Lately I digest or purge in my dreams traumatic energy out from my system.
The Last 3 dreams where very intense and ugly.
I think it has to do with St 1 I listen last week.
In 4 hours my new week starts with st 1&2 in qv2
Let’s go
Amazing, when will you go to ST3?
I did 2 months st1 and 3 months st 2.
Now I get back to st1 instead of st3.
I can’t give you a time frame.
When it’s time I know it.
What I do know is that I want to rush trough until I can lisen to st 4 and this indicates me I am fleeing from the process. I don’t want to expirience any more shit, I had enough and that’s the reason I start again with st 1
Also I feel so terible in my chest after doing a 10 days break and lisen to Primal Seduction custom in this time, that I have no real choice than to go back to st 1.
This time I am gona nail it
Thank you for your interest @SubliminalUser
How about you?
How’s your journey?
I experiment this week with St 1&2
In my mind I’d works when I lisen to st 2 and then let st1 take care of what ST2 brought up.
Hope it wil work
I did 5 loops of st 1 since 4 days and I am very calm.
I thought it gets really ugly but that’s not the case.
I do another loop in 2 hours and tomorrow 1 loop of st 2.
Also I feel a fire burning in me al the time
New week day 2
I did yesterday 3 loops of st1 and WOW it’s incredible.
It cleaned so much out of me and with power
I like that very much
More to go this week 
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OK now I am impressed again, st 1 burned some negative shit away I had inside me.
I always had the state of : al is shit
Its gone, that’s new for me, I need to explore the world slowly, what a great Subliminal.
Thank you @Fire and @SaintSovereign
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I arranged a Billard session today and 1 hour before I left my apartment my head started to spin and I felt very ugly. I know I needed to vomit so I try to hold it as long as possible. After 5 min I’d run to the toilet and purged it out of me.
It was fear from trauma
Then I was taking a shower and noticed that I am standing very solid on my feet for the first time.
I did this hundreds of times but it’s the first time I feel solid and grounded on my feet.
I left the house, listening to st 1 and I can dominate for the first time these states.
Automatically I say to myself : I am safe also here. And I get more grounded than ever, then I expirienced an automatic reaction : fleeing from reality/environment and I pulled myself back into the present moment. Talking to myself: it’s time to stand strong from now on, fleeing is over and for the weak.
I am sitting in the train right now have zero fear or Panick from the outside world.
Also my back cramps start to melt.
Thank you Subliminalclub
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Why are you able to vomit so much?
I am really fascinated by this (in a weird way)
Because of Ayahuasca
AYA goes deeper than your consciousness and starts to pull out the dirty that is hidden or obvious from you, your body and cells out.
So vomiting and shitting is the way to purge these energys from you.
Also you learn/adopt this “purging” unconsciously/consciously to use it whenever you need it. Whenever I work with myself and hit a negative topic in its core I vomit automatically the unhealthy energy out. Also if I spend time with people that have a very negative vibe or places that are negative, I walk away, vomit and I am clean.
DR brings topics ( problems, but I call them topics so that it doesn’t drag me down mentally) up and the Ayahuasca in me push it out of me, that’s why I vomit.
VERY EFFECTIVE
Do you have any more questions my Frend?
@Leandros do you feel that taking Ayahusaca and doing all that vomiting has helped you heal much faster than if you just ran DR? I must say it’s quite unorthodox.
Much much much much much much much much
Faster indeed.
Also if i have a problem or energetic topic I can speak to the Ayahuasca in me.
Example : i detect something I don’t want inside of me, I ask the Aya : please remove it from me.
Within 1 min I am vomiting very hard and done.
Problem is out of me 
Then I say thank you my Frend
Whit healing subs I don’t have to even ask, the subs brings the problems up and Aya push them out of me.
But it needs my willingness to let go also
Wonderfully effective
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Not for people that do plant medicine
This week I had 7 loops of st 1 and it burned away Negativity in me very effective.
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2 loops of st 1 yesterday,
Today 1 loop of st 2
Sadness is flowing up and out.
Emotions of shit is coming to the surface
I am sitting in a train and nearly vomitet.
Fuck this is ugly
Its so much
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OK I handelt it
No worries
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I did 2 loops of st 2 yesterday and today I was overflowing with pain in my chest so hard I needed to intervent.
30 min of hardcore pain
30 min dive into the reasons why I have pain
Not 1 wound opend, there where 5 at the same time.
This was a pice of work I can tell you.
Now I have warm soothing healing and loving energy where my pain was. Still a little sting somewhere in my chest but for now this will be enough work.
Now listening to another loop of st 2
Lets go
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First time I have no overwhelming pain in my chest that makes me numb.
I feel like I am ready for life and it’s challenges.
What a wonderfully powerful feeling
My confidence is trough the roof and still rising
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Glad to hear that. It seems like DR St 1 blows out the old weathered windows of the house(currently where I am), and you can feel the chilly air rushing in feeling exposed. And St2 installs new better windows so you can sit in your warm sofa sipping warm tea looking out at the beautiful mountains 
Your description sound very relaxing.
My journey was more like : open the gate to the underworld, let shit flow upwards in overwhelming quantities to the surface until you vomit it all out 
It was a ride I can tell you that
But now for the first time I feel my body parts.
I am no more numb of pain
I think I get trough st 2
Next 3 days I continue ST2 and then I decide next week If I go to st 3
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