is that effectively 14 hours per day that you listen?
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Thanks man. I will keep on going.
No. My listening schedule is all over the place. I basically listen as much as I am able to. Summer is a lot of events and vacations. I missed about 2 days but am back on track. I am working so will do journal entry later.
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Day 5
Went to the casino. Played poker. Cold cards all night. There were two hands, the only winning ones, where I got a gut feeling(like a sure of energy vibrating in my midsection) and knew I had the best hand and doubled and tripled up, respectively. The guy next to me was on fire though (he played blind and won[delt a pair and board trips, come on!]) and when I butted heads with him and he rivered a straight…ugh. busted out and left. Needed more time to recoup if I played more but not feeling it.
Day 6
Went with friends to beach house. Beautiful house, gorgeous weather, beautiful women everywhere. Got drunk with my friends but I didn’t listen to sub at night. I did get a lot of iois from avg looking women and got checked out by a few hot ones.
Day 7
Lots of respect from majority of people. There were guys who poked fun at me but I just ignored it. I am hitting resistance to financial matters as I was turned down for a personal loan. I am behind on insurance and credit card bills. I haven’t heard from work about future work yet. Tonight I am going to listen to some us exp then a few hours of males on headphones.
Day 8
It’s the morning and I am at work. I thought there would be morning rush hour but smooth sailing. I am getting respect from coworkers. I noticed that I don’t need as much sleep with the more I listen to the sub.
I will report what else happens at the end of the day now that I have more of a schedule.
Day 8 continued
Have not thought about porn or fapping. In a while.
I am getting back on track with a lot in my life. Really though, I am getting quite a bit of respect…like people going out of their way type of stuff. Old man I held the door for said no no I insist. Freebies. Waitress spilled soup on my shorts and bought my friend a beer cuz I stopped drinking for sub.
Day 9
Loan was denied so I got creative with my finances and am working something out but covered all my bills for past 2 months. I messaged that girl, well sent her a link to something we were talking about. Been tired, taking a lot of naps.
So this is about 7 days of listening and I believe such a long script will take another week or so before I get an aha moment.
I have noticed moments of bliss…best word to describe it. Just 3 to 4 times.
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Day 10
Stayed in all day. Didn’t do much. Got stoned. Lazy. Watched motivational videos. Did some online shopping for exercise clothes and other self improvement items. Listening to subs still sporadic. Still listening to masked avg 4 - 6 hours per day and us extr 2 - 10 hours (set n forget). I burnt out my stereo and my new setup has to play through laptop speakers which is ok but I like listening through headphones or surround sound speakers. Fapped all night. I tried to justify it as training, lol
Day 11
Slept most of the day. Went out to a bar…had approach anxiety. Went home and entered the fap zone…training once more, lol
I did get a lot of big greetings and my friend introduced me to like 3 girls. 2 Asians and 1 white girl who seemed interested but not mutual even though she had a great rack.
Day 12
Slept all day and all night…literally. I blew off 2 work calls(unexpected) and didn’t show for a meeting. I stayed in bed, got stoned, turned on us extreme on my laptop, and watched movies all day/night. Watched so much porn these past three days as well, I justified it as “training” but I believe it to be resistance and me kind of seeing what kind of sex and sexual partner(s) I desire to attract. I have noticed that I get into it more when I “like” the “actress” who is getting plowed away at, imagining I’m the one plowing though, lol
Day 13
Got a haircut and the girl cutting my hair was touchy, like felt almost sensual, I didn’t think much of it. In my mind I thought she was into me. At one point I was getting aroused right in the chair. Lucky i had the covers on me. Lol
It was busy and I didn’t pursue…stupid fear.
Day 14
Listened to masked last night about 4 hours. I need to put more time in but it’s tough when you work with people in public. Work was great. I got singled out, but in my work that’s good, it’s like praise. So many beautiful women today that I liked and what you appreciate and observe, you’re most likely to get served, ie reticular activation system. I hope I using that right.
CELEBRATION! I got one of the hot girl’s number. Like an 8/10 and a 7/10 got my Instagram. Today was the first time I introduced myself to women I found attractive. I usually have the “they should open me” attitude. Here’s the thing…Im not satisfied. I want more. I am hungry for women. Give me that crack woman! Anyway, other areas of life: I am getting a promotion which means more complex tasks and responsibilities…and more money, like potentially 50% raise and finally eligible for benefits. I have a meeting with corporate on Thurs. Don’t even need luck…its a lock.
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Oh add on…
The girl from the date replied and I think we are hanging out this weekend.
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Looks like you’re responding to the romance and seduction scripting by resorting to masturbation (a common escape route). Approach anxiety is VERY HARD to tackle in subliminal programming because there’s so many underlying causes. We’ve included tons of anti-approach anxiety scripting, but there’s only so much we can do. I recommend approaching anyway, just fighting through the fear. That way, at least the OTHER scripting in Emperor can kick in and you’ll most likely succeed.
Good work all in all, though!
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Busy, busy, busy, I am busy.
We will have to go by weekly reports.
Week 3
I am still talking with Facebook girl but schedules are keeping us apart. So from no responses with online dating for 6 months to 4 girls who seem interested…the cutest is a 6/10 at most though. In person I have been getting plenty of iois…some from hot girl’s.
Work is getting better. Benefits kick in soon.
Personal life is better. Getting along with family better. Like others I have noticed I have been doing chores effectively (meaning I just do them when I notice that they should get done once I think of them). Thoughts of getting my own apartment, buying my mom a new car, upgrade my wardrobe (so outdated that ppl have given subtle hints that I need a change) and other much needed upgrades.
Mentally…I feel more manly. Confident, controlled, and busy, lol.
