I know and most of the things that happens that are crazy i dont even mention them. The problem with journaling some of those crazy stuff that only celebrities experience can trigger the bullshit for people, its normal thats why i just leak some of the moderare stuff.
Experience with it and work on your energy centers and meditation you will be gold. 
Are you using the SMX X2 or the latest two upgrades? 
I am using the New version now, but i used for more than 1 year the Q version.
You are using V2 version or the Ultima? What kind of differences have you noticed with the version you are currently using. I have a custom with Sex Mastery Q and Im thinking about upgrading the cores to v2 so your feedback is appreciated.
Bom diario Elme! Estou a ver que tu es de Portugal, a onde voce morra?
From what i can reed from your stories SM is increasing your sexual energy. Allowing it to spread to your body, mind and spirit. Thats why you are having great results with it… I have some experince with tantra, bodywork and semen retention, I know from my own experince and others that this helps you increase your sexual energy. It seems like you are also doing different types of body-, mind-, soulwork and combining it with SM. It sounds like a great combination.
I started using PS this week and am also planning to mix it with those practices. Looking forward to journal similar growth.
Hey Zan i live in lisbon and you ? You talk like a true adept 
That is an interesting observation, i noticed the energy flow in my chakras way more clear now. I do have excess energy at the first chakra maybe some blockage? Do you recommend any tantra books?
Didn’t you think about running the Emperor? It contains Ascension, Sex Mastery and much more.
I thought about it but i read in other peoples journals that Emperor gives a different vibe than AM. My energy is dominant by nature i dont want to exacerbate it more
You could think about it again since the Emperor in Qv2 is different from the old Emperor.
Lisboa?! Grande cidade!
Well, iam not a adept, since i only lived there when I was a young kid.
As for tantra It depends on what you’r looking for:
In general: David Deida books, to graps the concept, ideas of (male) sexuality and being masculine
When in relationship: Margo Anand has some great books where she discusses great practices with a partner.
Another great practice is Karezza (sex without orgasming…). There is a book that I am planing to reas on this subject: Cupids Poisened Arrow
And if you get a chance to go to workshop, that could be a great experience to.
Just one thing for others. This generator can you put into Theta state instantly by sound. You can try it, it is free.
Hey bro, are you still using this? wanna update?
I am not updating this journal anymore, you can see a the updates on my new one.
Media wants a weak population that becomes dependent on socialist politicians. MSM is just worthless at this point.
Crazy journal wow can’t believe I just read this.
All this come from sex mastery?!
Yes and it changed my life. Apparently the old version had some sort of soft alpha skills in it!
Yeah, I remember those original titles (Pre-Q I think) had a “Mandatory Alpha” aspect. I think that’s what they called it. They eventually removed it as it was causing needless recon in some cases (depending on if the title needed it or not).
Still have them on my drive 
Did you ever run the ZPv2 version?
If yes, did you get similar results?
Recently I feel a certain pull from sexual subs like BDLM and now SM. Not for sex but for the healing of masculinity aspect.
I did run but the alpha thing was off, i had better results with Q versions and way faster!