Eternal Void - an Invictus journal

[Invictus]

@Davisnwc

It never occurred to me that sometimes ppl instantly know when I look at them cause of the presence of my aura lol.

I used to only think that people in close proximity would be the only ones to pick up on it strongly, but apparently it’s much stronger now haha

@Davisnwc

As far a what happened to the guy talking behind your back, many ppl are unaware that their negative feelings towards someone could initiate many metaphysically unpleasant things. For people like us with enhanced manifestation abilities, those effects can be amplified greatly.

Yeah I’ve picked up on this.
There are actually many more instances where bad things happened to people due to my intentions, I guess I just use their bad feelings and negativity towards them at a boosted level
But I don’t know if this is due to a sub then or just one of the effects of using Mind’s Eye for a long time (cause I do visualize them in those situations due to my own frustration too).

[Invictus]

I thought I was already at a high peak, turns out I barely just had a tiny piece of my potential.

I’m going through a series of realizations that just don’t stop, and some of the things I’m realizing feel so mystic, that I’m thinking that I’m gonna split my journal into 2; discussing only my custom + RoM stuff here only, while leaving the other stuff for the black forum section (or maybe limit them to myself).

The reason for the reluctance, is because I came upon a realization regarding something “supernatural”, and I kinda applied it as well, more than 3 times, and it worked EVERY SINGLE TIME, which makes me realize that my ability to manifest a lot is just the tip of the iceberg

[noaha]

Did you attend the World Cup Final @Invictus?

[Invictus]

@noaha

Did you attend the World Cup Final @Invictus?

Nah haha
Was training Chest and Triceps at the time

[Uber_Elysium]

Respect 🫡

[Invictus]

So with the Alchemist and RoM run, I decided it would be better to run my other custom that had a more inner-focused profile, Cosmic Transcendence (which I edited in the first post with the cores and modules), and with this now, I wanted to post something I’ve been pondering upon:

I’ve always wondered about why I’m so egoistic, and why do I perform at my peak potential only when my ego is involved, which I have realized time and time again, so I decided to really dig deeper within myself to look for answers.

One of the things where I’ve noted this the most is during my workouts, as it’s an undeniable fact by now that my best workouts are the ones where I think about the worst things that ever happened to me, whether it’s break ups, cheating, childhood trauma, insecurities, fights, disappointments, feeling of never being enough….

Those are the things I have been consciously enjoying thinking about to fuel my workout performance, and it’s been working wonders, to the point where I’m actually looking my best at the moment (been consistently doing it a lot for the last 6-8 weeks).

Another moment in my life where I did this was when I was 16, and how everyone thought I couldn’t go abroad to live and study alone, and it provoked my ego cause I didn’t like the fact that everyone looked down on me, thus, I ended up taking matters in my own hands, applying to universities by myself, getting my acceptance letter, and going to the ministry of education all alone to demand for a scholarship as I deserved one, and that’s how I proved myself to everyone.

But you see, both instances show one thing: my ego getting provoked leads to me getting positive returns, and when I do get those returns, I become uncontrollably happy with what I receive.

Kinda like WANTED’s game, you don’t feel the need to chase, and you would even reject some women and be cold to them, but that’s exactly what makes the hot chicks come to you, which leads to feeling amazing haha.

And that lead me to think:

If law of attraction is about manifesting our desires, isn’t it better to fuel ourselves with negative energy to attract positive outcomes? I mean, opposites attract, you know.

While I don’t wanna say I reached to a definitive conclusion, I do feel like the idea of “negative” energy is seen in a bad light, when it’s not supposed to be, just as we don’t call Electrons evil, we can’t just label negative energy as such either.

Now I guess I need to practice with positive energy, as only then, by combining both sides, can I fully utilize the eternal void of creation.

[Athanaxos]

The way I see it… Energy is energy is energy… And the razor in question is whether it drains you, or empowers you.

Whatever energizes you and enables you and leads you to action and positive outcomes… is positive energy to you - regardless of what societal norms and morals might otherwise consider.

The universe doesn’t care about “positive” or “negative” energy… is what I would say.

Indeed, what IS positive energy, anyway, if not the kind that enables and empowers you?

[Invictus]

@Athanaxos

The way I see it… Energy is energy is energy… And the razor in question is whether it drains you, or empowers you.

Whatever energizes you and enables you and leads you to action and positive outcomes… is positive energy to you - regardless of what societal norms and morals might otherwise consider.

The universe doesn’t care about “positive” or “negative” energy… is what I would say.

What I was eluding to in my post above wasn’t about the thought behind the energy, but the nature of the energy itself.

Think similar to the concepts of the sub duo: As Above & So Below.

One is a calm energy, the other is an emotionally intense one, and both are utilized in their own ways.

In that sense, the concept I was trying to talk about was about the polarity aspect of the energies, where one stems from “negative” thoughts, making it negatively charged (emotionally intense), and while the other stems from “positive” thoughts such as gratitude and love (calm and tranquil).