I have had close to what I think are panic attacks when I’ve felt overwhelmed but they don’t last long…I just breathe deep and calm myself as best I can. I believe this is resistance or whatever emotional scab being picked at. After continuous listening though it passes as well like the sub smooths it out.
Need to start working out because I’ve been eating a lot of sweets and my clothes are not fitting…uh oh
Also I will let everyone know that my life is getting better. I noticed when I want and focus on something that I need in my life, something like it or it shows up fast. Like I had a big challenge at work and a solution came like 2 days later. I needed a shift (today’s shift lol) and I got contacted in a few hours about it. I was hoping there would be hot girl’s here and guess what? There are two 9/10 (10 being Victoria secret caliber). I am about to get their contact info for another job and maybe more…
Don’t know why the play by play, but it’s what I’m doing.
I told the first girl I had some potential work for her but the delivery could 've been smoother…she politely said she’d think about it. Could’ve handled it better.
I guess this is a sneaky way to get the number though. Gonna try different approach for second.
Coming up on one month listening to extreme 65% and masked 35% of the time.
I worked with a 10 yesterday. Yes 10. We talked about work mostly. I need to remember to lead the convo more. Lots of ioi’s. Lots of guys giving her attention but she would always come back to me (well we were sitting at the same table). I managed to start kino and after a while she reciprocated. I played it safe asking for Facebook but got her email instead. I walked her to her car but she only hugged me.
Here is how it relates to the sub…
I mentioned to 2 guys how hot she was and one of them says “fuck her” and I’m like yeah fuck her and he was like “no man go fuck her, just be like so what’s up etc.”. In my mind I was like why not? So at first opportunity to open her I did. YES! It took a few tries to get her to talk but I felt natural talking to her. Whenever conversation died she would start it up again. I wasn’t awkward but I was still far from player…I was more like likable fun guy to her. This was dangerously close to friend zone so that is when I made a conscious effort to kino any time I could.
Here is the skinny. Every girl I approach, I get closer to closing. I must have some issues like major issue with closing but it’s getting there. Consequently, each round of women I attract is getting hotter.
What resources should I check out for dating and women?
I notice that things that must get done pop into my head when I’m driving, walking somewhere, and whenever I’m doing something that allows time for thought.
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You’re going to LOVE mixing Emperor with Sex & Seduction 
As much as getting laid is on my to do list, making more money so I can move into my own place is more of a priority. Maybe I will stack mogul with emperor. To insure that is a priority to my subconscious.
I will get sex and seduction as well soon too.
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I need clarification. I have been listening to extreme most of the time but masked when I’m commuting or at the gym, etc. is this ok? Because I will use regular with masked for consistency.
Week 4-5
I started working out again, whew. Girl at work has been bending over in front of me and she brushed past my crotch with her hip lightly. Caught 2 other coworker females staring/checking me out and one gay dude. One of the manager types gave me a few more responsibilities which means they trust me more. My side job/project is finally getting close to the finish. These project cause me so much stress and this one was problem after problem that I had to overcome. It’s getting easier to start things, like a decrease in procrastination. Porn is boring…I want to be doing not watching.
When I really need money, like in a pinch for example my credit card bill, the universe would connect me with a sort of lifeline and boom money.
Cutting it close, but whatever.
You can switch around as you like, with no detrimental effects. Everyone reacts differently to subliminals, so you’ll have to come up with your own routine.
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So I can’t seem to download my sex and seduction. I have emailed support and am waiting. I pre ordered it and still have to wait…aaaahhhhh!!!
I must be hitting something emotional subconscious wise because I have some turbulence in my life. Actually, I thought I was having a major stress/panic/anxiety attack last night which spilled over to work where I kept just missing opportunity after opportunity. I know this is directly related to my attitude. It’s like you want something soo bad and it’s 10 feet away from you, all you have to do is walk but all of a sudden you get a major case of the shits. All you want to do is take a step but if you do, blast away in the underpants. Well this is how my day at work was. I’m still here and I’m listening to masked and it is really calming me down…but there is this fucked at work I want to see burn in hell with his self righteous attitude and Napoleonic big head piece of shot fat…sorry I’m still pissed about this. I am so angry. It is very hard to feel gratitude when being the only one left out because of some power tripping tampon scum sucking aaaaaahhhhhhh!
I will probably wake up tomorrow and this will all be forgotten but I am riding my rage rocket as far as I can.
Positive note…I parked in a no parking and didn’t get a ticket. Found a quarter. Made a few extra bucks on my own at work. Also one of my coworkers inspired me to resume a few pet projects as he is about to sell one of his for half a million. I can see the silver lining, just really hate the job blocker, crack sniffing bag probably a pedophile who cant get it up…sorry…I am still at work and so is he.
Emperor notes… still too angry to give a good journal entry…just a bitch session
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I have stopped using ss. I have semi consistently listened to extreme and masked, 80% 20% respectively.
Around 3 months of listening. The last 3 weeks were filled with emotions. Anger, despair, joy, all to an extreme. I yelled at a 2 year old. Not proud, in fact embarrassed af. Worst feeling Inever had.
Today I am calm.
I also had ideas that can make me money utilizing people I meet through work. I’m like why didn’t I think of this before. I don’t go back till 12/3 so I have time to make a few proposals to bring with me.
Someone at work asked me why I go above and beyond for my job…I just smiled…
You get out of life what you put into it, if you only do the minimum, you can’t truly expect a promotion or bonuses. Normally I would try to explain that but now I just lead by example.
Women have been giving ioi’s to me but I haven’t capitalized on it.
Someone hit my car in the same spot that I needed to repair anyway so either I get cash or a free repair.
So in the past when I listen to subs with long scripts it would generally take 4 months to endure resistance and begin seeing actual results which I will be hitting after this week. Then the real journal begins.
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