This is more like a missed the on ramp for the highway I need to be on hundreds of miles ago situation than an I need my Dad’s forgiveness one.
It’s just a feeling that comes up sometimes. Either way, I have to play the cards I’m currently holding.
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- I’ve hit the point where I feel normal on this stack. That was quite fast in the case of WB.
I did see some results this morning.
I stopped for some breakfast burritos for the family at this very good local place.
The girl who takes the orders is usually kind of standoffish. Probably because she just got to work, and this place is VERY popular in the morning so she is often harried.
This morning she was quite chatty while I was waiting. That’s out of the ordinary.
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I’m not sure if what I experienced is recon or not. I’m feeling this frustration with my current life. It’s weird though. It doesn’t feel like frustration usually does. Hard to put my finger on.
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I messaged Saint four days ago about getting the payment link for QTKS. So far no response. I was hoping to be able to start on that right after the washout week that starts tomorrow.
Is that still the way we’re doing that, or have I missed something?
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- This likely has nothing to do with me and less to do with my subs, but it’s been a really weird month at work. So far we have had a literal dumpster fire, a lightning strike, a truck hit a light pole right in front of me, and just now we had another truck hit the barriers in front of one of the buildings while being chased by the local cops.
This is not normal.
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- We all went out to pick up some Mongolian Barbecue tonight. I didn’t notice any outward results from the ladies, but then there weren’t many there and everyone was focused on what they were doing.
I did notice a couple of things about my own behavior.
First of, I’ve noticed a change in my body language on a lot of titles, but this is another thing altogether. My movements seem more fluid and natural. I was comfortable leaning my back against a low wall with my arms spread out, kind of with my upper body leaning backwards.
That is (though I really didn’t think about it) something that I would have absolutely avoided doing a week ago because it puts me a bit off balance. That is probably because of my professional background. It would make me just a tad slower to react properly if I were attacked or something were to happen.
Tonight though, it was naturally what I did, and I had faith that should something happen my situational awareness would be good enough that I wouldn’t need that spare fraction of a second.
I’ve read that in nature “alphas” will often do things that place themselves at a slight tactical disadvantage because they simply don’t feel threatened by anyone.
My voice has also changed drastically in the past couple of days. It’s partly because I’ve been using a thingamigig that helps get into the habit of good diaphragm breathing, but my voice is a LOT deeper, has more power and inflection, and I am speaking much louder in normal conversation.
I’m not worried about people being annoyed by my loudness either.
I used to be pretty soft spoken.
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I remember reading about that too. The specific behavior I read about was the “alpha” Will expose its neck making it technically easier for an opponent to gain access to critical veins and arteries.
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So long as I stay aware of when it is a good idea and when it isn’t.
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**7/24/23 STAGE 4 CYCLE 1 WEEK 4**
**WASHOUT WEEK #13**
- I went on a short shopping trip earlier.
The good news is that I had this automatic impulse to try to lock eyes with every woman I got near. That tells me that WB is doing something. It’s a pretty major change, and absolutely happens on auto pilot.
The bad news is that exactly zero of them returned the eye contact.
I don’t know if they were actively avoiding it, or it just didn’t “lock on” like it is intended to. Granted a grocery store in the evening might not be the best place for a good test, but it was like I was completely invisible. I have had much better results as far as that aspect of it goes on other programs that I have run.
As far as I can tell, I am getting some of the expected results from WB, but as far as I can tell, I am not projecting the aura.
The sales copy says that I’m supposed to be able to feel it, and so far I haven’t.
There could be a couple of reasons for this.
The simplest is that I’ve overloaded myself with the fifteen minute loops. I don’t THINK that’s it simply because I don’t feel overloaded.
Another is that I might have a low baseline level of aura projection naturally. Low enough that at least at this point in the game it doesn’t get me the reality bending level of attention that it is supposed to. I’m not saying “this doesn’t work” because clearly it is working VERY well for some people on the forum.
We shall see what this washout week does for me.
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Dependsnon the type of eye contact you gave them…the crazy dangerous type or the seductive type. Women generally always look down when they walk anyway so unless your in close proximity of her to engage don’t worry about it . Plus it’s early days on WB.
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- Theres a very cute lady who works at the campus I guard who generally stops and chats with me. She usually shows up around the time I leave.
This morning, she extended the conversation for a very long time. We kept talking for a few minutes after my relief showed up.
She usually seems flirtatious, but this time she actually touched me (which is odd since she was sitting in her car. Always making good eye contact. I’ve suspected she was attracted for a while, but I don’t know if this is just how she relates to people.
It seemed even more so this morning. She seemed to be going out of her way to lean forward and give me a decent view down the front of her dress too.
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Assume the sale. Sounds fun
I am assuming attraction. However unless she leads I’m not going to do anything about it. You know the old wisdom saying about what not to get where you get your paycheck.
In all seriousness, if I was wrong it could cost me my job. Hell, it could go bad even if I’m right.
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Fair point. I’m just on Team CoWolfe. Rootin for ya.
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I appreciate that. How’s WB treating you?
I feel powerful on it. Not went out and fucked anyone though. It does get looks however.
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- This washout is feeling pretty good so far. I’m getting some good spontaneous visualization of things going very well, and it feels not just within reach, but more along the lines of “of course that’s going to happen”.
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- Remember how torturously long the wait for Christmas morning was when you were a kid? That’s about how I’m feeling about QTKS at the moment. I’m checking for that PM with the payment link and directions about every half hour.
I am glad to see there is that much of a response to it though.
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Have not been able to catch up on your journal in full lately, but what are your thoughts on Cosmic Navigator? What do you think it brings to the table in your experience?
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I’m not sure. I rarely attribute results to a certain module.
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