This is my first Subclub experience, so a little background on me.
I’m 42, male and married with a two year old son. I’ve been using subs since 2008, and my results ranged from stellar to nothing noticeable throughout that time. I will say that from my experiences compared to those of many others I’ve read about on various forums, I respond extremely well to subs.
My current goals have been to get us out of financial trouble which we’ve been in for the last few years. I was using another company’s products to help with that, and they seemed to do an amazing job of manifesting money out of the blue to keep our heads above water, and helping me have the ideas I needed and the drive to solve the many near disastrous problems we’ve had. However, several times we’ve been on the verge of doing the one thing that I can think of to get a to a stable position, something off the wall has happened at the last minute to derail it. It’s frustrating to say the least.
The last derailment of my plans came when my wife lost her job in the last days of refinancing our home, putting the whole thing on hold. We should be good to go as soon as she gets another one so long as we don’t miss a payment on anything and cause our credit to crash.
My wife has MS, and it’s starting to show in her cognitive abilities. She just couldn’t pick up on her last two jobs fast enough, and I’m pretty sure that she could have done it easily just a few years ago.
This time and the last time she lost a job, about six months before, a lot of people quit where I work so I was able to work a lot of overtime to make up for it. (That’s one of those amazing coincidental things which has allowed us to keep our heads above water). I’m currently working six twelve hour shifts a week, and more than making up for her loss of income, but I don’t know how much longer I’ll have that opportunity.
I’ve been on Emperor V4 with Rebirth, Aura, and Godlike Masculinity for a full week now, and so far I’m quite pleased. I just added in Primal Seduction and limit destroyer because they fit my goals, and I’m beginning to get that I really can mix titles with different but related goals with this company. I am getting about eleven hours of exposure on workdays through bone conduction headphones.
So far I have noticed a few really good things.
The day after my first exposure I called a family meeting with my wife, and our roommate who helps with watching the kid while we are at work and or sleeping (I work nights). I had been kind of dreading this, as both of them take criticism, or being told what to do, or anything that could be creatively interpreted that well very badly.
I simply stated the situation, and what I needed each of them to do, and they both agreed and said that they’d do it, and so far they had been. There was no hesitancy on my part, and no defensiveness, blame, anger, or anything like that on theirs. I led, they followed, and it felt completely natural. That’s a HUGE change.
My wife, who has anger problems which she has focused on me (I suspect this may be an effect of the MS which is why I’m still with her) is treating me with a noticeably greater degree of respect. It’s a fairly dramatic change, and really quick.
My body language is changing. It’s hard to describe, but I walk straighter, stand differently, and I’m less stiff. I used to try to force myself to have “alpha” body language, and the result was very forced. This is much more relaxed.
I am a lot mite relaxed and confident with short casual social interactions at work (which is the only place I have them as much as I’ve been working) I used to be pretty formal and standoffish. Now I’m bantering with people, especially the one attractive woman I see regularly. This feels very natural. I’ve forced it before, and it felt that way. I can’t wait to get into a social situation with this.
I have noticed that I am a lot more confident in my movements and physical actions. I used to be pretty hesitant. I was extremely clumsy as a kid, and since then have been, call it, careful since. Always looking at what I was doing, and looking down so I don’t trip, ect. Things feel smoother now, walking, driving, all simple physical actions. Smoother is a good way to describe my social interaction too now that I think of it.
I am a lot less nervous about our financial situation now. It hasn’t changed on paper, but I’m sure that I’m equal to the task of making it change.
Tonight my wife started on Quantum Limitless+Rebirth+Limit destroyer. Since she had trouble learning her last two jobs fast enough, and it includes brain repair, I figured it might help. I know it won’t cure her MS, but it might counteract some of the effects enough that she can learn a job.