Stood up today and had so much sadness in me to the point I couldn’t bear it any longer and then I could realese it.
Now I feel harmony in my stomach for the first time in my life
I have noticed this feeling occasionally too! I’m glad you are experiencing it as well!
Bro this feeling will be constant, once DR is really finish its work.
Happy that you have good times also
Today was a day of surprise.
I get rid of a huge emotional state
And I feel good in my Skin,missed this feeling for a long time.
Also the last 10 loops are working on my chest/heart and it feels like a screwdriver is screwing from my back trough me until the shit is out
Haha I had that feeling on ST2!
I am on st 2 right now.
Stood up an my head is spinning pretty strong, maybe it was already there and I feel it now
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Sometimes I find it helpful when I feel a feeling like this to imagine the feeling going backwards.
So if I feel like a dough mixer is churning my stomach, I imagine the machine running in reverse.
Or if I feel my head spinning, imagine it spinning in the opposite direction.
@SubliminalUser tagged because this might help you both.
What a clever guy you are @RVconsultant
Thank you
I do it like this, I shoot my energy into the magnetic core of the earth until I am so grounded that I dominate these states
Something is realy strange
I don’t want to proceed with DR
I just don’t want anymore unpleasantnes, I had to mutch.
So I did a break after 4 days.
Also I am unable to lisen to something else than healing subs longer than 2 days.
I tryd today my new custom which is fantastic but I get the Alarm bells again : Healing first the Rest later.
So if I want it or not I have to stick to DR for longer.
Phuuuuuu now that I Wright that, I feel relived and ready to proceed
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WHOA! I like this idea! Thank you!
Also on days I want to stop DR, I take a 5+ day break. I remember it’s a marathon, not a sprint.
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I like that, I do a upgrade for me.
"even if it’s a marathon I get the same trophy If I arrive last. So I can do rests whenever I want and for as long as I want and need
Thank you @RVconsultant
Exactly man!
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@RVconsultant
True Social Ultima works fantastic in my custom.
Its not like the Ultima solo but more like integrated into myself. On TSU it’s more like I am in the zone al the time and in the custom its like dormant until I interact with someone. Very nice and energy saving experience
Its great.
Also the Primal Seduction Qv2 Customs is immense,i did 1 loop today and it feels like a powerful erotica dense ball of energy is in my body.
Also I gave myself 10 holidays from DR. In 3 days I proceed.
I hope you’re doing well and having a good time
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Thank you for posting this!
I think I recently just completed 5+ days of rest.
Yes in ways I didn’t expect.
This is awesome, happy to hear that.
Today I was going back to st1 qv2
I was so dumb to not lisen to st1 when I was starting ST2. Coud spare me some very ugly weeks.
But I am glad I did it.
And st1 in Qv2 is such a beast.
Very powerful
First I felt a strong fire in my belly for 3 min then it immediately going into my chest for 20 min burning the shit away that st 2 diged out and then for the rest of the loop strait into my head.
Now 1 hour later I feel very cleansed from bottom to my throat.
My head is another thing, I have pain and imense pressure in my head but it’s working very good on realese these problems.
Maybe 10 more loops st 1&2 next couple of weeks do the trick.
Let’s go
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I did another loop of st 1 yesterday then I was going to bed.i slept 3 hours and had a very disturbing dream witch involved killing and robbing someone against my will and then buying the victims a violin. In short fucked up.
But it’s the same pattern my father did with me.
I stood up and vomited hard into the toilet.
Fuck this was an intense purging dream.
Finnaly st 1 Diggs deep enough
More to purge
Let’s go
Ohhh wow it worked wonderfully good.
I have harmony in my stomach and a sense of peace in my mind
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The sensation of peace 
It’s always been there and will always be if we just stop for a while.
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OK today I was driving from my place to the city at 10 pm to see if there are women I like.
Obviously it was an empty city
So I sat down at a river and had very hard feelings coming up and I looked what my inner state is.
Then I saw it : absence of _____
short:deficit
So I asked what is the next healthy step I have to go
Answer : I like to have______
So I asked what is the next healthy step I have to go
Answer : I enjoy______
So I asked what is the next healthy step I have to go
And then it clicked : choose to make this journey lighthearted
Until now I did everything Heavy in my life because it was heavy but now I do it light
So I startet to do my self hypnosis I createt years ago and it was very refreshing.
I came to the point where I realized that I am responsible for myself and also how I choose to start this journey and how I feel is also my responsibility
So I choose to help myself instead of making things heavy, I make them easy now and forever
And I did more things in this session but important is that I feel very good, light, optimistic and I am excited for future progress.
To sum it up I was walking into a ghost city, became a ghost, and saved myself from a lot of future trouble
It was worth it
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