Eighteen Months of the True Khan

Trader · July 13, 2023, 6:38am

I like this side of you

COWolfe · July 13, 2023, 6:40am

I do get the feeling that more exposure would be better, I just don’t want to do too much.
I may still take the whole weekend off too.

COWolfe · July 13, 2023, 11:08pm

I got a notification this morning that my credit has improved enough to apply for some more cards. I did so, for emergencies and to reduce my percentage used. I got approved. For a lot.
So I can do ONE thing with them.
Care to guess?
QTKS of course.
I have a few options here.

Get my current stage 4 sub done in QTKS amd run it for the next six months. Switch to a more complex build with WB and mogul on the first of the year.
Add WB and really hit my sex life goals hard.
Add Mogul (the responsible choice)
Just go for it all right now, and run it for at least a year, making this the two years of the Khan.

Thoughts?

Trader · July 13, 2023, 11:13pm

Money. Recoup 2x the $ asap. Pay off the amount on the card Build another custom

COWolfe · July 14, 2023, 12:43am

Another idea would be to put RICH, which I believe is considerably lighter than Mogul in there.
I’ve been reading a lot on WB, and I’m pretty excited to run it. And I don’t get excited about much.

Trader · July 14, 2023, 12:45am

R.I.C.H. and Wanted Black would be swell together I think.

I’m sold on Wanted Black and Khan Black together so far.

COWolfe · July 14, 2023, 12:46am

So I may be going with Khan, RICH, Wanted Black.
VICTORY OR BRAIN DEATH!!!

COWolfe · July 14, 2023, 7:25am

OK, I went and did it. I just ran a five minute loop of Wanted Black after my full loop of TK4.
I figure if I’m about to stick it in a QTKS monstrosity, I probably should familiarize my subconscious with it a bit first.
I think five minutes was almost overdoing it too. I feel different, but it’s a little hard to tell how. There was starting to be some pressure at the top of my head that would tell me I’ve done too much. There is DEFINITELY something going on with my energy system and aura, and I feel light. Energized too.
This is hard to describe properly, but I feel laughter in the back of my head, and the back of my throat, and I’m smirking rather than the stone faced neutral expression I usually have.

Trader · July 14, 2023, 7:27am

Welcome to the ~~Dark~~Black side mwahahahaha.
WB is shaping up to be my fav title this year. Along with KB I mean.

COWolfe · July 14, 2023, 7:28am

Happy to be here, now where are the damn cookies?

Trader · July 14, 2023, 7:30am

My fav cookies (other than homemade) are the white chocolate macadamia ones at Subway, funny enough. So good.

I’ve kinda felt a tad drunk all day because of KB/WB…and a few other one offs. Got 2 chicks checking me out today. 2 in one day is fun.

COWolfe · July 14, 2023, 8:06am

If it’s good enough for the emperor it’s good enough for me.

COWolfe · July 14, 2023, 8:33am

Something is definitely going on here. There are a few phrases going through my head. The most common one is “Getting laid easily is your new reality”. What the hell have they done with this one? “You can get laid just by existing” is another.
In other news, I had a small dose of throttle therapy before work. My riding skills have come back, and I feel a lot less trepidation and a lot more flow with it now.

COWolfe · July 14, 2023, 1:35pm

The weird feeling has passed, or maybe I’m just more used to it.
While it was going on I noticed that my body language had changed. Still confident and upright, but more relaxed at the same time. Also I felt myself holding the muscles in my face differently. This sucker hits really hard, at least for a few hours after a micro loop.
I’m going back to my regular every other day run schedule with this going on.
I think I’m going to work my way up to seven minutes next week, and then ten at some point get to full fifteens. That does seem to work best for longer term deeper change.
Of course, at some time in there I’ll be able to get my QTKS. If this is any indication, that’s going to be quite the adventure.

COWolfe · July 15, 2023, 2:43am

I haven’t had a sub hangover to speak of, even on new titles in quite a while. I sure did this morning. I slept two hours longer than I normally do, and felt like my mind had been hit by a truck when I woke up.
There was no physical pain, I just felt tired, slow, and like I didn’t want to do crap.
I didn’t have that floating a micro meter out of my body sense of unreality I used to get on new titles, but I have a feeling that I would had I just gone for a full loop.
I still feel drained, but I also still feel that something has changed in my head. It’s made a lasting impression just from a five minute loop.
I think that my body language is still that looser more relaxed version of Alpha, I still hold my face differently, and I definitely look different and much better to myself in the mirror.
The phrase “getting laid easily is your new reality” is still going through my head. I feel a bit more resistance to it, but that’s to be expected.
I had been planning to go to the grocery store or something just to see if I got any kind of reaction, but I had slept in too late for that.
I have the feeling that it would probably be better to just live my life and let the results come on this one than to keep deliberately testing anyway.
That doesn’t mean that I won’t go out of my way to go places where there are women, it does mean that I might have to remind myself to stop thinking about it and just do what I’m doing.

COWolfe · July 15, 2023, 6:40am

It’s been about 24 hours since I ran that five minute loop. A little while ago I felt the energy and feeling I got just after my loop sneak back in. I feel great actually. Im smirking all the time again, and I feel very optimistic about getting the results I want from this sub. I’m tempted to run another one, but I’m not going to until tomorrow night.
I think that I’m going to be keeping it to five minute loops for the rest of the cycle at least.
After that I might just be starting on my QTKS journey.
I may start a new journal for that one. It’s fitting. The first of the month is my one year mark on this one.

COWolfe · July 16, 2023, 2:29am

I feel “normal” today. As far as I can tell, the effects have worn off.
To be expected with a new sub, and I’ll be doing another five minute loop tonight.

COWolfe · July 16, 2023, 10:47am

I didn’t feel like I did the day before yesterday from my loops today. That may be a good sign that I’m assimilating the script. I don’t know. Maybe it means I’m ready for longer loops of WB.
I still feel good and optimistic about my results, but it’s a normal good.
I’ve got one day off this week. I’m going to get out into public one way or another.

COWolfe · July 17, 2023, 4:44am

Did I get out where I could do any kind of test on WB today?
No.
I just slept till the afternoon, did some heavy yard work, and took care of dinner.
The wife MAY be being more pleasant to me than normal, but she has a hopefully temporary health thing going on that precludes sex for the time being so I can’t tell if it’s affecting her or not.
There is a party coming up for people of a non monogamous bent, so I’ll see then. At the moment I’m still in love my life and let the results happen mode, and I don’t usually have contact with a ton of women on a regular basis.

COWolfe · July 18, 2023, 2:40am

       **7/17/23 STAGE 4 CYCLE 1 WEEK 3**

I did manage to get out of the house today. To go to the post office, how exciting.
I noticed a difference though. No interaction with women, but my voice was different when I talked to anyone. More inflection, should be considered more charming. I walked like I owned the place, relaxed and confident, and I swear my word selection was different. Hard to put my finger on how though.