Much greater and longer periods recon. A big breakthrough in self- love and perfectionism.
There’s alot of recon on my stack but having 3-5 days of no ending recon was too much, while maintaining other life stuff. I can handle 1-3 days, but not almost a week of recon.
I like recon because after it passes or gets processed I get insane insights and things bloom. But there’s a point where it’s feasible. If I could live a cabin for 3 months I’d go through it. But not now.
How does recon feel to you?
It’s usually anxiety, stress, unease, a lot of escapism, coping behavior, moodiness, fatigue and being obsessive about subliminals and switching them.
I see, thanks for the insights!
• perfectionism’s overextension •
I’ve noticed a certain theme that’s emerging and that is fear of getting physically hurt by other people. Nudging me to start a martial art and run HERO.
It manifests as a bunch of weirdos around me and me thinking if they lose their shit a little bit more a fight might start.
I think it’s just healing recon. But it’s interesting to note.
Sit and let things settle. Trust the process. Clarity is certain.
Just like a snowglobe.
10th cycle. Let’s go!
Let’s go!
Anyway, decided to continue with the regular plan of running 10 minutes for cycle 10. The recon was intense but the NSE moments and realisations and growth had been mindblowing.
I bought a house. Weight wise I seem stuck, but getting stronger and look sexier. Perhaps I’m gaining muscles, they weigh too. I need to perhaps start checking body fat level and use measure tapes.
I’m increasing in responsibility at work and am social and liked by everyone.
One thing though is I’m thinking of getting in the anti- recon module in somewhere. The recon is worth it in gold but would be worth it in diamonds if I could process it quicker. Perhaps add it Emp embedded or rotate limitless out for one title I already have with it, like TS or IC.
At the same time, I don’t want to switch if there is a hint of recon making me give up.
Congratulations on this! Was it the manifestation, or were you planning to buy a house before this stack?
It’s been a long term goal.
Paused Limitless, brought back my bald shroud custom. 
Emperor is a such a great sub dude. Holy shit.
Is digging deep. Currently in a meh state, but I just realised what I’m trying to heal and refine. Goals and aspirations and authentic ones.
It’s fine being lost, it’s part of the process. Currently working on assessing where I am and where I want to go. Most importantly, authentically.
I’ve also realised how awesome limitless is. So many times caught myself thinking, can’t people read? Then 5 minutes later I realise, they probably not running limitless lol.
Feeling really good in the gym. 
feeling like I’m in my lane.
I have an urge to finish what I started so that little mishap is just a mishap, we keep going with EmpERROR until we’re with the plan.
10th cycle, 10 minutes each
Masculine oumph, masculine swag. The vibe.
Tech career
Please don’t run pure alpha status subs without running social subs. There is nothing more cringe than ”alpha-kids” with zero social intelligence.
ZP makes it interesting how archetypes express themselves. I understood that intellectually but have a deeper understanding of it now.
Running emp I realised I need more balance to recharge. I added module Machine Totality and Carpe Vitam, for balance and to make the striving more energising and fun in and of itself. And now that part is growing.
So it’s interesting that with emp I’m moving toward a balanced life. I don’t need to switch to AoH the sub is already working in the issue and expressing through the ZP/NSE. As in you won’t be anti social on emp unless deep down that’s what you want. Recon is tricky as it can make you think you need to switch subs. But you don’t.
It looks like we’re back to the 2005 internet culture, with signatures and sh**.
