Sounds like you had a moment of your highest potential showing up
or you were fully being your Soul’s archtype
I like your language on this a lot-its cooler than the below language but does any of the below resonate?
Profile #5: Charismatic Leader/Enforcer
The Core Soul Qualities: Charismatic Leader
If the core soul quality you possess is the Charismatic Leader, you are born to lead and will find it very hard to follow another’s way of doing things. Charismatic leaders can take many forms. The most obvious are the warriors and leaders or actors, but they can also the great lovers, or the family protectors and caretakers. Because your life purpose is to lead, you may find that whatever situation you get into you will find a way to gain some level of control and leadership, either in the positive or the negative. In the positive you will have a direct influence and power with others to lead them to their highest potential. Your highest qualities are truth, justice and integrity. You can become a great motivational role model by following your own inner conscience and drive and lead others to do the same in their own lives.
You are highly intelligent in an intuitive gut-knowing way and can be a powerful leader/manager who can effectively take charge of large projects and many people or employees and motivate them. Or you can be the greatest mom, dad, volunteer, lover, world traveler, guru, etc. As a born actor, the entire world is a stage for you, and you realize that you can play any role that tickles your fancy, and you love all the roles you play. You can be the great hero warrior, business owner, loyal partner, or you can be the softest, most loving grandparent–the list is endless. All you have to do is to be called to it from your heart.
While power over others is the defense, empowering others by being a role model through your actions and a living example of strength, grace and willpower is your core soul quality.
The Defense: Enforcer
If you are a Charismatic Leader, under stress or in defense, you will exhibit the Enforcer qualities of defense. In the Enforcer defense, trusting in others can be very difficult. The fear that others will betray you or let you down if you depend on them triggers you to go it alone. You unconsciously believe you must be invincible and never vulnerable to rejection from others and going it alone, or you may go fully in the opposite direction and feel hopelessly helpless and angry with those who do not care, or attend to how much suffering and pain you experience in your life.
You will use your natural inner strength, dynamic nature and willpower to gain control over others’ decisions or to control your environment, so that it is safe for you and your loved ones. You will use any tact—forcefulness, aggression, charm, seduction, depression, illness or infirmity–to get your way and to create an environment that you can predict and know is safe. You do not do any of this consciously; defense by its nature is a survival mechanism and is a reaction to life instead of a conscious choice.
This profile has a powerful theatrical presence: the saying “you should get an Academy Award for that performance” is often appropriate even when you don’t think you are acting. As an Enforcer, you can also exhibit any of the other profiles, and you can play them so well and for so long that you forget your true dynamic nature and make that other profile your identity.
The Charismatic Leader has the highest energy level. You are born to lead or to be a warrior, and you know this innately. So when you cannot lead or control your environment, you may go into self-defeating defense where all that energy for leadership is turned against yourself or others. This can look like constant battling with family, the world, work, or self-sabotaging through destructive patterns like addictions, weight problems, money problems, depression and a feeling that you are broken somehow. Working for others never works out, and you will tend to change jobs every two to three years unless it is your own business.