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#83

Update:

Still alive :)))

Was just a bit sick since Tuesday, but I finally graduated from the army program :partying_face:

Tomorrow imma head to the Olympics committee and start the transfer process, hopefully I can straight up start from this month, instead of one extra month at my current place.

Other than that, I’ve just been resting and kinda took a washout from my custom till last night, after which I ran Spartan, which straight up made me feel much better than I was earlier, due to which I ended up going to the gym for a leg day :))

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#84

Gongrats dude :pray:

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#85

Man do I miss Emperor Black in my custom :upside_down_face:

I think imma leave this custom and go back to FoN or CT :sweat_smile:

Life just doesn’t feel as intense without it

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#86

Or maybe….

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#87

Ultimately, had to settle on this one, especially due to the nature of the modules in it.

Now, back to expanding the horizons of my mind :muscle:t3:

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#88

Once you’ve tasted the power of the Ragnarock, it’s damn hard to let it go :sweat_smile:

Now, I know you operate on @invictus -power levels and badassery in general, and that might not apply to the rest of us :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes: But what are your thoughts on running Emperor Black for a prolonged period of time? Past the “recommended” 60-90 days? People tell me that it might be too… intense.

Asking for a friend alter-ego, obviously :joy:

Also, this is really awesome. Let us know how it goes!

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#89

yo @Invictus so far this Journal it’s amazing, congrats for the results. Hopefully you can give us more insight about the custom with stark and mind eye’s because it was always an interesting combination to do. Also, if you don’t mind, would you be able to tell me a listening pattern which I can follow? I have DR + LBFH. I’ve been doing MWF listening pattern, but not only I feel but I know I should listen a little bit more. So what listening pattern should I implement? Also sorry for off-topic.

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#90

Okay so got quite a bit to say haha
But firstly, I handed in my resignation :partying_face:

Though this upcoming week is an off week for me, so I will just be finishing processes here and there, and just chilling :call_me_hand:t4:

As for me and my customs, I’ve come to the conclusion that I like both Cosmic Transcendence AND Force of Nature, therefore, I’m using them interchangeably, though FoN is the one I like more, which is what I’m sticking with at the moment, till I feel like using CT.

It is intense, and it would definitely make you feel like there’s no joy in things anymore, but depending on how you are mentally, as well as how well you take care of your mental health, it can be used longer, though you gotta be careful, or else you’d be withdrawn.

I mainly guide it to only withdraw me from the world when I workout, as that’s the main reason I even use the EmpB core :muscle:t3: (just like how I was busy working out during the World Cup final, and the New Year’s Eve).

If all you’re using is those 2, I’d tell you to do the following:

Use them with an every other day pattern, however, every listening day, alternate the order, as seen below;

  • Monday: LBFH → DR
  • Tuesday: off
  • Wednesday: DR → LBFH

And so on.

This is an alternate way of getting subs to show you their deeper effects :wink:

And for the duration, take 5 days off after every 20 days.

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#91

That’s great man, thank you.

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#92

Reflecting on what I said here…

I think it’s time to give myself some rest from EmpB, I wanna enjoy my workouts like before :upside_down_face:

Will update which custom im going back to soon, cause there was one Khan + Stark custom that I never really shared about on the forum, nor did I post it, so I’m most likely going back to it.

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#93

Speaking of Stark, can I somehow make room for 2 modules in this custom or should I make a separate one?
I’m talking about “A/SPS: Eyesight” and “A/SPS: Hearing”
And this is the custom:

  • Stark core
  • Wanted core
  • Entranced
  • Ethereal Presence
  • Carpe diem ascended
  • Victory’s call
  • Fenrir
  • Serum X (from what I remember you said it helps with reps in the gym, I started going to the gym as well and it should be useful.
  • Deep sleep
  • Jupiter
  • Furious Ascent
  • Heracles
  • Physical Shifting - Sexyness
  • Gloryseeker
  • Natural Winner
  • Direct Influencing Aura
  • Epigenetics & DNA Modulator
  • APS Head (for migraines and balance)
  • Khronos key
    @Invictus
    Also if I have Fenrir already, would be a waste of a slot to add Furious Ascent as well or they work well together?
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#94

Those are 19 from what I see, so you have a place for one more module.

As for how the custom looks, isn’t it a bit too soon for you? Considering how just a month or 2 ago you were asking me about foundation building, and then about healing with DR :thinking:

You might be in a state of FOMO, so check if that’s the case, otherwise the custom looks fine.

As for this, I don’t have any experience with Furious Ascent, so can’t comment sorry, but Fenrir is pretty good at getting things done no matter what.

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#95

I am doing DR + LBFH because I’ve checked a little bit the benefits and it has some masculinity to it as well, it should build some foundation. And I’m thinking to integrate my custom with this stack as well. Maybe every Sunday or if that’s too much after every 2 weeks I’ll do it on a Sunday or something. Also if you say Fenrir it’s already good I might not add Furious Ascent anymore but I don’t really know, I will still think about it a little bit. But yeah, the thing is that I’m wondering if my custom will suffer from the initial purpose of it (if that makes sense) by adding A/SPS Eyesight and A/SPS Hearing.