The idea here is: I’m firmly accustomed to one polarity, but lack the skills to utilize the other kind (gratitude and being full of love actually makes me not achieve much, cause I become too content and don’t wanna be too “greedy” haha), so if both can be utilized, and even more importantly, combined, then according to my hypothesis, the energy would be in its most purest form.

Why does this matter?
Even though energy is always there (can’t be created or destroyed), we can only utilize a certain level by invoking either of the aforementioned types of thoughts, but if I can potentially have the duality of both to co-exist, the amount of energy I could potentially utilize would be limitless, because the polarities would cancel themselves out, leading to the energy being without any sort of “feel” to it, meaning that instead of channeling thoughts to utilize it, you can just invoke it in its purest form without any thoughts or emotions.

[Uber_Elysium]

@Invictus

While I don’t wanna say I reached to a definitive conclusion, I do feel like the idea of “negative” energy is seen in a bad light, when it’s not supposed to be, just as we don’t call Electrons evil, we can’t just label negative energy as such either.

Now I guess I need to practice with positive energy, as only then, by combining both sides, can I fully utilize the eternal void of creation.

I believe you are correct mi amigo. I was bullied a lot as a kid, manipulated by shitty people and women, in my young adult years was poor decisions and alcohol abuse, a lot of people never believed in me etc. Most of the time was warranted because I was an idiot, and all the time I always felt like an underdog. I felt like I always had to prove people wrong. While I will admit all the negativity for the longest time did have a strong hold over me, it was the points that I became very angry at myself or others that sparked the greatest change, action taking etc. all I was doing was using negativity to get a positive outcome.

As time went on I have started to utilize positive energy more and more, mainly since starting SubClub. While it has helped tremendously in healing, understanding myself, and also accepting myself, I still utilize my negativity to get my big goals, and prove others wrong. It’s not a bad thing it’s just who I am as an individual.

So I do agree with what you are saying, also I believe there is a module to utilize negativity to accomplish goals and obtain positive outcomes. I think everyone knows SubClub wouldn’t release anything that would harm us.

Also another way of looking at it is Emperor Black. It utilizes darkness, which a lot of people in todays world views as “evil” just like negative=bad and light is “good” just like positive=good. If it was a bad thing then SubClub wouldn’t have released it. Instead we are encouraged to utilize our negative and darker sides rather than run so to not deny parts of ourselves. The goal ultimately is to achieve balance.

[Invictus]

@Uber_Elysium

Also another way of looking at it is Emperor Black. It utilizes darkness, which a lot of people in todays world views as “evil” just like negative=bad and light is “good” just like positive=good. If it was a bad thing then SubClub wouldn’t have released it. Instead we are encouraged to utilize our negative and darker sides rather than run so to not deny parts of ourselves. The goal ultimately is to achieve balance.

I’m thinking that what could help is the following:

Chosen or LBFH for “positive/light” energy.
EmpB for the “dark” energy.
Alchemist stage 4 to utilize both in a balanced way.
RoM to understand the concepts.
RoS to understand your “self”.

Hmm

[TheBoxingScientist]

@Invictus its been many months since we last communicated, good to see you live and kicking together with bringing fresh insights to SC most recent products. I can see with every experience you digest it grows and shapes you. You have come along way from mere mortal to almost being an immortal.

[Uber_Elysium]

Well ask yourself this, do you feel like a more balanced path would be most beneficial for this point in time or do you think walking a more light or dark path could benefit you the most. Either way one could achieve balance it’s just what would be most beneficial for you at this point in time. The only one that could answer that is oneself.

Now for your idea of a balanced stack. Well coincidentally I was thinking “What would a balanced stack look like?” For shits and giggles, while I was making the previous post. That was pretty much what I had in mind all except for RoS cause well, I can’t speak for RoS.

So yeah I would go with something like that if you want a more balanced custom/stack.

[Invictus]

@Uber_Elysium

balanced path would be most beneficial for this point in time or do you think walking a more light or dark path could benefit you the most. Either way one could achieve balance it’s just what would be most beneficial for you at this point in time. The only one that could answer that is oneself.

Now for your idea of a balanced stack. Well coincidentally I was thinking “What would a balanced stack look like?” For shits and giggles, while I was making the previous post. That was pretty much what I had in mind all except for RoS cause well, I can’t speak for RoS.

So yeah I would go with something like that if you want a more balanced custom/stack.

Thing is, it’s not about the subs haha

This ideology of “needing a stack” is just a type of dependency without faith.
If you have faith to achieve whatever it is that you’re determined to achieve, then your choice of subs don’t really matter (I had some of the best sex during my Sage Immortal run, so go figure ).

What does matter is what you wanna achieve.

I don’t really wanna achieve balance, I want to be able to utilize ALL of energy, without being limited to parts of it, because each type of “channeling” feels like it’s for certain aspects of life, as in, you would utilize emotionally charged energy more for lifting, but for something like yoga, it’s best to use the calm energy.

My goal is the utilization of the whole energy spectrum, and the reason is simple: I want to further explore my abilities to manifest, and utilize the energy to develop the ability to simply just create, as if I have a philosopher’s stone embedded into my soul.

