actually are

I’m a bit USA-centric… ever look at Bill Clinton or Obama before and after they were president?

Whatever is going on in that big white house must be stressful. No joke.

@Tobyone

are they behaving like 12-year old kids that were denied Saturday sweets by their parents

I think for the first time in US history (at least as far as I know) the congress was boo-ing a president. It was when Biden (the current president) was giving a speech this year. I was a bit stunned… never seen that before.

[Detective_L]

@Tobyone

the so called leaders and other high ranking people of society that most people sign up to and vote for… do they look happy … like even the slightest? Do they look like they are having fun and celebrating life

They have the biggest responsibility that is to look after their country and think of all the people who live in it. Sure, we could argue as to how competent or incompetent they are. But that is stressful job any way you look at it.