I did 1 loop of Sanguine/Love Bomb /Ascension Qv2
No blanknes I my head
Just a clear and fresh state.
I love it
Maybe tomorrow I do DR St2 qv2
I did 1 loop of Sanguine/Love Bomb /Ascension Qv2
No blanknes I my head
Just a clear and fresh state.
I love it
Maybe tomorrow I do DR St2 qv2
How long did you have this stomach thing going on?
I have it since last week and then after the first loop of the new upgrade it exploded in strength.
I still feel like I could al the time
How can you tell that your upset stomach was due to DR? I donāt get anything like that ā¦just weird dreams and thatās about it, also makes me sleepy.
I felt this for about 2 weeks when on Qv1. I think this has something to do with re-setting emotional responses or emotions in general. Iāve noticed that after this 2 weeks, it got less and less. Then I felt much more calm.
Now that Iām listening to DR Ultima and itās starting again but not as intense.
I wish I knew what to tell you to get relief.
If I had it that bad again, I would use fresh ginger root tea. Also eat more carefully, like no spicy food and no complicated meals.
Sorry youāre feeling like this mate. I wish there was more I could tell you.
@SaintSovereign or @Fire any ideas for relief or what the cause of this is?
Thank you @RVconsultant for your good intentions
Its just a natural process
I wantet to know why this is happening, so I did a dive in and I saw that DR Brings this energys up from the ābunkerā so they have to travel from the unconscious through the conscious ( stomach or sakral Chakra) until they arrive in your consciousness.
Ugly process yes but necessary and effective.
This is the first week I didnāt lisen to healing subs.
I had Catastrophic 9 months behind me and I needed to lisen to something that makes me feel good. Since yesterday I lisen to Sanguine/Love Bomb Ultima and Ascension Qv2.
I need this break this week.
Next week DR ST2 qv2
Thanks for the ideas here mate! All good wishes to you! Please keep posting!
I have been feeling slightly nauseas also
Sorry mate! Have you been running DR in the past 3 days?
Yes DR QV2
Perhaps take a break. Right now Iām doing 2 days on 3 days off.
OK I am back again where I startet the Healing Journey 9 months ago
After 2 days Ascension I was in a very good state and then I did the third loop on day 3.
I paid the price again, since 2 days I am out.
I have so much pain like never before, my whole brain hurts so bad the whole day, couldnāt do anything other than being in bed. I stood up 30 min ago, numb of pain and barely on my feet.
Then it hit me hard again : canāt proceed with alpha titles, NEED HEALING FIRST.
My ability to ignore pain and body/emotional signs is gone.
I see now what has to be healed and itās much but doable. And I do it.
Now that I go back to Healing everything starts to calm down.
Back to st 2 since 24 hours
6 loops so far and I feel at the right place.
I have the notion that DR starts now to dig finally deep enough to target what need to be healed.
One topic that heals right now Is the U-turn.
Let me explain the U-turn (its not a official term, but I call it that way)
I ask myself how good has the Gratitude Embodiment module worked for me and I know that I had times where I was feeling grateful for what I have very powerful.
But before I Could answer I heard something in me saying : nothing (and with power)
Another example for the U-turn
I was listening to the 2nd loop of DR today and I get this warm feeling of healing and I think : this is so good, finally I am healing
Halve second later I hear something in me screaming : I donāt want to heal, I am not healing.
Even with things I like I have that, I like a pice of music and inside me it goes like : I donāt like it
And the problem is, itās so powerful that I donāt feel anything after this denial happen
This shit denied me many beautiful things
So this is the fucked up U-Turn
Then I started to ask myself why is something in me pathological lying and now I digging this shit up and out
Letās go
Update
Q: why do I need this pathological lying?
A: to cope with reality
Q: explain please?
A: it was too bad, I couldnāt deal with what I had inside me and what was bombarding me ( Destroyer energy from my father)
Q:Am I still in the same place?
A: no, I am powerful and I can handle the shit now, I did grow and I proceed to grow even further
Q: how powerful can I Handel these states now?
A: very good, I trust myself
Q:Do I denie Inner and outer reality?
A: yes
Q:did it help?
A: no, not really
Its time to find a better and a Healthy way to cope with realitys
I feel as though my perception of reality and my self have changed at least two significant times since on DR, and Iām not even sure I know how to describe it.
Iām happy for you man! Thanks for taking this adventure with us Dragons mate!
Yes, same here.
Its like a restart with the inner knowledge what not to do, figuring out what works, what doesnāt, what stimulate, what not. What to do, what not, new boundaries, new insights new way of living new start.
In short a second chance
A fresh body
I lisen to Ascension last week (without DR) and after 3 days I saw how good Dr did clean me. I was so euphoric because the way was free and I saw the full unhindered execution of Ascension, plus the power was very strong and then It hit me out of the blue so hard, I am not done with healing, and I expirienced what has do be healed very intensely, so hard that I was 1 full day in bed with pain until I decided to continue with DR.
My soul/conscious guided me very strictly and harsh this time. But it was worth it,because I was so close to jump ether to st 3 or to another sub.
I think I did the same with St1, after 2 1/2months I jumped to st 2 and I needed more of it.
Now since 2 days (today is break day) I am back to DR and now the ball starts rolling like never before,so much that I have to actively work on myself.
not that I didnāt do that before, but now I stand here and say: OK letās do it, now is the time to open my toolbox and use my tools I gathered all these years for this moment.
Its like I am committed to my well being
Thank you for your good intentions
If I can do something for you, just let me know
Thank you mate!
You said it better than me!
OK this is very nice
Since 2 day it doesnāt interest me anymore what I had Wright in the past.
Some Narcistic traits are gone.
There is much more interesting stuff to do than looking at myself and in the mirror.
I look very average but I couldnāt stop looking at myself and reread what I have written in the past.
Bye bye Mirror time
Week start.
2 loops ST2 so far
Will include st 1 next week or tonight, I am still unsure.
But for sure next week.
In 10 days I am listening to DR st 2 for 3 months.
I have the feeling that until now ST2 was like a roller-coaster that moves up and now I am at the point where I reached the last meters of the highest point, ready to gain speed and drive down.
It starts now, letās ride for a month or two longer this magnificent ride
5 loops today.
People ask me today how are you and I answer them : very good, I handel my life pretty well, I do the necessary things I need to do and my future is bright.
I donāt know where this is coming from but I am amazed.
Also I see now what hinders me and what closes my life, where I shut down my perception out of fears.
Today after the first loop, DR startet to work on my chest the whole time and still does ( I finished the last loop 10 min ago)
I have the feeling that I start to grow a very solid power from the inside. Not a dominating power that overpowers others, more like superman standing tal knowing no harm Wil happen to me.
Its subtle but itās there and itās white in color
I find that fascinating.
40 min ago I was sitting in a chair and somehow I had fears that the subliminals woud reaching my heart to close so I had some resistance and then I just let it happen to touch me ( by the way I feel whatās happening when I lisen to subs, for me 1 hour of a sub is like I expirience how a new house is built) and for maybe 1 minute I had this new perception that everything is alive and then I closed down again out of fear that I get destroyed.
Soon this fear and automatic shielding will be obsolete and I expirience life