My sincere heart felt advice to you, friend… is to get off the meds and brainwash yourself with watching Alpha male type videos only. And I don’t mean no bullshit videos on “how to be alpha”. I mean watching like vlogs of real men like Andrew & Tristan Tate or Dan Pena.
You quite literally are the information you absorb. Absorb their nonchalant dominance & aggressive attitude towards life.
Finally, I think you need exposure “therapy”. Join this: discord.gg/void
go there, join a channel and start roasting people, your anxiety will start to fade away. It will be hard at first.
Good luck.