I wanted to update.
I’m on few days of rest from my DRR2 Emperor Khan1 - 2 weeks cycle
Now I feel Emperor working and I become more resilient.
Bloom days are interesting.
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Getting a hang of dealing with the new recon. It’s heavy, but I’m having great insights and experiences. Life lessons. Still deciphering the recon, but it’s looking bright.
I’m thinking of lowering exposure if I don’t make progress with recon. I have a busy life and people to care for. It’s okay if growth slows down in intensity.
We’ll see…
Just put a bid on a new home. Whether this is the home or not, great QoL boost incoming. 
Ambition and drive is high af.
Limitless is truly making me feel limitless. The problem with that is, there’s so much to crush! I’m ”limitless” after all. Why pick one thing? Well focus and working on a few goals at a time it’s important or else you’ll spread urself to thin. Interesting, never thought that would cause issues.
Also, your body is not limitless. It needs sleep for example. Limitless potential, but limits as well.
I think this is also machine totality in the works. Balancing my Limitless thinking, because everyone needs to rest, like the seasons.
- Letting go of unrealistic expectations.
- Embracing the process, the growth, the Zero Point and NSE.
- Perfection vs authentic enough
- Taking action
- Journaling
I release guilt, I am enough as I am.
I release perfection, I am enough as I am.
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Recon is guiding me to my real power. Authentic power. Grounded power.
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NSE is nudging me to incorporate more joy and presence. This is why recon is tricky and can cause sub switching.
You feel you need and want more joy. Perhaps realising your work ethic is on the verge of causing a burnout. You want to switch to AoH, Sanguine or whatever. But why? Emperror is already working on that! You’re already processing that. The issue is already getting dealt with. The carpenters got the order, they are already working on it. Why you going to order another company to work on that gaming room?
Steady as she goes.
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Never have I ever thought of myself as a perfectionist. But I am. And it’s bs.
I’ve decided to go down to 5 minutes durations on all subs the final days of cycle 9. Then we will keep it at 5-7 for one cycle and then increase again. 8-9 minutes have been life changing but also very intense for my taste. Need to peel it back a bit.
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Can you describe struggles, changes and feelings between 5-7min and 9 min loops in greater details?
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Much greater and longer periods recon. A big breakthrough in self- love and perfectionism.
There’s alot of recon on my stack but having 3-5 days of no ending recon was too much, while maintaining other life stuff. I can handle 1-3 days, but not almost a week of recon.
I like recon because after it passes or gets processed I get insane insights and things bloom. But there’s a point where it’s feasible. If I could live a cabin for 3 months I’d go through it. But not now.
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How does recon feel to you?
It’s usually anxiety, stress, unease, a lot of escapism, coping behavior, moodiness, fatigue and being obsessive about subliminals and switching them.
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I see, thanks for the insights!
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• perfectionism’s overextension •
I’ve noticed a certain theme that’s emerging and that is fear of getting physically hurt by other people. Nudging me to start a martial art and run HERO.
It manifests as a bunch of weirdos around me and me thinking if they lose their shit a little bit more a fight might start.
I think it’s just healing recon. But it’s interesting to note.
Sit and let things settle. Trust the process. Clarity is certain.
Just like a snowglobe.
10th cycle. Let’s go!
Let’s go!
Anyway, decided to continue with the regular plan of running 10 minutes for cycle 10. The recon was intense but the NSE moments and realisations and growth had been mindblowing.
I bought a house. Weight wise I seem stuck, but getting stronger and look sexier. Perhaps I’m gaining muscles, they weigh too. I need to perhaps start checking body fat level and use measure tapes.
I’m increasing in responsibility at work and am social and liked by everyone.
One thing though is I’m thinking of getting in the anti- recon module in somewhere. The recon is worth it in gold but would be worth it in diamonds if I could process it quicker. Perhaps add it Emp embedded or rotate limitless out for one title I already have with it, like TS or IC.
At the same time, I don’t want to switch if there is a hint of recon making me give up.
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Congratulations on this! Was it the manifestation, or were you planning to buy a house before this stack?
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It’s been a long term goal.
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Paused Limitless, brought back my bald shroud custom. 
Emperor is a such a great sub dude. Holy shit.
Is digging deep. Currently in a meh state, but I just realised what I’m trying to heal and refine. Goals and aspirations and authentic ones.
It’s fine being lost, it’s part of the process. Currently working on assessing where I am and where I want to go. Most importantly, authentically.
I’ve also realised how awesome limitless is. So many times caught myself thinking, can’t people read? Then 5 minutes later I realise, they probably not running limitless lol.
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Feeling really good in the gym. 
feeling like I’m in my lane.