#96

I usually only put 1 APS or SPS in my custom, or else the focus shifts.

Max 2, but only if Serum X isn’t in the custom.

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#97
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#98

So I stopped listening to my customs with EmpB in them, and went back to an older ZPv2 custom that doesn’t have EmpB core, and well, here’s something I noticed:

This is today

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This is last Sunday

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Weird :thinking:

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#99

My guess, on EB you have transcended your humanity, and have thus become… the Superman.

… who has no need for a pulse :grin:

But jokes asides, that is curious. How were your previous workouts, while eon EB?

EDIT: Also, thanks for the input! :point_down:

I gotta say it is a bit weird. After two cycles on EB I don’t feel withdrawn at all. I just stopped wasting my time on useless social media… but IRL I feel even more connected with people, and I can’t figure out why :sweat_smile:

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#100

From the data I have, it seems while the workouts “felt” more intense (mentally), the amount I even burned per workout never really crossed 300kcal, except for 3 occasions, which were coincidentally during washout periods, so there’s that.

I found myself more likely to just not care about others as much, mainly because I would have rather been alone in solitude, diving deeper into who I am, and constantly just dissecting myself all the time, which is fine, but gets taxing after a while.

It also made me come off as a bit emotionless, mainly due to me being too much in my head, and always just thinking about deeper stuff.

Those 2 things made me now completely get over EmpB for the meantime.

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#101

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Been on this for a few days now, and gotta say, it feels much better to be back to running less cores in a custom (this one has 3 + AsC core).

Results so far (since 15/01):

  • extreme levels of productivity, and this week alone, I’ve done more each day than I’ve done in the last 1-2 months before it.

  • much more self control over habits such as building new customs and overspending on meaningless things.

  • much more sexually dominant (I fucked my girl out in the open, next to my car), while also getting glazed looks by chicks even when I’m out in my pajama :rofl:.

  • got my “magic finger” effect back, in fact, I have a video on my phone from a couple days ago, where just a touch of my finger on my girl’s thighs was making her go crazy :rofl:

  • lifting wise, not only is my strength back to its peak, but my workouts are actually doing more for me now compared to before, and this time I’m tracking the data, as well as measurements of my body, and so far, my chest, arms and legs have increased in size at an almost “instantaneous” level.

  • internally, I feel like a king 24/7, while my external behavior comes off as a social playboy.

  • lastly, manifestations are back in overdrive mode :eyes: that’s all I wanna say there :rofl:

Now this custom isn’t new, I built it a while back, but never really used it for more than a loop, simply because the first time I used it, it ended up manifesting 10K for me, with which I ended up buying Symbiote just to test, and went down my rabbit hole haha, but that’s also why I never shared it.

As for what it is, I think I’ll just say that the cores are Khan Stark EF4 and AsC, which if you don’t realize yet, I’ve been on khan stark since late October, and now I’m just more hyper focused on that archetype combo :grin::call_me_hand:t4:

Honestly, more cores aren’t really a good idea, because even though I can handle them (I even had a 7 cores custom at one point), the biggest issue with them is that it takes longer to fully manifest everything in the custom, while as this one feels instant with everything, hence my decision to not run the big experimental customs anymore.

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#102

so much untapped power and potential.
I feel like I have so much more to gain from Khan Stark, that everything I’m feeling internally, and manifesting externally, is just the tip of the iceberg :eyes:

I wanted to post this yesterday (as these are from yesterday):

  • Complete disregard to social norms regarding how I should be presenting myself, if any of y’all saw how I was dressed yesterday at a mall, you’d think that I was going to perform at a concert right after :rofl: safe to say, yesterday was the day I had the most eyes on me ever since starting subs.

  • my overspending habits have completely disappeared, and that came with a lot of reconfiguration to my beliefs and habits, and as many of you might know that this was the biggest issue that I wanted to heal, it seems like the inner power and the high-value feeling of Khan finally helped me get over it, as now I spend because I want to, and not mindlessly.

  • lemme just say, it feels really good to always see beautiful girls all around me, all day every day, not because I want them or anything (I’m perfectly happy with my girl, especially after how much she upgraded herself with the custom I made for her :yum:), but because seeing so much beauty around me fills me up with more and more joy :smiling_face_with_three_hearts: call it The Way of Khan :joy:

  • coincidentally enough, I’ve also noticed that more people, who I used to be acquainted with, have started revealing their true nature to me, in the sense that I now see just how fake the people have been, and while I’ve had many ideas on how to destroy them (mentally, emotionally, and/or financially, like I’ve previously destroyed someone’s social life a couple of months ago), I’ve realized that I’m way above that, and way above them, as in, I won’t stoop down to their level and act the same way, as the non-reactivity I show ends up making them respect me, even if they hate me :rofl:

  • I’m back to looking as big as I was before starting my shenanigans with 6 cores customs :muscle:t4: :sunglasses: those customs were perfect for inner growth, but man did I miss looking like an absolute unit :heart_eyes:

  • as for my relationships with those close to me, the people around me have developed a new level of respect and love towards me, and the best part is that it’s much easier now to tell who’s being genuine and who’s not.

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