Day 48, 49: Saturday, Sunday
Week 4 of Dragon Blood
Rest Days
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Had a very unwinding feeling this last week of Dragon Blood. As much as I wished for more physical healing from DR ST2, I think it gave me enough emotional/mental benefits for the time I spent on it. Also, am leaning more toward Paragon Complete Ultima to deliver the physical benefits so won’t worry on whether I will be maximizing DR. Right now am finishing all the stages of DR since I promised myself that I will (inspite of getting myself PCU). And as repeated many times, DR will add to what PCU has to offer. But am not getting hung up on what DR will offer. Will do DR ST3, ST4, U for a month each along with PCU and see how it goes
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Sunday was “travel day” to another city (same country). So was busy with that car trip. Reached safe and sound. Any bit of travel I do now feels like a luxury and I am all the more thankful for it
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To summarize my Dragon Blood experience, I feel more myself compared to any other time in my life. But to get there, I felt loads of reconciliation at random which involved sudden fits of irritation and rage. Luckily I kept it to myself and didn’t bite anyone’s head off. There were many moments I felt disgust for many people in my life and about myself it but it wasn’t exactly rational or objective. Just seeing red when being washed in blood
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To continue the ST2 experience, I have to add that there were many times I wanted to start all over again. This meant starting a new subliminal stack, moving to another country for a fresh start, buying new things. Maybe it had something to do with the new year but am more certain that it was DR working its magical reconciliation
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ST2 continued ST1 for me. The change from the first stage to the next felt smooth and even though there were more bumps on the road in the second part of DR, I didn’t feel like ST2 was in another place altogether when compared to ST1 in a psychological sense
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“The healing continues towards a grander plan” was what DR ST2 was for me. If ST1 was being melted into a pure core with destruction and fire, ST2 bathed that new me in anger and blood. Dragon Fire and Blood indeed