Drag Reb Elix 23 (2021)

Journals - Major Programs
#364

You might. Or you might feel very little. Whatever it’s supposed to do, it did something to me.

#365

Sure, I don’t doubt it. I just, to this point, have not had such a strong reaction to an Ultima.

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#366

Feeling a bit unsettled today. Have to do a presentation over zoom in about an hour. Always anxiety.

#367

I’ve been thinking and I have some ideas. These are only ideas. You don’t have to do any of them.

  1. I would encourage you to run DR st1 for 60 days, as it might provide a solid foundation for st2.

  2. What about running Sanguine Ultima for nervousness?

  3. What are your thoughts on Ascension?

  4. As you might know, Subliminal Club is planning on having an app available. I would recommend you read about the features of the app when it comes out. It’s release date is currently unknown.

  5. If you want to do any of these recommendation, please do not do anything that might create any financial strain for yourself.

#368

Thanks.

  1. I am considering that.

  2. I ran Ascension from April-July of 2020 in conjunction with Primal Seduction. It was also in the main custom I used from July '20 - Mid January '21. The other main cores were Primal and Sex Mastery and also included Ares, Blue Skies, Ego Adsum, Februus, I Am, Lion 4 and New Beginnings,

  3. I have and have run Sanguine in the past, but not extensively. I will run it tonight instead of The Elixir.

  4. I am not sure what to say about the app, but I have many titles already and have run pretty much all of them at one point or another, often in stacks.

  5. I am not figuring on buying anything else in the near future.

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#369

Same here, and I’ve been thinking about why. My theory is that complete removal of anxiety is impossible. It’s part of the human emotional makeup for a reason. On DE I have noticed that while I still feel anxious sometimes, it’s focused on things that are really happening, not irrational phantom problems, it occupies much less of my mental bandwidth, feels a lot less intense, and my ability to function through it is much greater.
Realistically, I’m in a situation that would make anyone anxious. Because of DR I’m managing it a lot better than I was before.
I think that when we feel anxiety on these subs, it’s pointing out something that we need to take action on.

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#370

How did it go?

#371

Fine, but considering how often I do it I wish I didn’t feel so much anxiety over it.

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#375

This is an intriguing set of thoughts!

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#376

For me anxiety has been strongly connected to OCD, ADD and Procrastination. As far as I can tell it still is.

#377

Running Sanguine. Have run it a few times in the past.

#378

Forgot to mention that I ran executive very low through my headphones as I ran my Zoom meeting today.

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#379

Day 34 of DR ST1.

#380

Running Sanguine.

#381

Supposed to be 40F here on Monday

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#382

Only 30s here.

Still -12 right now.

#383

-9 here right now. It was -13 when I woke up