Dragon Reborn A New Life

Journals - Major Programs
#281

Ascended Mogul Q Core
Ultimate Music Producer
Inner Voice
Gratitude Embodiment
Joie de Virve
Negative Energy Transmutation
Omnidimensional
Current Invoker
Unlimiter
The Merger of Worlds
Negativity Displacer
Stress Displacement
Sanguine
Blue Skies

Ok I think this is what I’m going to settle on. I put Blue Skies in there as well because I felt it would work well in helping me develop more self love. Not as light as I originally intended, but I think the only really demanding ones would be AM, ultimate music producer, and blue skies for its digging it tends to do. But I think this is a good combo of cultivating positive supportive habits, guarding against things that can tear me down, and working towards building a solid foundation for myself.

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#282

I think it’s solid!

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#283

Just put the order in earlier today. Looking forward to this!

#284

The pain of the past week has passed. I realized a lot of that was also feelings of shame that I couldn’t stick out DR. But not everything is a one size fits all solution, that’s why there are different approaches to everything. I think this custom I built is a good approach for me and my life. Still not ready, but I’m looking forward to trying it out.

I think in America there’s this mentality of always having to be the best in whatever you do. It’s a sickness that poisoned my mind. I am somewhat skilled in my field but nothing to celebrate. At the same time I shouldn’t feel bad about that. If I can do my job, that’s all that matters. I don’t need to be some rockstar or genius. It would be different if I was really interested in this field but I’m not. So wasting all that mental energy for what I should be was only hurting me.

I just need a huge restructuring of my life. Getting away from these high pressure business related environments that severely clash with my personality. It’s getting to the point where I can’t mask it or blend in anymore. And maybe that’s for the best because clearly I’m not thriving in this type of environment.

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#285

I’m looking forward to you running your new subliminal.

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#286

Officially got diagnosed with ADHD yesterday. Still waiting on my custom. I don’t know to what extent these subliminals can help me with that. But my main goal now is working with the brain I have to get things done in my life vs treating it like a typical brain and getting upset when it doesn’t work properly.

A lot of research has gone into the area of the ADHD brain. I’m conflicted because I’ve yet to see any type of sub or hypnosis correct a serious physical defect. I know a lot of creators have tried and hit a wall. I’m hopeful, but at the same time I’m trying to accept this as a lifelong thing. It’s been with me since I was a kid and caused difficulties in my adult life for about 10 years now, ignoring it or pretending it wasn’t a problem definitely didn’t make it go away or make it any less problematic.

#287

What’s your plan?

#288

I’ve got a prescription now for adderall. It’s going to be used on an as needed basis to help me get through my work days. Some days are worse than others, today was a particularly bad day. It’s really stressful not being able to focus enough on work, but needing to do it. As juvenile as that sounds. But I’ve had a long history of being unable to focus unless I find something interesting.

Along with that I’m going to be working with a therapist to develop strategies and coping skills I may not have naturally picked up due to ADHD.

Then when my custom is finished I’ll begin running that. And hopefully the increased ability to manage my work days with the meds and learning better strategies for living with this, I’ll be able to integrate more of the subliminals better. It feels like about 90% of my mental bandwidth has been allocated to just doing the bare minimum in life and still becoming exhausted from it. In addition to that being overly self critical of that, so the custom having a lot of those self support modules will be hugely helpful.

Like I said there’s a lot of thoughts running through my head like what’s really just limiting beliefs about ADHD vs a structural difference in the brain. Human limitations, mortality, all that. I guess at the end of the day none of that really matters as long as my life improves.

#289

Plan looks solid!

I’m cheering for you man!

Please keep posting!

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