[Uber_Elysium]

@Invictus

needing a stack” is just a type of dependency without faith.
If you have faith to achieve whatever it is that you’re determined to achieve

Holy shit you just made me realize a very deep aspect of myself thank you

[Invictus]

@Invictus

it really does feel like it was all due to my ego, as WANTED always brought more attention my way, like even just a single loop always ended up with at least 2 girls thirsting for me IRL, which I ain’t gonna lie, boosts my ego A LOT, and that’s pretty much all there is to it, that’s what I always kept going back.

First this.

@Invictus

my ego getting provoked leads to me getting positive returns, and when I do get those returns, I become uncontrollably happy with what I receive.

Then I say this.

Gotta figure out where this duality stems from

[Seneca]

Re: the paradox of Creation

The butterfly effect as we know it commonly doesn’t match where the concept came from.

Chaos theorists discovered the effect by studying feedback loops.

Define chaos theory.
Chaos theory is the extensive study of evidently random or uncertain behaviour in bodies or events controlled by deterministic laws. Chaos theory explains that within the visible randomness of complex, chaotic systems, there are inherent repetition, patterns, self-organisation, interconnectedness, self-similarity, and constant feedback loops.

When they would run the data on feedback loops, testing different starting variations, they noticed that it pretty much looked like a butterfly flapping its wings, and that’s where the name came from.

What is the butterfly effect?
The butterfly effect is defined as the sensitive dependence on the starting conditions in which a slight variation in one condition of a nonlinear deterministic system can generate huge differences in the later outcomes.

Feedback loops are everywhere in nature. How does wind become a tornado? Feedback loops.

How does an ice age start? Feedback loops. It begins with a little more ice being left over at the end of winter on mountains. As each year passes a little more ice and snow is left over, it builds into a feedback loop that begins to cool the planet, until it becomes an ice age. The process takes thousands of years to happen.

On creation

Our thoughts are constantly interacting with the quantum field. The emotion tied to a thought effects how fast it manifests in reality.

Sometimes we are experiencing manifestations of thoughts we had years ago.

When you think about the job of your dream and then land it because somebody stepped down, you and the person who you replaced are both living in manifestations of your thoughts.

Did you create it? Of course. It’s a co-creation with the quantum field. When you knowingly co-create, it can seem as if mountains moved the way things came together in the end.

I hope this helps.

[Invictus]

@Seneca

When you think about the job of your dream and then land it because somebody stepped down, you and the person who you replaced are both living in manifestations of your thoughts.

Did you create it? Of course. It’s a co-creation with the quantum field. When you knowingly co-create, it can seem as if mountains moved the way things came together in the end.

I hope this helps.

So you’re basically agreeing to this:

@Invictus

they both are the same thing, and I’m just using my intentions to get myself aligned with the most beneficial path of a butterfly effect already in motion, leading to me ending up with my desires being manifested along the way

Am I assuming correctly?

When I said “the most beneficial path”, I did in fact mean an already-made path of a reality, which was manifested as a result of intentions (which for me usually, are charged emotions, as mentioned above in the discussion about Ego), which I would assume, fits the idea behind the many streams of realities that are spread across the quantum field .

@Invictus

I know calling it a paradox is kind of a stretch, as both phenomena can coexist and build up on each other, but do they really? And if yes, who’s to say which one is actually the true definition of how things happen?

Which was basically an answer to this haha

[Seneca]

I don’t think they are the same thing. The butterfly effect is about the feedback loop. In order for your thoughts to be a part of a butterfly effect, it would have to be aligned with a feedback loop in progress.

If there’s no feedback loop happening there’s no butterfly effect.

But you can still co-create (we’re always co-creating, much of it is unconsciously). Neville Goddard’s work is about using imagination and belief to consciously co-create.

I agree with your idea of the most beneficial path it’s aligned with what I call “the straight path.”

As to the truth of what really happened, when it comes to conscious co-creation, the belief that you created this with the Universe is more empowering. In this instance, I care less about the truth and more about the result.

Many years ago, I did Landmark Education. While the true believers can make it feel “culty”, the tools and concepts are great, including the idea of the “empowering context.” The idea that if we are always making up stories about our reality, we might as well make up a story that empowers us to do the things we need to do.

In this sense, believing that you co-created a result (take responsibility for the results you wanted and didn’t want) increases the likelihood that you will take action to co-create your reality in the future.

[Invictus]

@Seneca

In this sense, believing that you co-created a result (take responsibility for the results you wanted and didn’t want) increases the likelihood that you will take action to co-create your reality in the future.

Interesting

[Invictus]

Okay quick update:

Gonna stop Alchemist till it’s updated to ZPv2.
I don’t know why, but it keeps feeling weird to use it in V1

At this point, with Cosmic Transcendence and RoM, using V1 sub with 2 V2 powerhouses makes me realize just how great the new build is, so waiting is what I shall do.

In the meantime, I don’t know why, but I just couldn’t sleep last night, was in a very conscious rest.
I was very aware of everything, yet even my watch thought I was asleep due to my heart rate, stillness, and breathing.

At one point, I felt like I was in that one state between being awake and asleep, sort of a psychedelic feeling, as it felt quite hallucinogenic but still, this is weird